tea happens in this chapter! also, this is raw and unedited🙈

"party ready binches!" i knock on russ's door. i invited mill, sadie, finn, and sophia. the rest didn't want to go because parties were too much for them?

russ opens the door a few seconds later and grins. "hey guys!" he waves. "welcome to the fun." he opens the door wider for us to walk in.

i can already hear the music blasting. i dance slightly to the music and wait for everyone.

"food trip ladies." millie grabs soph's and sadie's hand and drags them to the food table.

i turn to finn. he looks around awkwardly. "you good finnlard?" i ask walking up next to him.

he snaps out of it and nods. "yeah, yeah. wanna dance?" he asks, but still seems a little awkward.

"sure." i grab his hand and we head to the living room, where the music is.

~mini timeskip

"i'm going to grab food." i say and start heading to the food table. finn grabs my wrist and pulls me closer to him.

"hey." he says super low and bursts out laughing.

"you're weird." i laugh and take him to the food table.

"where's russ?" he asks sounding nervous.

"uhm, probably flexing off to some girl." i shrug and snatch some (food).

"y/n! y/n! y/n!" mill, sadie, and sophia run over to us.

my eyes widen, "what what what?" i ask, kinda shooketh.

"(e/n) and wyatt are here!" sadie says out of breath.

"are you serious?" finn says angrily.

"yeah. they are talking to your friend russ." millie looks around.

"we wanted to inform you guys." sophia says, secretly grabbing more mini cupcakes.

"cool." i shrug. they look at me confused. "what?" i raise an eyebrow. "it's a freaking party. and i want to enjoy myself with my buds. i won't let them ruin a perfect night like this." i cross my arms.

"your so smart." finn smiles, resting his arm around my shoulder.

"and besides, i am hangry. and y'all have seen me when i'm hangry." i grin.

"true." millie grins with me.

"guys there's games outside!" sadie changes the subject, squealing.

"we will be there, byyeee." sophia runs outside.

~timeskip again because i can't think of plot 😂

finn and i are just chatting with fans when russ comes next to us and just stands there.

the fans leave and russ turns to me, kinda pushing finn away.

i could feel finn's jealously.

"so, there is something i need to show you." he grins at me.

"oh no." i chuckle. finn walks to my side and grips my hand tight.

"i'm sure you can show two." finn fake smiles.

"yeah. yeah." russ seems to snap out of some day dream thing. "follow me lads." he leads us to the kitchen. he pushes through some girls and grabs a girls wrist. he pulls her out of the small group and leads us to a room, i'm assuming his room.

finn and i share worried looks, but continue to follow the two.

russ closes his door and sits on his bed with the girl.

there's awkward silence, with finn and i standing there.

"this is my girlfriend." russ breaks the awkwardness. he holds onto the girls hand. "(name)." he smiles at her.

my jaw drops as finn's does too.

"hi." the girl fake smiles and waves at us. she seems a bit prissy.

i look at finn and he looks at me then the girl.

"i'm finn." he says.

"i know! i'm a huge fan!" she squeals. great. not another one of these.

"i'm y/n." i awkwardly look around.

"oh." the girls voice goes down. "cool." she stares at finn.

russ shakes her hand, causing her to snap out of her gaze and smiles at him.

"i'm hunger." finn whispers in my ear.

"me too." i whisper back.

"well, uhm, we will leave you two alone." i wave at russ and the girl. finn and i head back to the food.

"that was so weird." finn sighs.

"and i thought he was into me." i mumble, loud enough that finn heard.

"what?!" his eyes widen, a little pissed.

"he was flirting with me okay. that's all. can we not fight tonight." i cover my forehead and sigh.

"why didn't you tell me?" his voice raises a tiny bit. i sigh again and take him outside.

"i feel like there was no need for telling you finn. please can we not fight over this. he has a girlfriend, remember?" i stay calm.

he glances back at the house and sighs. "yes, i'm sorry." he sits down on the ground. "i feel more tense then normal." he rubs his face.

i sit next to him. "talk to me." i grab his hands from his face.

"maybe it's because we aren't together and your hanging out with russ. or it's just me. i don't know." he stares at our hands.

"he's just a friend. and you now know that he's dating. if he makes any other moves on me, i'll tell you, okay." i stare at his curls. i love them.

"yeah." he squeezes my hands. "i love you, y/n." he looks up at me.

"i love you too, finn." i smile and hug him.