Rachel berry is stood in the choir room feeling sad she cant believe its happened again she has lost another boy to a cheerio.

First finn was back with quinn who was rubbing it constantly in her face but that didnt bother rachel anymore not since the gorgeous Sebastian smythe arrived in ohio.

She had a secret crush on him and was too scared to tell him because as santana said why would he want a girl like rachel  big nosed rachel.

She is sad because last night as she drove home from blaine's house where she and kurt had gone and watched a movie. As she drove she saw Sebastian stood outside the lima bean then saw he was stood with santana.

So now she felt santana would also be rubbing it in her face as santana had noticed rachel stuttered whenever the gorgeous Sebastian  was around.

So she stood reading song lyrics trying to focus but they all seemed to make her emotional to the point she gave up and headed out of the room to her locker.

Kurt had invited her to his but she had made up some excuse she wanted to go home and be alone and be heartbroken.

As she walked to her car she realised she needed something in for dinner s her dads were as usual away.

She headed to the local supermarket and set off to the vegan section she knew she needed to eat but she had no appetite she was too churned up.

Her mood wasnt helped as she turned the corner onto aisle three and saw finn and quinn fooling around finn was tickling quinn who was giggling then smirked when she saw rachel.

She simply turned and walked arou d to the next aisle which she really wished that she hadnt as stood looking at vegan pasta was Sebastian.

She sighed she hoped santana wasnt with him that was the last thing she needed.

She turned and rushed to the next aisle she didnt want to talk to him nit today she thought if he smiled at her she would burst into tears.

" focus rachel" she told herself as she picked up some carrots and leeks and placed them in her cart.

" hey" she heard a voice behind her she recognised that voice it was him.

" oh hey" she said trying to act like her heart wasnt breaking in two.

" you ok i saw you rushing off" he said

" im fine i just have to be somewhere so i cant stop and chat sorry" she said and rushed away from him back to the previous aisle and grabbed some pasta then darted for the checkout.

She sighed when he appeared behind her at the same checkout and he gave her a funny look she realised she had sighed alot louder than she had intended too.

Onc3 she had paid she rushed out of the store to her car and placed the groceries in the trunk and was walking to get into her car when Sebastian appeared infront of her.

"Are you sure your ok your acting really weird" he asked

"Yep in fine" she said she could feel her eyes starting to prickle she preyed she didnt start crying.

" right then i will let you get off to whatever your in such a rush to get too" he said she tuck that as her chance to get into her car.

The next day

Rachel was happy it was the weekend two days of not having to see santana's smug face.

She had planned to stay home but as she had rushed out of the store yesterday she had nothing in for dinner she phoned breadstixs and ordered something to go.

So at six pm she set off for breadstixs hoping she wasnt going to run into anyone she wanted to get her food and get back home.

As she entered the restaurant she kept her head down and went over to the to go counter.

"What name" the man at the counter asked

"Rachel berry" she said

" ok" the guy said and went to get her order and as she stood there waiting she felt someone tap her shoulder she turned to see who it was and come face to face with a smiling Sebastian.

"Hey" she said

"Hello rachel " he said still smiling at her.

" here you go" the guy said she turned and collected her bagged up food then got her purse out.

" i will get it" Sebastian said

"No its ok" she said worried that if santana found out her boyfriend had bought her food for her santana woukd frwak out and take it out on her.

" i insist i ordered too" he said

"Name" the guy said

"Sebastian smythe "he said

" one moment " the guy said and went to get it.

" so did it go ok" sebastian asked her

" did what go ok" she asked

" whatever it was you were desperately trying to get away from me to do" he said

" what... i wasnt trying..." she started to say.

"Here you go that will be $28" the guy said handing sebastian his food.

Sebastian paid rachel felt her heart racing he had realised she was trying to avoid him she wanted to run but she knew that was rude given he had paid for her food.

"Enjoy your meal" the man said once sebastian  had paid.

" thank you" rachel said.

Sebastian started walking towards the door she followed and hoped he wasnt going to question her anymore.

Once they were outside rachel looked towards her car before sebastian stepped infront of her.

"So i asked you if whatever it was had gone ok" he said

"Yes" she said wanting to get away from him because she felt her eyes prickling again.

" good " he said before sighing.

" well i best be getting home" she said.

"Rushing off again uh" he said

"I dont want my food to get cold" she said

" right yes of course well goodbye then rachel" he said and set off towards his own car she headed to hers.

"Oh and rachel" sebastian called over to her.

"What" she asked.

"Im sorry for whatever it is i have done that makes younot want to talk to me anymore" he said before getting into his car.

Rachel got into her car tears were dripping down her face she didnt want him to hate her.

She drove home and after pulling up on her driveway she got out and immediately dumped her food in the trash can she didnt feel like eating anymore plus he had paid so it would remind her of him.

She ran inside the house and upto her room before flinging herself on her bed and sobbing and realising what she felt for Sebastian wasnt a crush she was in love with him. The realisation hit her like a tonne of bricks and she grpped her comforter and sobbed.

Monday

Rachel wished her dads were home then she could have faked being sick she is an actress after all. She didnt want to go to school today she didnt want to see santana looking all .oved up because had a gorgeous new boyfriend.

As she entered mckinley and made her way to hee locker she was thinking of going to see mr shue and pretending she was sick in hope of getting sent home. She couldnt face glee today any song she could sing would set off her emotions not to mention if santana sang a song about been in love.

As it was mr shue off work sick so glee was cancelled so she slowly made her way to her first class.

As she walked into the classroom she saw santana sat down looking at her cell phone giggling rachel felt sick.

Rachel sar down trying not to get upset as the sound of santana's giggles filled her brain.

The rest of the school day was much the same rachel feeling sad and santana constantly giggle looking at her phone.

After school rachel made a decision she knew she would probably regret but she Decided to go to the lima bean she wanted to see Sebastian. She planned to tell him she was going through some stuff and that it wasnt that she was mad with him she couldnt stand him thinking she hated him. He hadnt done anything wrong he had simply asked out a beautiful girl santana was beautiful so rachel understood why he would want her.

She pulled into the lima bean parking lott and saw his flashy mercedes parked near by she got out of her car and tuck a deep breath and walked to the entrance.

just as she reached it Sebastian came walking out he was smiling though his smile faltered for a moment before he smiled at her.

" dont worry i wont keep you from rushing off" he said

" actually i wanted to talk to you" she said

"Oh" he said.

" im going through a difficult time right now i have things going on what im trying to say is its not personal im rushing off home because i dont want to talk about it with anyone" she said

" are you ok" he asked

" i will be" she said hoping she wasnt going to cry.

" so i havent upset" he asked she shook her head.

"Good because i was worried i had and i wouldnt ever want to do that" he said giving her the smile that made her heartbreak because that was the smile that made her fall in love with him.

" right well im going to get my coffee and get off home" she said hopeing he wouldn't see  the tears that were filling her eyes as she stood there.

" ok but wait let me give you my number first incase you ever need to talk" he said rachel felt sick she could only imagine santana seeing her name in his contact list.

they swapped numbers all the while she tried to not cry infront of him.

" Sebastian " a voice called his name they both turned and saw santana walking over towards them rachel had. Feeling this wasnt going to end well no doubt santana wont like her talking to him.

" oh god what does she want" Sebastian said rachel looked at him.

" she is your girlfriend isnt she" rachel asked

"What... hell no good grief i couldnt date her she is such a bitch i cant stand her" he said rachel had all on not to hug him as all the pain she had been feeling lifted off her shoulders he wasnt dating santana at all she had gotton it all wrong.

"Sebastian " santana said fluttering her eye lashes at him as she reached them before shooting rachel a death glare.

" yes" he said

" why are you talking to her when you can talk to me" santana asked

" because i prefer intelligent conversation " he said santana glared at him.

"Excuse me i am gorgeous and i put out unlike queen of the capital v here" santana said rachel felt her face burn.

" actually im extremely health conscious and given that ypu so willingly put out i would be in fear for my health.  Plus its a myth tbat guys like experienced girls thruth is we actually like not having ourselves compared to guys so girls with little to no experience are actually my preferred choice" he said.

" so you like crap sex than well then man hands you might be in luck" santana said before walking into the lima bean leaving rachel red faced.

" i cant believe you thought that i would date her" Sebastian said.

" she is a bitch" rachel said not wanting to answer him.

" why did you think that" he asked.

"I saw you two theother night and she has been constantly giggling at her phone so i thought you two were together" rachel said.

" oh you mean on friday night that wasnt a date though i will let you in on a secret" he said

"What" she asked

"Santana likes girls" he said

"Wht but she was flirting with you" she said

" santana is inlove with Brittany that blonde girl she is always with i saw her with her on friday night sue saw him. She confronted me about what i hought i had seen i saw them kissing.  She offered to sleep with me as a way of buying my silence but i said no. So i think her flirting with me today was for two reasons firstly as away pf lwtting me know the offer still stands and secondly she was trying to upset you by been mean" he said.

"Oh" was all rachel could say because her heart was practically singing he isnt with her.

" wait is that why you have been acting weird around me because you thought i was with her" he asked rachel panicked.

"No no no" was all she managed  to say.

" well that sounded convincing " he said Rachel looked at the floor.

She wanted the grpund to open up and swallow her up she had been so stupid she had gotton it completely wrong.

"Look at me" he said but she was too embarrassed.

She felt his fingers stroke her cheek causing her to look up at him.

" even if she wasnt a bitch or into girls i wouldnt want her..,there is only one girl i want and im looking at her" he said before crushing his lips to hers.

The end