rachel berry was fed up her relationships always failed finn was back with quinn and jesse had simply used her.

she felt unloved unattractive she was determined to change that she needed to be held and cuddled even if it wasnt real even if it was just for one night.

she knew who she wanted he always flirted with her he had done since the first time they had met at the lima bean.

rachel was going to a club with kurt and blaine and blaine had invited the warblers so she knew sebastian was going to be there.

as rachel got out of the taxi at the club with kurt and blaine she saw sebastian stood outside the club with a few other warblers.

" its a no go they wont accept our ids" sebastian said as the three of them walked over.

" no" blaine said

" why don't you guys come to dalton" nick said

" ok" the three of them said

thirty minutes later they arrived at dalton rachel wasnt feeling it anymore it was one thing to get drunk and hopefully dance with sebastian at the club but here just felt to awkward she felt self conscious.

" why dont i get that stack of water bottles from my dorm" thad said as they all made their way into the warbler room.

" good thinking harwood " sebastian said rachel kurt and blaine all went and sat on one of the leather couches.

a few minutes later thad arrived with jeff and handed out the water bottles and as rachel tuck a sip it was evident it wasnt water but vodka.

" now its a party" blaine said taking a big drink of his own.

" music" sebastian said and nick set about putting music on and pink what about us started playing.

" lets dance" kurt said grabbing both her and blaine's hands so the three of them got up and started to dance though rachel was feeling awkward as they were the only ones up dancing.

" so your in a room full of boys" sebastian said behind her she felt his breath on her neck.

" yeah" rachel said

" i heard about you and jesse" he said still stood behind her

" oh" rachel said

" yeah he needs to be punished for breaking an egg on your head" sebastian said rachel felt her cheeks flush because she had hoped the warblers sebastian mainly wouldnt know about that.

" i dont want to talk about it" rachel said

" in that case how about a dance" sebastian said pulling her arm turning her around as slumber party by britney spears started to play.

" so just to clarify your not getting back with egg breaking emotion faking curly shithead" sebastian said

" no" rachel said

" good that is good to know" sebastian said

after they had danced rachel went back to the couch and sat with kurt and blaine as time went on the vodka started to work on her.

blaine was drunk it was quite hilarious to watch as kurt tried his best to keep him on his feet.

" rach im going to have to get him to one of the spare dorms" kurt said

" dont worry kurt i will ensure rachel is alright" sebastian asked before she could answer him.

" ok" kurt said as nick helped him walk blaine who was now laughing like a girl she had never heard him laugh like that before.

" so rachel would you like another drink" sebastian asked flopping down next to her on the couch.

" thad said this was all he had" rachel said picking her now empty bottle up.

" i have some booze in my dorm" sebastian said

" oh what do you have" rachel asked

" come see i have a selection " sebastian said taking her hand and helping her up he didnt let go of her hand all the way to his dorm.

once they were inside sebastian surprised her by locking the door.

" the dalton boys are like vultures around booze" sebastian said seeing her watching him lock the door.

he walked over to the foot of his bed and bent down and lifted a floor board up and pulled out a botyle of vodka and a bottle of sambuca.

he surprised her by pouring them both a vodka and a shot of sambuca  before he handed her shot glass to her whi h she took.

" too having a good time" sebastian said clicking his glass with hers before they both downed their shot.

" sit down" sebastian said rachel picked up her vodka and went ans sat on his bed while he turned on some music before flopping down next to her.

" blaine is going to be suffering tomorrow " rachel said

" yeah he is he never could handle his drink" sebastian said

" i kissed him once" rachel said

" wait what" sebastian asked looking intrigued

" it was at my house my dads were away so i through a party just for the new directions it was when kurt was at dalton. he and blaine turned up it was before they got together we were playing spin the bottle and we had to kiss he questioned his sexuality after that" rachel said

" that must have been some kiss." sebastian chuckled

" i told him his face tasted awesome " rachel said

" what did kurt do" sebastian asked

" i dont remember but people tell me he wasnt best pleased the  blaine and i went on a date and kurt turned up at my house afterwards to telo me blaine was the first of a long line of guys i will date who will turn out to be gay" rachel said

" he said that to you" sebastian said

" yeah was just  he was jealous " rachel said

" still thats not very friendly " sebastian said

" anyway he has blaine now so its all good." rachel said

" and what about you " sebastian asked

" me" rachel said looking at him

" well jesse and i just broke up so" rachel said

" what he did to you was awful" sebastian said

" yeah" rachel sighed

" you know what people say is the best thing to do to get over someone dont you" sebastian said

" i think so" rachel said

" its to sleep with someone way hotter then them well i say sleep i mean have sex over and over again wih them until your to exhausted to carry on" sebastian said

" oh" rachel said

" now the question is where are you going to find someone who is the hottest guy you have ever seen who happens to be very very good in bed. has a lot of stamina and knows how to please you  and doesnt share his dorm and also bought a brand new pack of condoms just this afternoon" sebastian said the second he finished speaking he was on her kissing her.

" you wont regret this" he informed her before unzipping her dress.

the next morning

rachel woke up feeling alittle rough thanks to her hangover as she woke up more she realised just what had happened last night. she might have gone out with the hope of hooking up with sebastian bbut actually doing so was a big thing she wasnt the tyoe to have one night stnads she was feeling lonely and unloved and unpretty.

" morning" sebastian said

" morning" rachel said feeling awkward she had never been in this situation before.

" so last night was fun" he said

" yeah it was" rachel said

" are you alright" he asked

" yep are you" rachel said

" yeah im good" sebastian said

" i will get off home soon" rachel said

" dont" sebastian said

" what " rachel asked

" dont rush off" sebastian said

" i wasnt going to rush off i just didn't want to get in your way " rachel said

" in my way" sebastian asked

" people tell me i get in the way alot" rachel said then she felt his arms wrap round  her.

" you could never get in my way" sebastian said before kissing her shoulder.

" im not used to this" rachel said

" not used to what " sebastian asked

" sleeping with people" rachel said

" i dont think it counts as sleeping with me given how little sleep we actually got butni think i know what your trying to say.  your not the type of girl who has a one night stand and i know that because you havent ever had one. sebastian said rachel was confused.

" but last night was..." rachel started to say

" last night was the start of us i want you i always have...so ok we got our first date and our first timethe the wrong  way round  but it doesnt change the fact that i want to date you" sebastian said

" you do" rachel said asked

" ofcourse i do i love you " he said

" i love you" rachel said it was true she had always thought she wasnt good enough for him to date her a one night thing was different.

" well then i guess i best buy you breakfast " sebastian said

the end