6| Tension
I don't say anything but occupy my seat behind her with a swift motion while she's engrossed in revising notes from the previous class. After settling my notes on the table to add further information, I move my eyes to check on her, an interesting thing striking me that today's the last day when she's going to tell the conversation she had with my sister. She has no idea that I'm already aware of everything nor do I plan to tell her because I have something else in mind.
Ms. Song enters the classroom, stepping on the platform to turn on the projector and connect it to the laptop so the notes are displayed on the vast screen. I use this opportunity to scoot closer to her back, my finger tapping on her shoulder so she answers me in the blink of an eye."What?",She snaps, her face swirling behind with agitation but she answers me nonetheless."You do know that today's the last day of our deal, right? You're gonna tell me what you and junghee talked about that day.",I declare but don't move back and she averts her attention from the screen to set her eyes on me, her mind pondering something else for a few seconds as if she's having second thoughts about it."Yeah, but you still haven't given me today's drink so you'll have to wait.",She straightens her back to glide her hand in her bag and retrieves a bag of strawberries to place it on her lap and open the latch, the sound of plastic tearing fortunately drowned by the teacher's.
I just saw her munching on crackers not less than an hour ago. Just how much appetite does this girl have? Leaning back comfortably in my seat out of boredom, I tear a page from the notebook and scribble something in to roll it in a ball and throw it in her lap across her neck. As expected, she reads the words which manage to pique her curiosity but doesn't return to me until a few seconds later when her pride flattens."Why?",she blinks at me so I incline towards her, making sure to keep my voice low to avoid getting picked on by our teacher.
"Because you blush just about the same colour of those strawberries.",It's true, the colour that drowns her face in nervousness is the same as that of strawberries, making her look exactly like a little strawberry. Her eyes sparkle at me with the same emotion whenever I get close to her, a mixture of affection and resistance."No, I don't get intimidated that easily.",She refuses to embarrass herself but I'm damn sure that she will melt if I present photographic evidence of her face whenever we end in a close distance and I love watching how evident the effect is so there's no reason for me to stop."Believe me, I doubt you'll be conscious after you have sex, you would probably pass out from being flustered.",I don't hold back from blurting what's on my mind and watch her simmering in the hot heat that arises from the closeness between our bodies. I wonder if I'll experience blazing fire on her cheek if I touch it but curl my hand to not cross the boundaries no matter how much I joke about it.
She tilts her body from her seat to completely face me and parts her lips."What a pity that you're assuming things because you won't be able to actually see them.",her gaze zeroes on me, a sly smile slightly twitching her lips that boasts of her words. She doesn't realise what her words imply, does she? Her teasing that I won't get the chance to see her in a vulnerable state is quite a lot but I doubt nothing will ever stop me from winning her over if I want to."I can correct this problem and you know that very well.",I retort but feel my chest pulsating hard upon the mental images clicking in my mind. Cheeks flushed, lips plump red and gasps slipping from her mouth- pure need renewing a rush in my veins that I never imagined at the thought of her. Is that how she would look? Is that what she seeks from that bastard?
"What is going on there?",A foreign remark of our teacher makes us shift in our respective places, her face shooting in the direction of the screen at a bolting speed as I hiss at the image that is being subjected to our eyes. I'd rather continue our conversation than wrecking my brain over history. What's there to gain by reading about dead people anyway?
The hustle of the students approaching the hallway distracts some of us as we throw our glances across the windows of the room. My vision succumbs to one boy that converses with his friend, alternating to the title sitting in front of me, awaiting her careful look at Joonsu but she merely spares a second or two at him before biting on the strawberry in her hand. Either her love for food is incomparable or she really took in my words from that day. One thing that bothers me peculiarly is the reason behind him avoiding her in school premises. There's no way he can be embarrassed about acquainting her after how they behave at the bus stop.
— 30 minutes later —
The class now reaching to an end, I rise from the seat to exit the classroom for lunch as I proceed to hold my bag but an abruptly yet sharp slap on my hips startles me."Who the fuck di—",I turn to burn the audacity of the person but find y/n standing before me with a childish grin."That's for earlier when you talked about how I would look after doing certain things.",Her words end in whispers and she sprints to switch the rows in order to exit the classroom to save herself. This girl never fails to surprise me.She can slap my ass but can't possibly say the word 'sex' but her naviety is not enough to save her after this stunt she pulled on me in a classroom full of students.
— 5:30 P.M.—
After sending the text to donghyun, I toss myself on the bed to sit on the bed, my eyes laying on the view across my window which provides a clear sight of y/n's. She's kneeled in front of her almirah, her bed preventing me to see her completely but my heart beat ceases momentarily when she rises from the floor. The tank top she's wearing lossens in fabric below her neckline giving a view of her black bra underneath her grey clothing.
I lick my lips, exhaling deeply at the scene that my eyes are subjected to. The shorts that are revealing her thick thighs don't help at all which are revealed when she walks towards the cabinet to pick some books only to motion to the same spot. The thin fabric clings to her body, enhancing the curves that are hidden between the oversized clothes she usually wears at school. I had no idea how seductive she really is until this moment, when my heart is racing as my eyes don't drift away from her figure. The strap of her top lingers down on her arm, no longer stretching across her shoulders and this ignites hot desire in my blood. The images of her doing bad things that I had earlier pushed in the back of my mind flood my senses.
I can't stop myself from watching her and torturing my mind even if it's wrong to stare at her like this. The strap gives me a peek of her lacy bra that encloses supple breasts making me breathe out harshly. I nibble on my lips, biting on them, this sight inducing heat in my veins.I'm so turned out right now and she's not even doing it on purpose.My mind is filled with obscene imagines wondering how she would look like underneath all these clothes, how would it feel to smoothen my hand on her curves, how delicious would her lips feel, how would her breasts feel in my mou—
I shut my eyes to avert my eyes on the wall. The tightness in my pants already reprimands me enough for thinking in such a way about her so I attempt my best to not throw my gaze in the same direction as her and pick my pace towards my bathroom to splash water on my face and appeal to my sanity. What was I even thinking? The door knob clicks and I turn the faucet to feel the coldness on my face, sharp breaths escaping from my mouth. My body was aroused by just a mere sight of hers in revealing clothes. I don't know how I would have controlled myself if she wasn't wearing anything at all. I fix my erection in my sweatpants and exit the bathroom to get hold of my phone, switching my attention to the place that will compose me.
—Donghyun
> Mingyu is studying for some test so call anyone else and we can start the game]
[I can't think of anybody else who knows how to play without ruining the points<
>Call y/n. She plays really well]
[She doesn't have a set-up. When and where did you see her playing?
> We went to the internet cafe during vacation. You should've seen her eyes dude , she was so focused and ate the game 🔥]
[ Alright, I'll call and see her if she's free<
>Yeah , come quickly. We are ready 🤜]
I exit the chat, contemplating if calling her is the trouble I want for myself at the moment. "Fuck it.",I tap on her contact, walking towards my window, hoping for my luck that I don't see her in the same position as before. To my luck, she is dressed in a brown hoodie now, laying against the headboard of her bed and tapping on her phone when my call rings on the other side.
"Hey.",She answers in a second so I lick my lips to continue further."Hey, come over for a game if you're free. We are one person short and I heard you play well enough.",I jump straight to the point, always feeling that making small conversation is a waste of time. I scrutinise her reaction but hear silence as an answer until she turns to the opposite side, her back facing me to my disliking. "I can't, I'm studying right now.",Her words almost crack a smile on my face so I tilt the window open to reveal myself."Really, y/n? Guess you study better when you're laying on bed and mindlessly scrolling on your phone.",There is a moment of realisation that stirs her senses before she jolts up in my direction, her eyes locking with mine.
"You know that counts as stalking.",I hear the fury in her adorable voice that doesn't faze me at all. Leaning on the side of the beam, I greet her with a smile."You know that slapping my ass counts as sexual harrasment.",I wait for the realisation to seep in her chest and watch her eyebrows frowning at me, her eyes shooting daggers at me. This gives me a different kind of joy, knowing that I undeniably manage to affect her like that, make her feel nervous, mad and smile. Sometimes.
"You think I'll come over to your house when you threaten me like that?",She blames it on me, raising her eyebrows at me. "I'm going to drag you out of your house if you don't get up from your bed in less than 10 seconds.",I warn her, coercing her in the best way I know and believe in."My dad is home right now.", There's no way she thinks I can be threatened at the mention of her dad but the cheeky smile on her face thrives on her potential victory.
"I'll still do the same. It'll also be a pleasure greeting your dad and telling him that her daughter likes to slap my ass on the way back.",The smile on her lips vanishes at once, crushing into a resentful glare."Jeon jungkook, you're going to hell.",She returns to me with much more intense rage upon her defeat, expressing her discontent."That's not news.",I pursue my lips and she doesn't say anything,ending the call with me holding the reins of the conversation. She walks up to the cabinet, wearing her shoes, letting me know that she has quietly acquiesced so I head downstairs to switch on the set-up.
5 minutes later
The beeping sound exuding from the doorstep allows me to know about her appearance and she walks swiftly to remove her slippers, taking the seat besides me at the couch in the living room. Her thighs come in my sight as she hasn't changed anything except her hairstyle which is a ponytail."You're late.We already started.",I don't pay attention to her and put my headphones on to grab my console."Are we the only ones home? Where is everybody?",Her gaze levitates upstairs to find her friend distractedly. "Mom and dad aren't back from the office and junghee is out for her dance class.",I content her with my answer, sparing a glance at her.
The cord of the headphones tangled on her neck forbids her to wear them properly and knowing her clumsy self, she wouldn't untangle it."Why can't you wear it correctly?",I leave my controller and move forward to remove the wires that might prickle her. From my peripheral vision, I notice her gaping at my slender fingers, pursuing her lips consciously and her hands fiddling nervously. She's probably embarrassed about it when there's no big deal."Alright.",I tuck her bangs behind her ear, her ears visibly red as if my touch left a trance on her skin. This is adorable. She doesn't meet my gaze, fixed in a certain spot when I'm completely turned to her side."Are you blushing?",I poke her, making her eyes shoot at me. It's so easy to get on her nerves.
"No.",Her eyes tentatively avoid me like I'm a forbidden sight she shouldn't come across."I just…..get nervous when someone suddenly comes so…so close to me.",The continuous biting of her lips makes them plump and glossy.She doesn't need those crazy products and treatments to make them look fuller."Noted.",I put the headphones on her and drift away from her to start the game when she signals me not to turn on the audio feature.
The game begins, and we are accorded into a team battling against donghyun and jaesung.I didn't expect her to be quick and fierce but she's unpredictably good, considering how she's completing the missions and running ahead of me."So……about junghee, I really shouldn't tell you but I guess you can help her in a way I can't because you know better about your parents than mine.",She initiates the conversation that she could've very cleverly evaded but didn't. I didn't know her friendship with my sister was close enough for her to be so thoughtful."You have to tell me about it so I can help her.",I don't blow my cover and pace along with her on this matter, making sure my attention is well divided between the game and this conversation.
"She might be bisexual, like she thinks this but we don't know yet. There's this girl in her class who she's very close to and recently she has begun to feel something more than a friendly love for her…. something deeper and romantic.That day, when you overheard us, she was telling me about her crush and she thought she would freak out everybody but I told her there's nothing to be afraid of and that we all would understand her choices and preferences. I did my best but I also know that your and your parents' support mean differently and bigger than mine so I was hoping you could just let her know that she's loved and she won't be judged no matter what.Ofcourse , you can't say that you know because I don't want her to think that I'm not a true friend. I already feel bad for telling you but I just want you to somehow assure her, maybe give her some sort of random affirmation?", She turns to me, waiting for me to answer, sincerity and fear sparkling in her eyes when she unveils what I already know. I could feel how nervous she was about telling a matter of such importance to me which makes her intentions even purer.
"She doesn't need to be scared. It's something you have no control over so you shouldn't be made to feel bad about it.I would try to talk to her. Ofcourse, without telling her that you told me about this.",I pause the game, setting my eyes on her and she gives me a nod."Exactly.Thank you for not including my name.",Her voice is soothing, almost incoherent but I can decipher her in silence and close distance."Thank you for listening to her and being her good friend. To some extent, it's understandable why she didn't open up to me but at least she had you so that's a bit…. relieving.",I don't know what prevented her from coming to me despite our connection being stronger than most of the siblings I've seen. I plan to show her how trustworthy I am and that she should feel comfortable to approach me when she's conflicted at any point of life.
"You're a nice brother.",A compliment slips from her mouth, boosting my confidence in my capabilities and values."I know.",I resume the game, switching the audio feature on, followed by donghyun screaming a string of cuss words that baffles us instantaneously.
"Donghyun, shut the fuck up.Y/n is still sitting right next to me.",She giggles at my vehemence when I'm trying to maintain the aura decent for her sake."Not like you're a sage, bro. If only she knew what you've done all these months when she wasn't in our school.",This asshole speaks more than required, taking his chance to pick at me when I'm not capable at the moment to pull his collar."Whatever the fuck you mean."I shut the conversation so he doesn't reveal anything that can bring memories that I've buried deep in my mind. I don't want to detail my sexual encounters as an entertainment news but he won't leave the one time he saw me….doing really inappropriate things in the backdoor of our library which I don't want the girl besides me to listen to.
"I'll tell you what I mean, remember when I caught you fu—",I retrieve the headphones from her ears so she's unable to listen any further and enjoy my humiliation.
Her lips part in disappointment, her hand lurching forth to grab the headphones but I curl them in my fist before she can get a hold of them."Just let me listen to this once.",she attempts to steal them but I dodge her advances so she moves from her spot to hover over my chest, reaching my hand hidden behind my back."No. This is not for you to hear.",I am not going to add one more thing on her list to tease me about when there are already more than enough of them but she doesn't revert them and moves forward towards me, her figure launching on me so I arch my arm behind, knowing well that her arms can't reach mine but she straddles her leg on the either side of my lap, her eyes fixated on the headphones while mine drift away from my ears due to our movements.
"Jungkook, those are mine to wear. Just give them once.",She retaliates, her breasts almost pressing against my chest and her body creating pressure on my cock. Needless to say, this isn't going to end well since she's practically moving on my lap, too desperate for the headphones to notice her body engaged intimately like this. I can feel the need spiralling on the base of my cock from the heat between our bodies as my heart pounds at her skin against mine. I clamp my hand on the back of her thigh, her soft skin melting under my touch causing her to retract when the realisation hits her.
I urge her to sit on my lap, my hands tugging around her waist so she levels her eyes with me when her entrance feels my erection. She must've felt how turned on I am from the way her chest vibrates with deep exhales.The familiar coffee scent that she exudes from her body is starting to reach my senses. My fingers feel the warmth of her skin even with a layer of clothing on her skin, kneading her waist and she sucks in a breath, the stiffness in my cock growing when she lets go and presses her weight on it completely. Her eyes give a sweet and shy look to my lips, her hands gliding to hold my shoulders and a hard gulp of breath goes down her throat.Holy fuck, this feels too intense. I would give away anything in this world to know what she's thinking at this moment.
It isn't right to let my mind be clouded with everything that's arousing the tension in my mind but I can't help thinking about the moments from earlier, the scenes that filled my mind at school and the sight that I saw in her room. She looks even more attractive like this, her attention focused on me and her body in my hold."I should just…. I'm sorry, it must be difficult.",She blinks away from the eye contact, nibbling on her lips,"Why?", but I don't leave my hold, preventing her to break away from the stance. That felt good,way too better than I would've imagined.
"I'm heavy and that must've been uncomfortable for you to hold me like that.",She gives me a disappointing reason that I don't like to hear. I don't want her thinking it was uncomfortable for me or for anyone who would hold her like that."You're not.",I fix the strand of her bangs away from her eyes, earning her attention,"It isn't comfortable to hold you like that. I can have you sit like this as long as we want and I'm not saying that because I can but it also feels good.",I want her to shrug every appalling thought that puts her in discomfort about this situation. She peeks at me with tenderness in her eyes and the corners of her lips lift to give me a beaming smile."It does.", She acquiesces so I reciprocate the smile involuntarily.
"Do you want something to eat? There are snacks and soft drinks in the kitchen.",I change the topic as she gets off my lap, making me feel the lack of warmth radiating from her body."Do you have….pocky sticks?",She never forgets her favourite snack and smiles when I leave to bring her food.
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