- Next day -
Wednesday, July 24, 2018
2:15 P.M

Compiling the last section of the notes in my binder, I shut the book close to shove my case and pencil in the bag when my eyes alternate to the girl walking across the corridor. Her gaze lands on me accidentally lands on me, spiralling anxiety inside me as her words from yesterday bounce back in my mind. I exhale a sharp breath in order to not evade eye-contact so that I don't seem feeble but danbi reverts her attention to her friends. That was close. She hasn't approached me since that incident in the locker room, which might have a lot to do with Mingyu standing in my defence but I have decided to not pay heed to her bullshit for the better. I already have a lot on my plate and I can't afford to let her corrupt my mind with tension and worthless nervousness, not when she's doing all this for jungkook's attention.

Flipping the cover open, I squint my pupils over today's schedule and a groan leaves my chest at the amount of commitments flooding the planner."Are you ready to leave now?",An energetic bounce beside me forces me to tear my gaze and I set my eyes on the man that is the reason of a lot of changes in my heart these days."No, I have a lot of work to complete. I have to make notes for this semester, modify the biology project and give a worksheet to the study-group. Maybe I can come over tomorrow?",I bargain, displaying the notebook under his sight but he stares at me after I flatley reject the idea.

"The deadline for the biology project isn't until next 2 weeks and the study- group can do just fine with two tutors.You know that we decided this yesterday, right?",His elbow runs alongside my shoulders, set firm on the bench but the firm stature in his voice makes me square my shoulders, realising that he is quite serious about this preposition. I'm not going to forsake the amount of butterflies I've felt invading my stomach these few weeks because they're are too many to deny nor there's an end to my need to feel them. I can't help feeling the heat on every patch of my skin when his words suddenly light up in my brain which is shameful yet exciting at the same time but those are nothing compared to when he's actually with me.

"I know, jungkook.But still. See, my whole day is packed and I really follow my schedule when I'm busy.",I demand his attention on the planner and it takes him mere three seconds of glare at my lilac notebook to yank it from my hold. Holding the cover to diverge my sight, he scribbles something on the paper before he raises it for me to intercept the words.

There's a big mark crossing over my schedule and instead he has drafted today's date on the next page to slantly write 'JUNGKOOK' on the whole page."There you go, babygirl.Now your schedule includes only me.",His head lolls to the side to flash me a persistent gaze. Damned, my heart overflowing with amusement and anticipation.

"Are you kidding me? I'm not giving my whole day away to you.",I resist, clenching my urges to the last aota of sanity left in my body because I know better than to get addicted to the palpable heat and countless laughters that I know are inevitable with him. As much as I'm willing to expand my horizons, there are so many things to consider and be thoughtful of if I plan to spend the rest of my day with him."Yes, you are. We're going to my house to paint nails and then we're going to chill before you have dinner with us. Not to forget,you might be even sleeping in my bed if I don't feel like letting you go.",he states as if he has been making plans since yesterday.

My heart pounding at the idea of having his warm body close to me, this pursuit is seemingly tempting. My mouth curves in a grin that I'm unable to hide so I bite my lips to push it back to the deepest parts of my heart.

- Jungkook's P.O.V. -

She likes the idea.So damn much that she nips her juicy lips to conceal that smile from me which piques my mind to bounce back to the flashbacks of the dream I had yesterday.Her pink lips were wrapped around my cock, engendering every ounce of pleasure that a human body can ever experience. My mind still hasn't chased away the high that my dirty dream brought me because I'm still floating in the way she swept her tongue over my dick, her moans vibrated on the thick flesh and her hazy eyes were covered in lust when she peeked at me. I've never had a dream that had forced me to jerk off at 3 am which was the only relief from the pain that aroused my body. God, she has no idea what she did to me in my dream, does she? Hell, I don't know myself why I'm so reluctant to accept dejection from her but I do know that at this moment, I'm hoping to spend time with her in the earnest way possible.

"I take that as a yes.",I return her planner to fling my bag on my shoulder,"Come on, pocky. We got a bus to catch.",She scowls at me but contradicts her expressions by packing her bag and joins me to exit the campus. My head snaps in the direction of my friends who are heading in the other direction at the crossroad, all of them offering me a wave except mingyu who rewards me with his siren eyes, as a warning to not blow this with the girl next to me. He rumbles every time I catch up with y/n between the classes with a visible threatening stare, the one that he uses to set jaesung on track whenever he's slightly headed in the direction of disgracing someone's character and I can't help contemplate his exaggerated focus on my connection with y/n. I know better than to hurt this girl, who deserves all the best things in the world and damn me, If I let anything hurt her, which reminds me of the glimpse that I caught between her and eunji.

"Earlier, I saw you and danbi sharing a weird eye-contact. What happened? Is everything alright?",We pass through the crossing to occupy a spot under the shelter of the bus stand. I hope eunji hasn't stooped down low enough to bother y/n or I might have to burst her bubble to finally tie her down to the shithole she deserves. Her shoulders stiffen at my question, a hard gulp bobs her throat and there's an evident discomfort in the way she shifts beside me. Yup, there's definitely something wrong about this. I don't drift my gaze from her when we step on the stairs to occupy a seat.

Her silence doesn't last long when she licks her lips to exhale a sharp breath and parts her mouth."She was pissed yesterday so we kind of had an incident at the locker room. It was about to get ugly and I didn't think I could handle it anymore but luckily, mingyu came to ward her off and it was all good, then.",She doesn't elaborate and I'm despising the unsettling tension that fills my mind."I need more than that, pocky. The details.What exactly happened?",An itching sensation crawls on the back of my neck when nervousness spurs across her face. She's really readable, almost if her expressions are a naked layer for her emotions.

"So I was about to exit the room when eunji came upto me with some other girls,she was making allegations about....me being a slut. Then danbi spoke about you and...",Her eyes glance at somewhere behind me before continuing,"She claimed that you have fun sleeping around and you are doing the same with me, that it shocked her to see you with a-a disgusting fat whore. I tried to not let her get to me but then I couldn't control my mind. It all came rushing in my head because I didn't want to believe that. I don't see you in that light but at that moment, I was helpless and didn't know who to trust. I wanted to tune out every noise but my mind was a mess. I was a mess.",She recounts the whole situation causing a nauseating feeling in my throat, mixed with anger and frustration. There's no way in hell that bitch is supposed to talk like that to her.

"I couldn't figure what was happening to me. I couldn't breathe normally and my body felt like it was suffocated, about to explode. It was too much but Mingyu intervened and gave them an earful before asking them to apologise to me. None of them apologized but it's okay. I don't want to face them anymore and it's only better than they haven't approached me after that.",She puts an end to the misery arousing in my chest, her baritone barely covering the pain she felt in her heart.I make a mental note to discuss this with mingyu and hate myself for letting this get out of hands. Knowing danbi, she wouldn't have taken the rejection lightly but approaching y/n was the worst choice she could've ever made and she's going to realise that pretty soon.

"I'm sorry you had to listen to her bullshit. I had no idea that she would feed you such crap after I broke our arrangement.I'm going to take care of her but I want you to listen to what I have to say now. First, nothing, not even a fucking word she said describes you and what I feel for you.She's jealous because she couldn't handle a simple no.People like her become obsessive if they suffer from rejection after having their way in everything.Second, I've told you before but I'll repeat it just incase, if anyone in future troubles you or talks shit, you tell me and we're going to break their jaws in just about time before they're able to speak another word, okay?",I ask for assurance and heed which she shows my nodding at me. Her brown eyes lock with mine, eagerness and hesitance reveling in the sparkles so I wait for her to speak.

"This arrangement that you had with danbi....have you done it with a lot other girls?",Her curiosity gets the best of her. This is what I love about her, she knows how to face her emotions rather than burying them in the darkest places of your heart in cowardice, no matter how fragile they can make you.

"No. I broke up with Soorin 8 months ago.It was a tough phase and I didn't have the same control on my life anymore. I'm not sure if I can explain you perfectly but I was a wreck, a disaster.She was my second girlfriend but I shared a big part of myself with her. After a few months, I started feeling better but didn't believe in those things anymore. This whole process of relationship and love, it's painful but I'm a man, I have needs and that can't be only fulfilled by jerking off, you know. A lot of girls approached me but danbi is the only one who didn't seem like a crazy fan. She's the only girl I ever had this type of arrangement with and we discussed all the boundaries that we wouldn't cross. It was fine at first but after sometime, she started expecting all the romantic shit that couples enjoy,the kind of attention that only partners give to each other and it was exhausting to clear my feelings again and again. So, I broke it off. Clearly, she didn't take it well so she ended up coming to you. She must've seen us in school or something.",I don't refrain from pouring every single thought that crosses my mind in order to clear any speculation that might cause her brain to wander off to wrong conclusions.

"So you don't think that a relationship is worth anything?",She picks only this single line from the explanation which is understandable. People often think it's easy to change your perception after a rebound or a few years but I can bet anything on the fact that the resistance just builds stronger over the time, hardening like a concrete which guards your feelings from falling in the same cycle again."It's not that. I'm happy for the people who find love and engage in healthy relationships but I don't see myself putting everything on the stake again.",She looks dissatisfied with my answer and her eyes glide down my chest to avert in her lap as if she's trying to digest the answer I gave her. I get it, it's natural to anticipate a stable love in your life, especially if one has parents like mine but If I have to stamp my feelings to a risk, then I'd rather give up the luxury.

"I'm not toying with you. You're not like danbi, you'll never be and that is one of the best things about you.",I slide my hands around her body, a sigh slipping from her throat when my arms engulf her small body to pull closer to me.She caves in my chest to press her body against mine, unfurling the most fizzy sensations in my body with her warmth.Her hands curl in my lap, this adorable sight drawing a smile on my lips so I put my eyes across the window until our stop steals this affection from me.

- 40 minutes later -

"You look like a vampire who's ready to prey on his food.",She clutches the nail polish to secure it on the nightstand after we are done painting each other's nails and I spare a glance at myself in the full length mirror which shows me the reflection until my torso."I look like someone who's hot and gorgeous, baby.",My comment earns an eye roll and a slap on my arm which is soon replaced by chuckles."I meant that about your hair and this black paint. Your hair are getting long and this gives you 'a- dangerous- heartthrob-you-shouldn't-concern-yourself -with' type of look.",She motions her hands in the air to let me know and I stop an idiotic smile from bursting on my face at her phrase.

I don't cease the urge in my body to incline my body against hers, a slow breath escaping from her lips at my actions.Her dainty eyes hover over my face but my gaze lands on her glossy and juicy lips.Why the hell is my mind filled with the flashbacks from the dream?I need to get a hold of my mind that's running wild but the warmth radiating from her body soothes my body.

"Then, why are you in the bed of ''a- dangerous- heartthrob-you-shouldn't-concern-yourself -with'?",I lick my lips to see her reaction as she looks at me with disbelief before leaning forth, her vanilla scent pleasing my senses again.She props her right arm on the mattress and her index finger of other hand bops my nose to let out an amused smirk."Because this big baby right here wanted my schedule to be filled with him but I can leave right now. I have a lot of work, anyways.",She attempts to drift away from her, her legs reaching the edge of the bed but I don't let her go. My arms clasp hers to swirl her, her body rolling over to end up directly against mine so I grab her thighs to sprawl on my body, straddling my waist.

"Did you just call me a big baby?",I cock my eyebrow at her and she doesn't disagree to pursue her lips in a knowing smile. I'm not even thinking about her tease given how her body is feeling on mine.This is my favourite position with her as I can feel her thick thighs astride my body with no escape because I have her in my tight hold."What's wrong with it? You're clingy and you want attention all the time.", She encircles her arms around my neck, causing us to adjust to a closer proximity.

My heart is crashing against my chest from the way she's moving in my lap but it's on her, she's so warm and soft that I can't fucking think straight.."Is that a wrong thing?",I stroke the side of her waist, my hands flattening on the thin cardigan that covers her skin.I can't stop circling my fingers over her thigh when they latch in contact with her warm skin that heats up at my touch. My thumb meanders back and forth causing a beat of silence between us.

"No...I like it when you touch...or kiss me.I feel like doing the same because it feels good.",She makes me feel tender and unapologetic about myself. I've been called clingy and overprotective in more than one way possible but she's the first girl who has made me sigh in relief on this matter and I want to do the same. I want to make her happy and feel protected."Then why don't you give me a kiss? You see I'm feeling clingy again.",I subtle my need to have her lips on my skin and her eyes shoot at me, giving it a deep thought before entertaining the idea and her hands hook across my shoulder, notioning that she's going to kiss me. Her movements on my cock are straining an ache that I'm finding difficult to tolerate but I stiffen her face halts on my cheek.

My pulse speeds up when she presses her lips on my cheek with a soft brush. Right when I think she's distancing herself, she crushes her mouth on my jaw, my heartbeat racing at an immense pace.My hands grip her thighs taut in pressure at the amount of pleasure arousing in my body. I don't want to stop her because this feels so damn good. As if she read my thoughts, her face wanders in the crook of my neck, her hot breath torturing me. I don't say a word but an involuntary sigh escapes from my lips. She rests her hand on my chest, a minute second away from sensing the rhythm of my heartbeat and a tingling sensation spreads across my body. Her lips lick my earlobe, her warm tongue tickling the flesh so amorously that my fingers dig on her back. This is so deliciously cruel that I can feel the heat throbbing in my veins.

She doesn't plan to put an end to this torment and angles her face to kiss a spot behind my ear, gentle and firm. A part of my body hates this touch because of the erection that I can feel below my waist but the other part is greedy enough to enjoy this."Y/n...",I mumble, my voice raspy as she punctuates open mouthed kisses behind my ear in a string."Yeah...",Her whisper is so throaty against my skin that I shiver with pleasure."What are you doing?",The thumping in my chest doesn't rest when she slides her mouth down to my throat, that one part where I can feel the most erogenous ecstasy. I don't know what I will do if she continues kissing me with her sexy mouth.

"I'm drawing a map on your body.",She drives me crazy with her response and a chuckle leaves my mouth which transitions into a hard gulp when she reaches onto my neck.She sucks on a feverish flesh, finding my sweet spot on my skin that sends a rush across my body, reaching straight to my cock that now forms a trace on my sweatpants.Her mouth kisses so hungrily as if she can't get enough of the groans that she summons from my mouth.Holy fuck, her mouth is surprisingly skillful.I can feel her breasts rubbing across my torso and all I want to do is fucking roll her over and make her feel the same surge that she drives me insane by. She nibbles on my skin and sucks to kiss it earnestly , her lips making the sexiest sounds.I should stop her, I really should if I don't want to embarrass myself with a hard on but at this point, I don't even care. She deserves to know what effect she has on me to get rid of every worthless thought. Just when she's about to go down, I spot a mark on my neck in the mirror. Holy hell, she didn't just give me a hickey.

I tighten my grip around her waist and carefully turn her back on the mattress to have my body on top of her.Her brown eyes score delicately at me and then hover to the mark she left on my neck and her mouth falls ajar, surprised to see her work."Now what do we do about this gift that you've left on my neck?",my eyes search hers and there's an unmistakable hunger in them, the same want that caused me to have her beneath me. I don't even know what's happening with me but I'm so damn horny at this moment that the thought of breaking this moment seems terribly repulsive.

"I-I..I didn't know it would leave a mark.",She apologises with her soft tone when she should be proud of her mouth that can bring any man to his knees. How long it'll be until she realises she's fucking incredible?

I cup her cheek, my left leg settled between his thighs giving me a hard time to not let her feel my erection."What about me makes you think that I care about that?I don't even care if you paint hickeys on my neck like it's a fucking canvas because it felt too damn good.",I make sure to let her know that embarrassment is the last thing that should invade her mind right now.She flushes and melts like a pudding at my words, the blush on her cheek making her look adorable and her plump lips, seductive.

"But that doesn't mean I wouldn't punish you for this unannounced expedition on my body.",She can't expect me to not leap on the edge of my self-control.I'm not even embarrassed to show her because she deserves to know how she can wreck me with her perfect mouth. She looks at me like I kindle a desire in her lips, her skin, between her legs, in her body as a whole so I dip my mouth to kiss her neck when a jolting voice distracts us.

"Alright, kids. I'm home!",Mom shouts from downstairs and it takes me two seconds to acknowledge her. This cannot be happening, not right now, not when I'm having a fucking hard on.Y/n throws her glance at me and we part at a bolting speed, her feet sliding off the bed as if we were committing a sin while I swiftly move aside to let her adjust her skirt.