Louis POV

@larrysupdates Louis and Lottie spotted in LA yesterday.

I shook my head and sighed. I could never enjoy a day without them following around. What hurts more is them calling my baby fake, I mean do they even know meaning of respect and privacy. I scrolled down the page, how I hated these updates , still I would occasionally check these update pages to know what other lads are doing. It seem they come to know even before boys actually told me.

@HarryKingupdates Harry spotted with Kendall in LA today. O.o (hendall rising <3)

I felt sad reading this, he was trying hard to put away the past and move on. He always looked cheerful and smiled a lot. But I knew deep inside, he still was hurt and unhappy, he still hasn't moved on from the past. I knew his heart still beats for the girl he met three years ago. The girl who brought him back to life, the girl whom he loved with all his heart, the girl who was wiped away from his life like a beautiful dream. Even though paps and fans thought Harry and Kendall was a thing. The truth was they were dating, but still testing waters. I decided to call Harry; it's been long since I had called him.

The bell only rang twice, before he picked up.

"Hello Loui."

"Oii Harold, are you with Ken?"

"Pap's spotted us already?" his tone tensed.

"Yeah, but don't you worry. Ignore them. We are on our break, you shouldn't worry much. I have been reading much about the movie Dunkrik by Christopher Nolan. What all about?"

"I was offered a role..." there was a pause on other line, I bet he was scratching his neck. "And I took it" he completed.

"So it was true after all. I am happy for you." I said earnestly with a smile spreading across my face.

"How is baby Tommo?" his sudden inquiry caught me off-guard.

"He is doing fine." this time I was one trailing off. To be honest it was hard, it was a mess. But still Freddie was beautiful mess. No matter what all I have to suffer, I would always love him, and try my best to protect him. Haters can go to hell.

"Don't worry Loui, everything is gonna be fine, can't wait to visit Freddie again."

"So, tomorrow?" I didn't know how ask him about tomorrow, without making him sad. It's kind of ritual for him, that day. Every year he would shut himself on that day would refuse to meet anyone. This started since that eventful night. I still remember everything about that night as clear as daylight. That night Harry found Alex lying unconsciously on the floor surrounded by pool of blood, he rushed and picked her up and took her to the hospital along with Ella.

Her condition was critical as lost lot of blood. Her parents came followed by the police. It was all a mess. The worst part was Ella kept quiet when inquired who was with Alex before the incident happened. So everyone assumed Harry to be the culprit. Poor him, he didn't even try to deny. She was in hospital for months in her unconscious state. Seeing no improvement she was moved to different city. Later we all were informed she didn't survive and died due to head injury. It broke him. He was shattered beyond repair , Harry was forced to spend months in rehab to bring himself back together, as whole time he kept blaming himself for it.

Every year the same day he would keep staring at our old high school pictures and cry. I wanted him to stop, it was no use. Alex was gone, no matter what, we can't change the fact. It's been three long years, he should move on by now.

"I will be out tomorrow, if you have been pointing to that, I am supposed to meet the director and other crew of the film. And since I can't skip it, I will have to go."

"You're one strong boy remember that."

"Man, Louis man!" he chuckled and continued.

"Kendall too agreed to come along. Though she is annoying sometimes, but still she is a nice girl and helped me a lot.

"All the very best Harold, bye"

"Bye Tommo."

I took a look at my phone again and smiled to myself, finally he was trying to move on and I am happy about it. It has been truly a long journey for us until this day. I along with Harry, Niall, Zayn and Liam applied for X-factor. And rest is a history. We became a famous boy band, after a year Zayn left. And here we are on the second month of hiatus. Many beautiful things happened too. I was blessed with Freddie is one of them.

I looked at my side to see my son Freddie sleeping peacefully, I couldn't take my eyes off him.I picked up Freddie and went inside to place him on the cradle in his nursery.

Hey my cocoa beans

Umm surprised??? You should be coz yay you're brought to 2016 era of 1D on hiatus. Wait until Gigi, Kendall and Danielle comes to the picture.

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Keep waiting for more ;)

All love❤

(11/1/17) Edit - since it was written last here the events described will be of the past, hopefully you'll understand :)

~Ash