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"Goodbye girls!" I say, and they sigh. "I'm so sorry we can't stay longer..! I really wish we could, I just have a cheerleading competition and-" Tay starts but I interrupt.

"It's fine.. If I leave I won't be gone for too long, I'm going to college here anyway. I still think it's the most beautiful place I've been.." I flash them a smile,.

"Please come back.." bev mumbles, and Royce comes up behind me, wrapping his arms behind my waist. "She'll be back one day Bev I promise, and if her flight gets delayed you can come back for her. Okay?"

They sigh, pulling me out of his arms and hugging me goodbye.

When Bev leans in, she whispers lightly in my ear just so that they can't hear.

"I'm so sorry he did this.. I know you two were meant for each other.. one day, Kelca.. you can make it until he deserves you. I love you.." and she walks out the door.

Yay leans in, "you're my favorite of every girl Royce has brought home, Kel.. and you lasted the longest. You stayed for us when we're foster kids.. nobody else did.. goodbye.."

And she walks in the door. Gerald, Royce's dad who had come to pick up Bev and Tay, walks in. "Oh my my, I'm so happy you made it, Kelca.. will you come sit with me? The girls can wait outside.. and Royce, give us a moment okay?" He asks.

Royce let's put a frustrated breath, stepping into the kitchen as Gerald takes me to the couch. He sits down next to me, his hand on my shoulder. "Kelca dear, you're the most Amazon young lady I've met. I know for a fact you'll grow to be an amazing and smart young woman.. but one thing that's special about you is how much you loved my son.. he acted in a way I did not teach him.. and I could've only hoped he would never do, and yet you still have such a kind heart to forgive him.. your heart is that full of love and compassion. I cannot do anything but hope my daughters can find a boy like you.. and that my son will get you back. I know what he's done.. I know it hurts, and I expect nothing from you.. I just want you to know how much we all love you. You'd be the best in-law, Kelca. Now I must get Tayana to her competition, she already has to change in the car.. but stay careful okay? He couldn't do it without you.. he can handle you somewhere else in the world.. but he can it live in a world where you don't exist. I know he can't."

I smile, a tear slipping down my cheek from happiness as I smile. "You've always been amazing, Gerald.. I wish you a good few months.. I'll be back soon.. and I'll make sure to visit you even if I don't visit Royce.. I'll be careful. Now go take Tay!"

He laughs, standing up and dusting off his knees. "Love you, Kelca! Now you two," he starts, grabbing the door handle and smiling. "Make sure to not say anything you will regret.. don't waste your moments with somebody.. you never know if they'll be your last."

And the door shuts. Royce lets out a deep sigh, walking over and dropping himself onto the couch next to me. "God I forgot they were coming over. That was stressful.. thank god I cleaned for you-"

"You cleaned for me?" I ask with a laugh and he smirks, resting his head on my lap. "Well what else was supposed to do? I couldn't sleep, what if something happened to you? What if you needed your inhaler? What if your cuts opened up? I checked on you every ten minutes.." he lets out a small, shy laugh.

I smile, my face dropping as I recall everything Royce's dad said.

"Did you really think I was dead, Royce?" I ask and he grows stiff. "Sorry that was a bit blunt-" I start, but he shakes his head, answering me quickly.

"I was pretending I didn't.. but I was always at the hospital for that whole week.. watching ever member of your family slowly lose hope and leave the waiting room where we sat. You grandparents left first," he laughs lightly, "I think your grandma and grandpa have a crush on me.." he smirks, looking me in the eyes and sighing. "Then your dad left.. and then your mom.. she made me swear that if anything happened I would call her. I called her every night anyway... just to tell her how much I missed you... I was alone for maybe two days? In that fucking waiting room where I got no sleep. The only reason I didn't leave.. is because I felt like if I was there.. I wouldn't let anything happen to you."

He lets out a laugh, "I know it's stupid.. but I felt like if I left you would be too alone. And plus.. I had a part of me that thought.. that thought you were gone. they wouldn't give me many updates.. they didn't really know any. So I thought that was it.. and that my last words to you.. that you really heard.. we're right after I.. I cheated on you.." He runs his fingers through my curly hair, his eyes watery.

"I was so scared your last thoughts of me.. were that I never said I love you. I think I said it to you while you were asleep more than most people do in a lifetime." He says with a laugh.

He sits up and kisses my lips. "I'm not gonna let anything happen to you now though.. I won't."

I sigh, "I wish you never did this to us, Royce."

He watches over my face, rubbing his thumb in small circles.

"I wish I didn't either.."

I rest my forehead against his. "You're all I want.."

He nods, kissing my lips. "I'll fix it... I'll find out a way.. I love you.."

"I love you.."

He flipped us over, my back against his chest as I was in between his legs. He grabbed a blunt of the table, blowing the air into the open window that bled purple light all over my face.

He looked at me and smiled, "You're so so beautiful.."

I kiss his chest. "I need to sleep, Royce.. my cuts need to heal before I suck you off-"

"Don't say that to me Kelca!" He complains, and I feel his dick twitch under me.

"I didn't know it was that easy-!"

"Of course it's that easy with you! Have you seen yourself.. god damnit.. you're so hot.." he says with a small chuckle, putting his hand on my stomach. "Just sleep here.. I'll wait for you to get up."

I laugh, "No! There's nothing for you to do! The tv service is still down, you don't have your Walkman-"

"I can handle a few more hours of looking at you face, Kelca." He mumbles genuinely. I swallow, my cheeks going red as he smiles. "Close your eyes.. I'll be here when you wake up."

And there I was. Asleep.

I couldn't help but spend the time while I was falling asleep.. cherishing the time I had in his arms.

As much as I loved him, I couldn't bare to do it anymore.

I enjoyed my time with him now because I knew it will be my last.. but forever? I can't do it.. I can only think of him pounding into her.

Of course he thought I was dead, and he was struggling..

But he was supposed to love me.

I wish with my whole heart.. that he loved me.

But he doesn't. does he?

My heart burns, as I grip onto him, feeling a tear fall out of my eye and soak into his skin. He didn't have a shirt on.

"Kelca?" He asks lightly, but I just shake my head.

"It'll never be the same..."

He throws his head back, rubbing the bridge of his nose. "I don't wanna hear about it, Kelca.. you deserve to speak your mind but... I can't deal with you leaving me yet.. Just go to bed okay?" He asks, holding onto me tightly.

"I love you so much..." he mumbles, but I just can't answer back immediately. I have to think through everything he's done, like a sneak peak of what would happen if I stayed.

"I love you too.." I mumble, thinking of every single good moment I had with him. His beautiful blonde hair, his smile, his eyes that shines so brightly in the pink sun.

I just wanted somebody to love me..

:;

When I woke up he was in fact, still there, stroking my hair and humming to his own tune. It was nice while it lasted, until I remembered again. Even with an apology I still can't forget it. I won't forget his face, that of pleasure and fear.

It scarred..

I just wanted to make my last day count though, as the sun rose up and his face smiled at mine from above me. I wanted to act like I loved him like I used to.. that innocent love I longed for when I was younger.

That I achieved for two heart breaking months..

"You've always been no good at cooking, Kelca." He says with a laugh, his arms going on either side of me and grasping onto the kitchen counter. "Well I'm better that you at scrambled eggs, the most basic breakfast food-"

"I'd beg to differ? Pancakes? Waffles? Cereal? Eggs are not the most basic out of all of the option, Sweetheart.."

I know I said I wanted it back to normal.. but I don't really. I want it to go back to a month ago...

I want to go back to when I was so sure that one day I would get him to love me...

I shake my head, grabbing his neck and pulling him down. His lips attach to mine, but I quickly leave to kiss down his jaw, and over his neck. "Kel.." he grunts, his hands trailing down my figure.

"I know.. I need you Royce.. I don't even care anymore-"

He picks me up, putting me on top of the counter and spreading my legs to put himself in between them. I wrap my arms around his neck, roughly pulling him in. His hands laid roughly on my hips, grabbing my body with need.

"Kel... I don't.. I don't want you to regret it-" he mumbles in between kisses of my neck, "I want it.. I need you, Royce."

I did need him, I needed him the same way I always have.

"Fuck, you're so beautiful, Kel.." he mumbles, kissing all over my face. His hands ran up under my shirt, grabbing the hem and pulling it over my head. I didn't have a bra on...

He smiled down at me, leaning his head down to kiss my chest and all around my stomach. He gets down on his knees, pulling down my pants and being at eye-level with my core...

"Royce.." I mumble, biting my hand and breathing heavily. "God.." he mumbles.

He pushes my knees apart, kissing my inner thighs up and down each side. I take a sharp breath in, throwing my head back in anticipation. Just him being near me felt so good..

His arms around me, his touch. It never altered throughout everything..

His touch always felt the same, always gave me butterflies. Even if I didn't like it, if I didn't want it. It always felt so good to be near him, to have his hands run along my body.

His fingers come up, stroking me oh-so lightly through my panties. "You're so wet for me, sweetheart.."

I nod heavily, unable to say words. "you can speak, Kel.. you're a good girl.."

"I can't.. I'm.. I'm kind of distracted-"

"Don't get all shy now." He says with a smirk, looking up at me the whole time. Right after his lips stop moving, he attaches them to me through my panties. Kissing me.

Then his fingers, that felt so delicate yet so manly.. pulled my underwear down my body.

He grabbed onto my ass, looking at my and bouncing his leg up and down. "You're gonna be good for me?" He asks and I nod, "Yes.. yes Royce."

"Say my name one more time.."

"I'll be so good, Royce.." I mumble, and he smirks. "I know." He says cockily, before his tongue darts in circles around my clit.

My jaw drops, moans escaping my lungs as I lean back on my hands. "Royce!" I scream, trying to close my thighs instinctively but I just crush his head in between them instead. My hand went through his hair, gripping onto it how I knew he liked.. it felt so good.

His ring and middle finger tease my hole, feeling my wetness and then stuffing themselves in. He curled his fingers inside of me, using his free hand to push my thighs back open.

"you taste so good.." He mumbles against me, and I shake my head, moving back from him. He looks up at me again, licking my juices off of his fingers.

"What's wrong, Sweetheart? You don't like me tongue fucking you?" He mumbles, standing up and pushing me close to him again. His hand goes down, feeling my breast's and my convulsing stomach on the way. His thumb begins rubbing my clit softly, his forehead against mine.

"It.. I.." I moan, unable to control my words, "I was gonna cum, Royce.. I don't.. I wanna fuck you.. I want more than this-"

"You can handle more than one orgasm, Kelca.. I promise.. and it'll only get better. It'll feel so good.." he kisses down my neck, feeling me shaking. He just lets out a chuckle, picking me up by my ass.

He walks me over to the couch, sitting down with my straddling him. I could feel his bulge, so hard, almost pulsating against me.

I push him back. "I gotta.." I mumble, but he furrows his eyebrows in confusion. "Gotta what, baby?"

I lean back, taking off his shirt, showing his chest that had gone red from how horny he was.. it always happened. He'd get a red chest.. it was cute.

I feel all over his body, kissing every place I could find.

I know this is gonna be the last time I'll see it like this.. I need to see every piece of him. Appreciate him..

I fiddle with his belt buckle, and his hand runs through his hair, looking over my naked body.

"I gotta suck your dick, Royce." I say against his lips, answering his question from before. I lean back with a smirk.

I could feel his eyes burning through me when I went down to the ground. His legs were spread apart, and I pulled down his black jeans and paid boxers.

"Goddamnit Kelca. You're so fucking hot.. you're beautiful.. I won't ever be able to find anybody better than you.. I don't want to either." He mumbles and I smile.

A laugh slips out of my lips. "I always dreamed to be the best you've ever had, Royce.." I mumble.

His dick was straight up, twitching as he gripped onto the couch. One of his hands trailed over my body. I swallow, making eye contact as I lick all the way up the side of his dick. "Fuck!" He groans, his eyebrows furrowed. His head wouldn't shoot back though, he wanted to watch..

My tongue swirls around the tip of his cock, gripping onto his shaft with one hand to keep it in place. He looks at me, almost pleading as I watch his stomach twitch and his leg bounce up and down.

I smile, and then shove it all in my mouth.

He moans, grabbing onto my hair. "Fuck.. you're my good fucking slut, huh Kelca?" He mumbles, taking all of my hair out of my face and holding it back so he could watch. I go all the way down to the top of my hand, twisting it at the base and grabbing onto his leg for support.

"God- I- fuck! You're gonna-"
He moans in between his words, giving up and pulling my head back by my hair. My mouth was still open from sucking him off, and he sees it open and smirks.

He spits in my mouth, using his extra hand to jerk off his dick as his hand trails all over my face. It was rough.. trying to feel all over me as best as he could..

"You're gonna get fucked." He says, finally able to spit out his words as he pulls me up and onto him.

He sat me down on his dick, and while his lips kissed mine I couldn't help but grind my hips against it. It felt so good.. and it was so hard that it felt better than anything else has.

"Royce.." I moan, and he throws me down on my back, his face right above mine. "I know.. I'll fuck you better than anybody else ever will. You know why? Because you're fucking mine. I don't care whatever man you fuck.. no matter what you're mine, alright?"

I nod, grabbing onto his slightly stubbly face.
He looks me straight in the eyes, our arms entangled and his dick right at my entrance.

"Always."

And then he pounded into me.

My head shoots back, moaning as he attaches his lips to my neck, moving all around my body. "Royce!" I scream , pulling on his hair as he groans into my neck. "Fuck.."

It felt great, exactly what I wanted, even if my conscious didn't feel great.. I did. And I didn't care.. I deserved it.

"I love you, Kel.." he mumbles, kissing down my chest before looking up at me through his eyelashes. He slaps me, grabbing onto my jaw and looking into my eyes deeply, his cheeks red and his chest so hard and smooth..

He held my face up so I was looking at him, pounding in and out of me and groaning through his words, "I- fuck! I love- god! Mmm... I love you.." he kisses all over my face, and then all the way down my body as he moaned.

Royce's movement was coordinated, and everything inside of me was screaming and only focused on the feeling of him inside of me.. our bodies colliding just like our hearts did.

Hes heard me say it more than he deserves.. but I do still love him.

I do..

"I love you, Royce.. fuck.." I moan, and his eyes widen, staring into mine as he rubs my clit.

"Royce I'm gonna-" I moan, and he grabs my jaw, forcing me to look into his eyes. His lips were red and swollen.

He doesn't say anything, just slows down and makes his pumps harder, the sensation flying through my body.

His other hand smacks my ass, leaving it red and stinging. He smirks at me, as my eyebrows furrowed and my body starts to twitch.

"Scream my name like nobody is gonna fucking hear you. Say it baby.." he demands. And I comply, "Royce! Fuck.. yes! Royce!" I moan.

"Yeah baby.. just like that."

"Fuck!" I scream, his head going to my neck and leaving hickeys and love bites all over me.

he whispers things against my neck, expressing his adoration while waves of pleasure shoot through me.

Once I begin panting, unable to handle what he's doing, he flipped me over. He pushed my back down and my ass up, slapping it and pounding into me just like before. My moans became more frequent, as I got more and more sensitive to his touch.

"Slow.. slow down." I moan, knowing I would either cum again, or completely black out from pleasure.

He grabs my hair, pulling my head up and putting it next to mine. "Fucking take it.." he mumbles, and I moan again. That was so hot..

"I'm gonna be the best you'll ever fucking have, Kel.. you can't stop now!" He says with a sadistic chuckle.

His hand that was gripped on my guard settled on my neck, my body pressed against his.

"Fuck.. goddamnit.." he mumbles, pulling out of my and throwing me onto my back.

He got on the ground, pulling mg legs forward and eating me out until my next climax.. jerking himself off to my pleasure.

And of course, to finish himself off he pounded into me once again. He moaned my name.. and sprayed his juices all over my stomach, while he twitched and tripped over his words.

His arm was laid over my bare stomach, watching my face and how my chest raised and fell with each breath. But his face changed, and he sighed.

"You're not staying are you?"