"Ok and that is all for today" our teacher Mister Mist said grumpily. I sighed in relief and put on my saddlebag ready to go to our next class.

I saw Soarin looking at me from the corner of my eye. I blushed and pretended to be annoyed and then stomped out of that place. He followed me out though but was delayed by a few mares flirting at him.

"Golly wow Soarin you look handsome today" One of them said. I think her name was Lyra. "Uh thanks hotness" Soarin replied smoothly. Hearing him complemet another mare made me cringe and grit my teeth.

"Bitches" I muttered and then stormed off. I passed by an open window with a flower pot on it. Flowers with diffirent colors and types are planted on that exact same flower pot. There was a white lily, but a few of its petals were lavender, there was a sunflower that seemed to be just about to bloom, a pink poppy, a soft pink orchid with yellowing leaves, a purple rose like flower with stripes of pink, a brownish dried up daisy with white featherlike petals. And a cyan blue pretty orchid. The cyan blue orchid was planted however at the very end of the pot. Alone.

Silly actualy that they reminded me of me and my.....old friends. Fluttershy, Pinkie pie, Twilight, Applejack, Rarity and Gilda.

I smiled as a few happy memmories came to me. And a flashback.

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We were having a picnic on my twelveth birthday, my friends prepared a cake and everything. "Happy birthday Dashie!" Pinkie sang and everyone applouded me.

"Gee thanks guys, this is the best day ever realy, and I hope we can always be like this" I said smilling. "Oh darling of cuarse we will! We will always be best friends amd nothing can change that" Rarity said putting on some eyeliner.

"Always Dashie, we will always be together, best friends until the end of time" Twilight said to me. I was crying tears of joy because I was happy, so happy, I thought that nothing can take away this sort of happiness away from me. "I love you guys so much" I said and we all did a group hug.

"Nothing will change, we will always be best friends....together....forever" I whispered.

But turns out I was wrong....

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A few tears escaped my eyes as the memmory faded. I tried to hold it back, I tried not to let the memmory escape. But it disspeared and was long gone.

"Y-you said...you all promised me that we will always be best friends no matter what...and you will always accept me but you lied! You all lied!" I said to the flowers, picked up the pot and threw it to the wall. It smashed and cracked to pieces ruining the pretty flowers.

"You said that you will all protect me, that our hearts will always be full of each other, then why does it feal like my heart is about to break to a million pieces?" I muttered and more tears came out.

Suddenly, I felt the ground shake, and then there just right before my eyes the wall cracked and then a door appeared. It was a berch door and had a few rose, moon and books designs on it. It opened on itself.

I stood there confused not knowing what to do. Should I go in?

Deciding the more excited ruite, I went inside the strange room, stepping on the poor flowers as if I was stepping on my old friends....

Once inside however the door closed amd then the whole room lit by itself by a huge chandelier and a few torches. The fires are blue. "Awesome" I said in awe.

The place is damn library. Its filled with thick books. And curiously enough, there in the middle of the room was a desk with a huge book and the book binding was solid gold!

I approached it cautiously, and the cover read, The book Of wonders....

I opened up to the first page and it read

Ask anything and you shall recieve your answers...Anything at all...

That was it. That was all there was written. And it was written by ink as in hoof written not typed on a typewritter.

I read the next page. There was a spell for curing wounds, a spell for knowing who is the liar, a love spell.....

Love spell, now that is something that realy cought my attention. I placed a mark on it so I can get back to it later. Page by page I read it, it was all very interesting. So wonderful. There was a spell to make somone or something invisble.

And then something cought my eye. On the page I was on, there was a picture of a very beautiful mare. It read A spell to make you see, the beauty you've always wanted to be...

My eyes widened. I placed another mark on it so I can try it out later. There on the next page was a spell to make snow. I read it out loud

"Make thy room have you go, it shall be filled, with white snow" I felt something fall on my head. I looked up and....its snowing. The whole room is filled with snow!

I laughed in amazement and then checked out the spell of beauty. I wanted to see what will happen to me. I read it again. "A spell to make you see, the beauty you've always wanted to be" I said out loud, and then, out of nowhere I thought of Rarity. For no good reason! I always knew she was beautiful, and she can easily get her hooves on a colt she wanted.

And....I admit, I used to feel jelouse of her, jelouse that she get to be the pretty one, she gets to have her dream colts.

And then, there right there, the picture of the pretty mare changed, and....I think I'm looking at a mirror right now.

I saw myself staring at myself. I blinked, she blinked. And then, I began to change, my coat became white, my mane turned lavender and, my magenta eyes became  royal blue. I look just like Rarity! Exactly like Rarity!

"Rarity what are you-" I began but then noticed something, she emitated what I was doing. "On" I finnished. I touched my face and admired my reflection. "I'm....beautiful" I awed.

I looked to my left to see a vanity mirror, I rushed forward and looked at myself. But my excited smile dissapeared. My reflection...I still look the same!

Gritting my teeth in annoyance I rushed to the book again, just in time to see my reflection of Rarity disspear and turn back to the picture of the mare. "No! Wait" I shouted despearately.

I sighed. Well it was good while it lasted. But now...look on the bright side Dash, you are the only one who knows about this place and the book(Well hopefully) I can just come back here again and try it out all over again and again!

Smirking I turned to the next page. It read A spell to learn who loves you and loves you back. My heart skipped a beat. I read it over and over again.

"I'll try it...some other time" I told myself. Why? Because I'm not ready to know who loves me, and who loves me back. I'm not ready to be rejected again. I'm not ready to fully love again.

I turned to the last page and it read, spells to take revenge on your enemies. I smiled deviously. "Revenge is so sweet, I'll try it later, save the best for last" I said and then marked it.

I went back to the spell of beauty. Then I ripped it off the book. I stared at it and the folded it and placed it inside my saddlebag. Now I know a place to go where I can be alone, where nopony will bother me. This can be my second home. This can be my sanctuary, safe from rejections, hurts, bullies, and judgements.

Maybe one day I'll take somepony here with me. But for now, its just me.

My thoughts drifted to the spell that will let me know who loves me. Surely one peek won't hurt won't it?

As I opened the book again, I searched endlessly for it, but when I turned the page about the spell for pregenacy, I saw a spell that cought my interest. "Strange, that wasn't there before" I muttered. It read The spell to show you yours or someponyelse's past, or future

I realy didn't wanna watch my own childhood, its all too horrible. But then I thought of Soarin. I wanted to learn more about his past. But I'll do it only after asking his permission first.

And what about my future? What will happen to me in the future.

Maybe I realy should test it out. It seems kinda cool. "Uh ok, show me, myself two months later" I comanded. And sure enough the page started glowing red and blue colors. And then, there, there on the front page was a vision of me and....Soarin dancing together. Is that the fall formal? Looks like it.

Our friends are looking up at us in the night sky, the band was singing a song without me, and they looked so happy looking up at us.

Soarin's pals were whistling and the girls were all like "Soarindash! Soarindash! Soarindash!"

I blushed.

"Wow" I breathed in.

But then suddenly, much to my annoyance the vision cleared. "Wait!" I exclaimed.

The whole room was dead quiet. The onky sounds I heard was the crackle of flames and, my heart beat. It was pounding, amd then I heard fireworks in my head.

This is the most awesome feeling I have ever felt before!

And now, my thoughts cleared and my butterflies gone. I have made a final, wreckless, dangerous, and amazing decision.

I'm going to follow my heart.