I think I wrote this in March? I don't know why it wasn't published, maybe I just didn't want anyone to see it? But I mean idc at thia point.

I found it!
The disruption,
The reason everything seemed to change.

It was as I suspected,
But I just needed confirmation.
Thanks for that, by the way.

It's not a bad thing.
It's good, actually.
Spice life up a little, thanks.

But it's a long
And painful thing.

A long
Chain reaction.

And I'm not gonna blame it on her,
I'm gonna blame it on us.

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November 3rd, 2019, 8:32 pm
Inbox: (1)
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What's it say?

"Do you wanna know?"

"well yeh."

She told me.

"Are you mad?"

" yes, but not at u"

"Ok nice, thanks"

This one email led to too much chaos.
A little crush I had in August,
That I finally let go of in November,
The night of my birthday party.

Led to lots of poems.

And
Now she has wonky priorities.

Did anyone say bye to me today?