It's not my problem.
It's probably just a vacation or
Some appointments or-

I swore to myself I would never do this again.
But we all knew I was lying.
Once remembering a number so big,
It's hard to forget.

I didn't expect to find anything!

And, I guess I didn't.
Not really.
Not... directly.

But it made my breath hitch
Made me feel like crying
And it's not even my problem!

And it's not even my problem!
I wouldn't even had known!
But I'm nosy
And I'm stupid
And my moral compass is set dangerously wrong!

"It's not illegal!"
"It's not harmful!"
"It's not dangerous!"
But it just hurt my heart.