Can I will myself to fall in love?
Can I lock eyes with him,
And force myself to feel bubbly?
Do you think I can?

I'm getting serious nostalgia.
I used to be in love
And I was trying to will myself out of it.
He was a freaking sixth grader!

But I loved him.
He was the first boy I've ever loved.
And the only, so far.

That's the thing.
I want to fall in love again.

I've tried and I've tried
And I'm still trying!

I want to feel that everlasting happiness again!

But I can't will myself to fall in love,
Can I?