They continued their music discussion until Gerard's free period was nearly over, however he didn't care at all seeing as he had lunch after that, but in that moment of decision he forgot about his appointment with Pete.

Both Frank, or Mr. Iero, and him was far into the music world surrounded by the faint smell of lavender and the even fainter smell of cigarettes from Frank. By now they were sitting upon the teachers desk nearly huddled together and thighs pressing into each other.

Frank was talking in a hushed voice with a smile directed at Gerard never leaving his lips and Gerard wasn't really better by constantly blushing, replying and asking in his own timid and shy voice along with the 'accidental' brush against his teacher's soft yet calloused hand every now and then.

He didn't care about the time and he didn't really care about what they were talking about at the moment, just hearing Frank's low and slightly husky voice was good enough for the 18 year old student.

Gerard sat on the side of the teacher's desk where he had the window behind him and when the skies let out some sun occasionally, he found himself lost in Frank's eyes who shined as two unique gemstones. He would smile dreamily like a fool on a hill whenever this happened, and Frank as the slightly naïve person he is, just shrugged it off as Gerard being in awe or just enjoying himself to the fullest.

The time flew away as it always does when one enjoy oneself and neither of them noticed how they seemed to edge closer and closer to the other as well as they didn't notice themselves leaning closer until Gerard could almost feel Frank's hot breath and smell the coffee he had this morning.

He had honestly no idea what Frank was talking about; Gerard just accepted that he'd lost himself in Frank's face and features. Just his eyes made Gerard melt on the inside and his heart beat as a galloping horse. He found himself constantly looking at the piercing hole and watching how Frank's perfect eyebrows moved as he spoke each word. But his eyes couldn't stop glancing towards his teacher's lips, watching their every move as the words fell out of his mouth and feeling his heart skip a beat whenever they would tug upwards in a small and cute smile too precious for this world.

He could feel the wanting feeling inside him grow and grow as each second passed by him staring longingly at the lips who seems to be constantly moving. He forced himself to look away since he don't want to be caught looking at his teacher's lips of all things.

The aura around them felt right in a way, Gerard wasn't completely sure, but he'd never felt so calm, comfortable and content before.

The thought of leaning in and closing the small gap between them was so tempting and Gerard felt the wanting feeling who swirled inside him grow even more along with his heart speeding up.

Glancing at his science teacher's face one more time, checking his eyes for an emotion who'd change his mind, Gerard felt a small yet nervous smile form itself on his lips as he felt his heart jump in his chest for the nth time.

Thoughts were flying in front of his eyes like giant road signs alarming him about how bad this idea was, yet he chose to ignore them and proceeded to close the gap between them with his heart hammering in his ears and his nails pressing into his palm.

In fairy tales or just x reader fanfiction each 'first kiss' between the girl and the prince or celebrity are described as magical and feeling as fireworks.

In the real world, it's quite different.

The kiss between Gerard and Mr. Iero was extremely short and if there was a spark Gerard must have missed it in the haze of his mind clouding and emptying at the same time.

Frank's lips felt slightly chapped, but soft and warm in the few seconds Gerard's own lips were pressed against them. There was no exceptional or amazing emotions felt in that moment of rush and nervousness, but the kiss itself still felt incredible for Gerard. It was all he ever wanted when he first laid his eyes on his new science teacher.

However, as all good things, the kiss ended rather quickly for Gerard's taste by Frank as he pulled away a bit harsh, spluttering out confused and shocked words.

"I, Gerard- w-what?" He finally managed to form as he stared wide-eyed and confused at the dazed student in front of him.

"Why would you-," He stopped himself before shaking his head. "Why in the world would you kiss me, Gerard? I'm your goddamn teacher!" The last part came out as angry and panicked when Frank managed to progress what actually happened and what the consequences could be if someone had witnessed the small action of stupidity.

"I- I..." Gerard was at loss for words, this was not how he had imagined Frank to react at all. Blinking, Gerard felt tears starting to form and his lip quiver as Frank stared angry at him while drawing a hand through his short hair in frustration.

Closing his mouth and biting down at his lip again in attempt of stopping it from quivering, Gerard quickly gathered his belongings and ran out of the door as if he had the devil tight in his heels.

He felt stupid and incredible childish for assuming his teacher would kiss him back with fiery passion as he ran out of the huge school doors and to the parking lot. Panting hard, he clutched his hoodie where the heart was placed as he leaned back at a random car feeling hot tears stream down his face and wet his t-shirt collar. His heart felt as if it was broken in two and he couldn't help but to emit a broken sob as he collapsed on the asphalt.

If that wasn't rejection he didn't know what was, Mr. Iero had looked so angry and had spoken so harshly at him and just the thought of it made his heart feel even more shattered.

The sobs only grew in volume and number and he couldn't do anything but shake and cry harder.

A hand suddenly placed itself on Gerard's shoulder making his breath hitch and his heart skip a beat in fear of the hand belonging to no other than the man he kissed moments ago.

Preparing himself for the worst, Gerard took an intake of air before looking up from his lap and into Pete's eyes?

"P-Pete?" He managed to ask between the sobs as he stared at his acquaintance who was kneeling beside him and looking concerned.

"What happened?" He asked in a calm and worried tone, searching Gerard's face for something other than emotions. "I was a bit worried when you didn't turn up for lunch." He then continued as Gerard still cried heartbroken and ashamed.

"S-sorry." Gerard murmured feeling even more stupid for forgetting his appointment with Pete.

Pete only shook his head before squeezing the crying boy's shoulder encouragingly. "It's okay, Gerard," He paused as Gerard let out another broken sob. "No hurt feelings, I swear." He smiled at the raven-haired boy. He had felt a bit disappointed when Gerard hadn't turned up for lunch, but finding him in this state was more than enough as an explanation.

"Now tell me, what happened?" He asked one more time, trying not to sound pushy.

"I-." Gerard tried to start only to be interrupted by a sob. Taking another huge intake of air and trying to calm himself down, Gerard started over again; "I kissed F-Frank!"

The attempt of calming himself down failed as he broke out in another sob at the end of his sentence.

Pete stared confused at the now crying boy, but he guessed this 'Frank' had rejected Gerard in some harsh way or just simply being nasty and homophobic. Sighing, he stood up from his kneeling position and reached out a hand for Gerard to take.

"What do say to skipping rest of school and finding some place to eat?"

Comment here if you cried or feel betrayed...

Yoo,,, it's my lil sis' bday today and my week was filled with preparations to her birthday party (which was yesterday).

Lmao I was gone yesterday and next day I see @dangergays tagging me in this on facebook;

And;

Wtf is that kristine,,,, do you honestly see me as jabba the hutt???
Ilu tho, but *Bergenser dialect* halloen?????

Lmao,,,

Marc Bolan is now officially my angel, look at this cute creature;;

LOOK.AT.HIS.SMILE.IM.DYING!!!

CRYING! !!

This outfit is 10/10 I'd wear it

Here's some songs you should check out by T.Rex/Marc Bolan;

-Cat Black
-Ride a White Swan
-I love to Boogie
-Bang a Gong
-Cosmic Danser

Anyways I hope you liked this chapter!

Thanks for reading, voting and commenting! ♡

- fckEdenout