I suck.

I know. I'm sorry for not updating SLAPSHOT in months! Life hasn't been in easiest in the last few months. Let's start with school: 16 units. Bio major. I never sleep anymore and it's because school is so hard. All I do these days is study, study, study.

I lost my best friend. She didn't die... she suddenly decided to just stop talking to me altogether and I've been dying to know why. It's weird because I don't know what I did-- if I did anything. She and I go to different colleges on opposite sides of the state and so we only see each other during the holidays. We've been BFFs for 8 years and now I don't know what we are. It's adding extra stress that I don't need and I feel so sad about it.

Then there's life. I'm pretty shy and a bit of an introvert. I think it's because I was so intimidated by my classmates in high school. Now being in college, I become more and more extroverted. I go to more parties than I ever did. I went to my first club with my friends, and I even experienced my first hangover... not the greatest thing, but I'm oddly proud because I feel like I'm truly experiencing college for real.

So that's where I've been. I'm either in class, in the library studying, out living life, or spending time with my family. I do plan on continuing my stories! Just patiently waiting for summer to happen so I'll have more time! I'm going to try writing a little bit each day when I've got the time.

I hope you all can understand!! Thank you for being patient and for continuing to show interest in my story! Love you all to bits and pieces!

xoxo, Audrey