Being ridiculed by my family,

When I just want my point to be known,

When I just want to express myself,

Why the fxxk don't people understand,

What I was trying to say?

Being ridiculed by my family,

When I was down,

When I just want to vent my frustration,

On my fxxking laptop,

And try not to vent in front of,

My family, my friends, 

The people who I once trusted,

That ripped my heart to shreds!

Being ridiculed by my family,

By the use of rude words,

That breaks my trust,

My life, my happiness, my friendliness,

That I claim to be me,

Making me fall into a hole,

Of despair and sadness!

Being betrayed by my family,

When things turns south,

When I tried to run away from home,

But why didn't I run away?

All because I want to stay with my family,

That makes me feel all this pain,

As if I leave,

I will have nothing left!

Being betrayed by my family,

Oh dear God, why?

Why do I need to be betrayed like this?

I just wish that I will be dead,

So that I could not feel this pain,

That my family had made,

To ridicule me, to torture me, to hurt me,

With their words!

All I want to be,

Is to be me!