I found a Canadian mochi with my friend starkiller yesterday.
We are keeping it as a pet.
It seems to comfort me when I'm sad.
It also keeps me company.
I've found out that I am a good artist.
It was dragon-ish though.
I smiled for the first time In a long time.
I'm truly happy, for once in my life.

I might disguise myself and go to the bookstore in the nearby city.
I need something to do, something to take my mind off things.
Wish me luck... If I do decide to go to the city.

I think I l- no... I don't know yet.
Maybe..... I don't think I should.
That's up to her.
I'm confused. I don't know why.

I might just spray myself with peppermint.
That might calm me.
I have the weirdest thoughts.

All I know really is that I fell asleep with Starkiller last night.
I'm bored. Well kinda.
Killing those who try to burn down the forest gives me something to do.
I hate deforestation.

The page smells like peppermint, and there are tiny droplets all over the page.
Admin: this is probably the first chapter where she writes down happy thoughts.