i'm in love with a boy named sam.

the sound of your name ignites a fire within me.

everything about you is perfect,

from your rosy finger tips that turns into a soft pale;

i dream of your fingers touching my skin,

the electricity between us infinite.

we could set the city on fire,

you could be my everything and i could be your all.

your imperfections are nothing,

i love your acne and your bitten down nails,

as much as your crystal blue eyes and million dollar smile,

your contagious laughter,

sends shivers down my spine.

too bad it's just a dream.

another girl's by your side.

your arm around her shoulders,

your smiles directed to her.

she's beautiful,

her blue eyes a match with your own.

sure, her smile lights up the world,

but sam,

your's lights up the whole universe.

everyday my heart breaks

little by little,

as your heart slowly becomes complete.

she makes you happy and i hate that.

i hate it so much.

don't you understand, sam?

you're my everything,

but i'm not yours.

i'm nothing compared to you.

i'm just a girl who's a year younger and a grade lower,

hopelessly dreaming of the impossible.

i won't find someone like you,

but that's okay.

no one can replace you,

i hope she makes you happy.

may you both light up the entire city,

and maybe one day,

the world.