[beginning quote]
"I'm a cracking piece of china that's being held together by tape that's beginning to tear out again."

[full name]
Remi Selene Tracks

[age]
Eighteen

[gender]
Male

[nationality]
British

[sexuality]
Demihomosexual

[appearance]

Remi is a small person not that he minds much. The boy has a simple skin tone from being inside all day and his body is thinner than necessary. He's a lot lighter than he's suppose to be too. Bags appear underneath his eyes from constant hours of reading and pouring over tests and homework and with zero effort to get a good night's sleep, he's a bit drowsy and cranky looking with a frown always on his face. His face is round shaped with sunken in cheeks, a sharp nose, and a rather sickly looking facade with his droopy eyes and slight slouching posture. His fingers are dainty and bony as well as slightly crooked while his body is covered head to toe in freckles. His eyes are framed by thick and curly eyelashes yet with their droopy look and bags underneath them, not many people like the boy much. His the eyes are a round shape and seem to have the distinctive color of a stormy sea or darkening skies. His hair is rather long and messed up with all its tangles and bunched up knots that he has yet to fix. His lips have got scarring from constant biting due to nerves or anxiety while his body looks as if it's shutting down on him.

[personality]

Remi is a rather distant and easily logic and emotion driven person. He does a lot of things based on his emotions and seems to often regard his own health based on his logic. People have often said that Remi is like a puppet upon strings, having been taught and raised to be perfect, to be lovely and to be a star was enough to go to any child's head however with the constant pressure from his peers and parents, it resulted from a successful star to a depressed and nearly on death's door teenager. He hardly sleeps, he hardly eats even, and Remi can't even remember the last time he's been with someone for the past five years of his life.

Remi is not a very open person that much is obvious. He doesn't open up to people on the first day but he does strive for their approval. He's a Perfection seeking person who wants nothing more than the praise and attention of people that he was never able to fully receive. He takes insults and compliments to a whole new level, often times trying to arrange and rearrange how his diet works, how he sleeps, and how he works just to make sure that the person he's taking a liking to is fond of him. Often times, Remi doesn't even realize that he's destroying himself until it's too late. He's a very affectionate deprived person and will leech off of your love and care like a insect yet instead of leaving you with itchy bumps, he goes out of his way (yet again) to repay you for anything you've done for him.

Remi also isn't the most kindest person ever though that's to be expected with a boy that's barely sleeping and eating. He snaps easily and he tends to break down slowly. He doesn't admit his weaknesses if only because they make him sound like he can't be perfect and he wants to be perfect. He gets angered pretty quickly and starts arguments over the simplest of things. He insults people to try and make himself feel higher and better than they are but then the guilt settles in and he's drowning in a sea of blue and grey, crying out for help but receiving none whatsoever.

All in all, Remi is a tortured soul within a broken doll that wants nothing but to be free of his puppet strings and become a real boy again

[favorite color]
Remi really likes the color and or shade of silver
[likes]
There are a lot of things that Remi likes and a lot of things that he dislikes. Mostly the likes end up being shorter than the dislikes and mostly they end up being the same length, depending on if you get him to you like something else. Remi loves receiving praise as it's a sign he's doing something good and not screwing everything up like usual. He loves sweets as he has a sweet tooth but he never eats them, he's only eaten a chocolate at least twice in his life time, mainly because he was becoming insecure. He loves painting and is always covered in paint splatters as well as wearing skirts or anything that girly. He loves reading and working on things and absolutely loves surprises.

[dislikes]

Remi hates when people begin to treat him as something that came out of a fragile factory. He doesn't have  a sticker slapped on him that says 'Fragile: handle with care' but people still treat him as if he was a baby. He knows that they're just worried but it pisses him off. He also hates when he relapses back into anorexia having been diagnosed with it twice before (hence his very small and almost bony figure), relapses come really easy to him mostly when something about his weight is said (another dislike of his) or when someone is staring too hard at him. He hates being insulted and will insult you back with all the curse words in the back despite his frail and weak appearance, the kid's got a mouth that can harm with just words. He's the type of kid to say a few bad words to you and you'll be sobbing your eyes out or become as speechless as a fish out of water. He hates bad criticism and seems to loathe being touched by anyone without permission.

[hobbies]
Remi loves to read and paint as they're one of his favorite hobbies. He dabbles in poetic or metaphorical writing as well but likes for his paintings to detail what he's speaking of.
[skills]
•Painting
•Poetic/Metaphorical writing

[family]
•Mother: Angelina Tracks
•Father: Joel Tracks
•Little brother: Kori Tracks
Second little brother: Carmelo Tracks
Older sister: Dylan Tracks

[others]
•Has Anorexia/Bulimia
•Workaholic
•Fidgety half of the time
•Really paranoid

[suggestions]
Remi wants someone who can calm him down. A guy who doesn't mind staying up night to listen to rambles or to soothe him back to sleep. Someone who can piece him back tougher and cut off the puppet strings around his arms, legs and neck. Someone who gives him a purpose to keep living.

[first password]
Harry Potter as you can see xD
[second password]
Um... I dunno who to tag..
[end quote]
"I'm a broken doll that's being dragged around on puppet strings. I have no purpose anymore so now I'm just waiting to get shattered."