[Rp]
Hellavator
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[Full Name]
Jamil Sini 'Doll' Ophelia

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[Meaning of Names]
•Jamil:  Beautiful
•Sini: Blue
•Doll: A vision
•Ophelia: Help
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[Age]
Sixteen
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[Gender]
Male
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[Sexuality]
Homosexual
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[Face Claim]
Chandler Riggs

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[Relationship]
They never talked much apart from a few less fortunate mumbles here and there. He had a friendship with Roseanne though until it just.. ended.

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[Personality]

Jamil is what many people call a 'Cute but broken' type of teen. He isn't much into anything nowadays and seems to be more prone to hiding away whenever he gets the chance. Jamil is a sweet kid, that Much is true but with his distrustful views of everyone he meets and a reserved type of mindset, not many people see him as sweet and instead view him as something they can use.

Jamil himself is rather odd and confusing most of the times with a manipulative nature he had learned to develop from constant times of lying, stealing, and trying to get his way. He leeches on people only to feed off their love and kindness for himself yet when he notices that he's getting a bit emotional with them, he becomes even more distant and tries to reveal his flaws so they can leave him alone. Having never been with a more so 'loving' family, All Jamil knows is that once you figure out you're falling in love; you ditch and you ditch fast.

He's a intelligent person with a more emotional view on life. He doesn't seem to think of himself as anything and will constantly bring out his flaws just to have people leave him. A odd thing he is, wanting friendship and comfort yet pushing away any form of it. This doesn't mean he won't love or take affection after a while but it does mean that it won't take three minutes just to get him to say you're his friend.

Jamil is a fidgety type of person with numerous times involving break downs, panic attacks, and suicide attempts. He doesn't want to feel this way but he can't really feel the joy that most people do until someone actively hangs out with him. Like I said before, he's reserved and slightly cold and there's no real doubt that he's going to snap at you if you try comforting him after something's happened and he isn't sure of you yet. There's a lot of things about Jamil that are weird and odd and he's determined to hide them all unless he wants to get rid of you.

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[Background]
Jamil was born to a pair of parents who were already depressed to begin with. His mother had turned to drugs way before he was born and his father had been equally distant more than usual. At around eight years old, after witnessing his mother trying to stand up after a hangover, he runs off to call his father only to also witness the man kick the chair he was standing on towards the floor which caused the rope that was wrapped around his neck to go upwards, hanging him in the process.

That was when everything seemed to go awry. Jamil's Head was always spinning, his moods fluctuating so frequently that it gave his poor mother anxiety and his older sister concern. One day he's happy and then next few minutes or so, he's trying to force you to believe that he should be dead. Other times he doesn't want anything to do with you and some times, he clings to your arm like a leech. A clear sign of BPD but his mother had never diagnosed him, not even when he had a meltdown for eating. Through out his life, Jamil was just confused. He didn't know what to feel, when to feel or how to feel and it drove him mad just trying to be perfect for his family.

On December 25th, The now turned eleven year old causes another breakdown within the family which drives the edge for his mother. She starts screaming, shouting and saying that this is all his fault yet she was also crying and apologizing soon after only to start up again at the slightest thing he did. She had given up and without further warning, started towards the kitchen. He followed and she was smiling at him, albeit sadly. Two hours later found a still screaming eleven year old with a unconscious mother on the floor. The paramedics were able to save her as she hadn't stabbed herself until the second hour. However the doctors had said that they couldn't stay with their mother anymore especially Jamil. His sister took guardianship of him at this point.

Now, the older sister had turned into alcohol as nothing else seemed to work better than that when dealing with a mental little brother. Another two weeks passed and another break down occurred, this time, over the fact that his peas were touching the rice and the rice was touching the sauce. That seemed to be the breaking point because she was doing the same thing his mother did yet his sister had no restraint. Hits, shouts, he was pretty sure he had food forced down his throat because he wouldn't eat it and then puking it back up because he couldn't digest it.

CPS took her into rehabilitation and Jamil was sent to a different center to get better not that he ever would exactly. Five years later, he's adopted by this couple and has been living with them for a few months now, almost a year at most. He seems fine.. for now anyways. At this point, all they do is give him medication and make sure that he doesn't miss a day or two in taking them. Though now, he's been perfectly fine and only had a meltdown once when he was fourteen (Food related).

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[Other]
•Hasn't been diagnosed yet but people suspect he has BPD or autism

•Anorexia Nervosa tends to run in families and by chance, his grandmother had it and it passed down from a generation and to him. Unlike his sister who had Bulimia but luckily recovered, Jamil never truly did.

•He carries around a baby blue blanket, a Doll toy, and a block that has only two colors. It's like a rubix cube of sorts.

•Takes medication daily. They didn't want to risk him having some meltdown when going to the doctor's office and being sedated would likely cause him to have a even bigger one when he wakes up

•Has these large glasses he wears and anything that seems comfortable enough.

•His Mother did drugs during and after pregnancy which probably explains why he's so ... 'messed up' as people call it.

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