When I had a weaker season, you were not there.

When I was in my life form, you were not there.

When I picked up the Crystal Ball, you were not there.

When I fell, you were not there.

When I got better after the fall, you were not there.

When I was fighting with myself, you were not there.

When I was on rehabilitation, you were not there.

When my mother was in the hospital, you were not there.

When my buddy died, you were not there.

When I was fighting with my thoughts, you were not there.

When I was experiencing difficult moments, you were not there.

When I needed you, you were not there.

You only appeared when you could shine in front of the cameras.