No Continuing
So I'm going to put this in the beginning so every reader is aware that I am not going to continue this book (obviously. I don't think I've written anything for it since 2017/2018). I just didn't have a plan for this book, and I lost motivation.
Part of me wants to say it's because it got too personal, but it wasn't personal when I wrote it. But now, looking back, the cheating aspect I had written did come to life around 2019 with one of my relationships and it's really awkward foe me now.
I've also been having mental issues, like showing signs of BPD (BiPolar Disorder), and my anxiety, depression, and ptsd have been giving me lots of hell. I know that's been a very common excuse in the writing community (along with using school as an excuse), but I promise you it's something real and something hard. Losing emotions is not fun. I do not feel happiness, excitement, or sadness anymore. On a daily basis, I don't feel anything. I also do not feel empathy or sympathy anymore. So it's hard to write a character and try to bring them to life when you, as a writer, don't feel emotions like a normal person.
I understand many of you wanted a good sequel to Skating Princess, but that will not happen, and I'm sorry.
This book will not be continued or finished, no matter how much you ask me to.
- me, 2021
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