Akala ko tapos na ang karma ko. It shouldn't matter anyway. Wala na dapat akong pakialam dahil dapat ay nakamove-on na ako. Parang isang malaking suntok sa pagkatao ko ang makita syang muli... sa araw pa ng kasal ko. Na para bang sinasadya ng langit na pasakitan ako sa dapat ay pinakamasayang araw ng buhay ko.

Hindi pa siguro sapat na nagsisi na ako sa mga ginawa ko. Kulang pa yatang nagtino ako. It seems like the universe took revenge for her. Naisip ko nga na baka sinyales ito na para h'wag ko nang ituloy ang pagpapakasal ko. She's here already. I don't have to continue this. I could have her. We could run away and be together again.

Siguro naman ay mahal nya pa rin ako?

But that very question made me hold back. Paano kung hindi nya na ako mahal? Paano kung may iba na syang mahal? I considered her feelings this time. Hindi ko na muna inisip ang gusto ko. And for God's sake, I was about to get married! What was I even thinking?

If I were to take risks with her, I'll just be committing another mistake! May masasaktan na naman ako. Tama na ang isang tao ang nasaktan ko. I could not afford to hurt another. And when I saw her smile like she was really happy, I decided to let go of my ugly thoughts.

Masaya na 'yung tao, guguluhin ko pa ba?

When I asked her to dance, I savored every physical contact. I held her like she was the most precious to me. Gustong-gusto kong lumuhod at humingi ng tawad, ng second chance but all I could do was smile and pretend that I was happy... because she was already happy.

Hindi ko magawang itanong kung may bago na ba sa buhay nya. Pakiramdam ko ay nanghihimasok ako. I went back to being just a bystander. Wala na akong hawak sa kanya. I just contented myself with the fact that she's finally happy.

She deserved to be happy. After all those things she went through with me, she deserves to be happy. As the song faded away, I felt like she was also slowly fading away... Tuluyan nang hindi pwedeng maging kami.

And I let her go again. I had to.