Junhoe looked up at his white ceiling. The dim room he called his bedroom was quiet, and all that could be heard was the clock on his wall going 'tik tok' as the seconds passed, and his roommate's small snores. He looked at the digital clock on top of his night stand.

It was 3am.

He sighed and stood up. Tip-toeing out of his room as to not wake up his roommate, Donghyuk.

He closed the door quietly and walked as quietly as possible out of their dorm. Once out, he finally let out a loud breath and placed his hands in his pockets heading towards one of his favorite rooms. The studio.

He tiptoed quietly but fear rose in him once he heard a small singing voice coming from the recording room.

"You don't know~ Why I do the things that I do, every moment...Mm..."

Junhoe looked around down the hallway to see if anyone else was here in case he was murdered. How  needed witnesses to his death, even if it was Donghyuk.

Sadly no one was around. He placed his hand on the handle not too sure if he should enter and face a ghost or if he should just go back to his room. The room had gotten more quiet but he could hear faint hums.

"Junhwe, you can do this. You're the real man." he took a deep breath as to motivate himself and entered the room eyes closed.

"If you wonder why I,"

Junhoe frowned and opened his eyes. He recognized the voice.

"Oh. Jinhwan Hyung?" Junhoe questioned eyeing the small figure sitting in front of the recording material.

"Koo Junhoe. What are you doing here?" Jinhwan frowned confused looking up at the taller boy.

"Oh." Junhoe chuckled and closed the door behind him. He lied himself down on the couch before looking at the other goofily.

"Nothing just.. I felt like I needed to chill here..."

Jinhwan nodded.

"But it's like 3am, why are you not asleep?" he asked realising the time on the clock wall.

"I could ask you the same." Junhoe snorted making Jinhwan realise that both were currently on the same boat.

"True enough." Jinhwan smacked his tongue before turning back on his chair looking down at a notebook. Junhoe curiously eyed the other.

"And you. What are you doing?"

"Ah? um... Nothing."

Junhoe frowned.

"Are you writing lyrics?"

Jinhwan bit his lips and shook his head.

"No, not really."

Junhoe frowned once more and sat up on the leather couch.

"So you're just out here singing in the dark for no reason?"

"Mm.." Jinhwan only chuckled nervously.

Junhoe sighed and waited for a few seconds. Making sure his hyung had forgotten about this conversation. He eyed the older and saw that he was biting on the cap of a pen. He grinned and got up quietly, tip-toeing behind jinhwan who was too busy staring at his notebook to realise the other's sneaky attack.

"Let me see what we've got here!" Junhoe exclaimed as he snatched the other's notebook away from him.

"YAH!  KOO JUNHWE!" the other exclaimed panicking trying hard to reach for his notebook which Junhoe, like a troll, did not have to work hard to keep from him since he was way taller.

"Yah, just let me read a bit, I'll give you feedback." Junhoe chuckled trying to read some of what was written.

"Junhoe!" Jinhwan groaned pressing himself against the other and trying his hardest to reach the notebook.

"If you ever wonder why I, do the things that I do, every moment every single day."

Jinhwan's heart raced as Junhoe began reading the words off the notebook. He felt tears built up and burn his eyes.

"Koo Junhoe, stop!"

"Waking up I want to see you, going to sleep dream of you. I love you, but.. you will never know.." Junhoe read sadly. He lowered his hand allowing Jinhwan to snatch the notebook away.

"Ah,  Hyung I'm sorry." Junhoe smiled awkwardly only glancing at the other a little.

"It's whatever." Jinhwan shrugged taking a sit back in front of the recording machine, sitting harshly on the chair.

Junhoe sighed dissapointed in himself. He bit his lips and threw himself on the couch once more. Why did he have to be such a jerk? He could have at least gave it back after reading the first sentence...

Both stayed in silence. Only the clock was making noise as the seconds passed.

"Hyung," Junhoe began breaking the silence. "if you love someone, why not just confess? They'll probably love you back. Even straight yunhyeong would turn gay for you." Junhoe chuckled.

"How do you know this is about me?" Jinhwan defended, still feeling embarrassed. Of course he knew that the lyrics had deep meaning to him but still.. Junhoe always liked to think like he knew him better than himself, when he truly did not.

"It's obvious, you got so angry." Junhoe chuckled.

Jinhwan was never sure what was in the younger's head. And that scared him. One second the younger will look at him with the most obvious loving eyes and the next he would just act indifferent around him. Jinhwan loved the thought that the other was head over heels for him, heck he liked how people even shipped them and how most of the time Junhoe looked at him as if they were actually a 'thing'. But then another second would pass and junhoe could simply act like Jinhwan was one of the hyungs. Nothing more, nothing less.

"What do you know about love? I thought you never dated." Jinhwan sighed turning to see the other who was laid down on the couch covering his face with his arms. His hand began doing a nervous tapping pattern on his knee. He felt nervous, more than usual.

"Are you saying that the fact that I have never dated means that I have never loved?" Junhoe threw back, taking his arm away from his face and looking at the older.

Jinhwan bit his lips, not looking into the other's eyes. Junhoe's serious expression was more than enough to make Jinhwan melt.

Junhoe, seeing how Jinhwan was acting let a smile form on his face. It was weird because his Hyung was never the type to get embarrassed. He had never seen him this flustered.

"I never dated because I know my love will never be returned. That simple." Junhoe sighed getting comfortable on the couch.

Jinhwan frowned. Who in their right mind would reject Junhoe? The kid was immature, that's for sure. But he was also handsome and caring in his own cute childish way. Jinhwan, if he could be honest with himself, would admit he had fallen with these little things others didn't know about the other.

"But, if you've never tried-"

"Your lyrics say that you haven't tried either." Junhoe cut off the other.

Jinhwan bit his lip once more, attracting the others charismatic eyes to them. He didn't notice though. Him who had never let Junhoe be right this many times in a row was failing greatly.

"The person I like, he..." Jinhwan breathed slowly. He hoped Junhoe would catch on, yet he didn't. He was so nervous to reveal this secret he had been hiding that-

'He. Did he just say he?' Junhoe thought. His heart bled at the thought. Of course Jinhwan loved Hanbin. Honestly Junhoe would have rather him falling in love with a woman. He would feel less pained. It would feel like 'Yeah of course he loves women, I wouldn't have had a chance.' But the fact that hanbin was also male...

"Hey, Junhoe, you okay?" Jinhwan snapped his fingers in front of the older.

Junhoe jerked seeing that the other was sitting right next to him. He didn't know how long he had zoned out.

"I'm.. I'm sorry if I disgust you.." Jinhwan frowned painfully at the others reaction.

"What?"

"Um, I think I'll go."

"No, wait!" Junhoe gasped grabbing Jinhwan and pulling him way to hard, making the other fall on top of him while hitting his lips against his nose.

"FUCK."

"Ouch, Junhoe, what the hell?!" Jinhwan licked his lower lip hissing, a red liquid running down.

"I-I'm sorry, I..."

Jinhwan frowned looking at the other who had stopped mid-sentence.

"What?"

"You're bleeding."

"Because of your big nose you jerk. Yah... Why are you-"

Jinhwan stopped speaking as Junhoe placed his big manly hand on his cheek.

"J-Junhoe." Jinhwan shuddered nervously feeling his cheeks heat up.

Junhoe's eyes were not leaving his lips. Jinhwan wasn't sure if it was another one of Junhoe's jokes. But it sure as hell didn't feel like it because in half a second, Junhoe's lips were pressed softly against his.

Jinhwan's heart raced and his eyes fluttered shut. 'Is this real?', he thought to himself. Junhoe him felt eternal bliss as well, but one thing was making him nervous, what would happen once he breaks the kiss? And why was his Hyung actually okay with kissing him? Did this make him a boyfriend thief?!

He thought about it but he couldn't hold himself back as he pushed Jinhwan and lied down on top of him. Jinhwan's arms wrapped around his neck as they kissed each other passionately. Junhoe couldn't help himself and sucked on Jinhwan's bottom lip, making the boy under him let out a small unconscious moan making Junhoe stare at him in confusion.

"Hyung, you.."

"What, you've never heard moaning in porn?" the older said blushing. He hadn't meant to let that sound leave his mouth, he was truly embarrassed but was not going to let the other know.

"N-No, I mean, aish. What am I doing? Hanbin hyung..." Junhoe mumbled to himself, getting off of the other and sitting on the end side of the couch,
closing his eyes and covering his face with his hands. He felt so ashamed. Did this make him a terrible dongsaeng? A cockblocker? The big hoe to the Jun?

"What about Hanbin?" Jinhwan frowned feeling offended that the other would mention the leader's name at the moment. Was Junhoe dating Hanbin? What the hell was this reaction...

"You should confess to Hanbin Hyung." Junhoe bit his lip feeling his heart break as feelings of the kiss a few seconds ago replayed in his head. He wanted more, but he had to do what's right. "I'm not sure what his preferences are but, I'm sure he'll appreciate your confession."

Jinhwan blinked.

"What?" Jinhwan frowned.

"What?" Junhoe said wondering what the other didn't understand.

"Junhoe... The song. It's not about Habin. I don't like hanbin that way...Junhoe, what the hell?"

"It's not Hanbin?"

"What the hell made you say that?"

"At the corner of the page I saw 'I Love U H'" Junhoe remembered the cute heart next to what seemed like initials.

Jinhwan looked over at his notebook and chuckled.

"Why would I kiss you if I liked Hanbin, Junhoe?"

Junhoe shrugged.

"Heat of the moment. I kind of jumped on you. Not forgetting that I look hot." he listed making Jinhwan roll his eyes.

"Seriously, even in moments like this you still joke. It said I Love JH you blind bat. "

"JH? Not UH...?" Junhoe spoke slowly.

Jinhwan sighed and grabbed his notebook, handing it to the other boy. Junhoe took it slowly looking at the page he had previously read. It did in fact say JH.

Junhoe let out a soft chuckle while staring at the other again. His cute Hyung was looking down at his hands and fiddling with his fingers. His simple big white shirt made him look like such an angel. Junhoe felt stupid, he was embarrassed, but also quite happy. Junhoe was truly in love.

"What?" Jinhwan cleared his throat trying to sound irritated.

"So JH, who is that?" Junhoe questioned raising an eyebrow as a smirk played on his face.

"Someone I know." Jinhwan responded cooly, crossing his arms.

Junhoe snorted and brought himself closer to Jinhwan again, hovering over him slowly.

"Do I know this JH?" Junhoe asked face very close to Jinhwan's.

Jinhwan stared into Junhoe's eyes. Feeling intimidated, all he could do was nod.

"Is that JH...Me?" Junhoe spoke softly against the others lips.

Jinhwan once again nodded. Junhoe smirked and began kissing the other. He had not been this happy in so long. Jinhwan liked him. He liked him back, this was perfect.

The next morning the two were found lying on the black leather couch of the recording room, snoring softly in each other's arms. The boys all looked at the others confused. Yunhyeong was going to wake them up till he was told not to by a fan.

"Let me remember this forever." Donghyuk chuckled as he snapped a picture of the two.

"Dong-parazi, for best featured documentary.”

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Author Note:
Seriously I love JunHwan and wish it was real af because not just of the height difference but the sass+cuteness is just life. I'm trash everyone.