Hlo darlings

After a very long time know ? Sorry. But I was busy in exams and then I wasn't keeping a good health.

This OS has been requested by bibliophile_dreamer

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Different feelings, different expressions. Is it necessary ? No. There are some feelings that have no expression. Those feelings only know how to mess up a person's mind like a haystack. These weird feelings jam a person's rational mind and make him insane.

Shivaay's mind stopped working and heart swelled with anger when he got to know that she spent a night with his friend Daksh. He didn't belive it. Not until he saw her in Daksh's room, setting the bed and Daksh buttoning his shirt. He believed what he saw and ignored his inner voice that reminded him that Anika can never do this.

His weird feelings made him do insane things. He preponed his wedding with Tia, despite Anika's warnings that she's already married to a person named Dushyant and just marrying him for the sake of money. Again, his weird feelings messed up the things and he shouted at Anika and blurted out what he saw and interpreted. He accused Anika of trying to gain his attention and take Tia's place. He could see that she was hurt but his weird feelings didn't let him wipe her tears.

That was the day she stopped talking to him. It was unsettling for him beyond words but again, his weird feelings didn't let him accept it. Anika stopped trying to convince him of Tia's betrayal and concentrated on her work of wedding planning.

The day of Shivaay and Tia's Sangeet came and it was the black day of Shivaay's life. First, Daksh proposed Anika and Anika accepted it. May be because she wanted to show it to him that she doesn't give a damn to him and his so called fiancee. He swears that he didn't feel so miserable ever in his life. Second, his brothers exposed Tia's marital status as well as the bankruptcy of the kapoor family. It didn't affect him that much, given to the fact that he was not at all interested in Tia, not even as a friend. But he surely felt bad for not trusting Anika.

The thundering of the clouds in the sky failed in front of the pounding of his heart as he heard Saumya, the granddaughter of his dadi's friend and his brothers talking to each other later that night. Though they were talking about many things but only one sentence caught his attention and swept the ground off his feet.

"I'm so happy for Anika di and Daksh bhaiya. Especially Anika di, she's so good and deserves the best. She has always been so helpful to me. You know, two days ago she came all the way from her home to be with me for the whole night as I was not feeling well." Saumya said as the gratitude was dipping from her voice.

He couldn't stop himself from punching Daksh as brutally as he could after the painful revelation. But it was of no use now. He had lost Anika and her trust. Daksh laughed on his helplessness because he knew that Anika would not trust Shivaay after bearing all the insults from him.

Shivaay drove towards Anika's house regardless of the time. But he couldn't manage to go infront of her after his deeds and for being the reason of her tears. He saw her standing beside the window of her house from a far and returned only after she closed the curtains and went away.

Next two days were dull and miserable. He was there, his brothers and other family members were there but still nothing was same. She was not there. She had called Dadi and told her that she won't come to Oberoi Mansion hereafter as her work has finished. As if, it wasn't sufficient that Dadi called her to Oberoi Mansion. Not that he didn't want to see her but the reason was indigestible.

Dadi informed that Daksh's parents were coming to fix her and Daksh's marriage and that, Dadi wants Anika to depart as a bride from this house. His whole family was crazy about this girl, even the ever so rude Bade Papa. He liked it but why his family wants to destroy her life ? Her marriage with someone else is not acceptable to him. Why ? Because the weird feeling said that.

Anika, though unhappy from the marriage, didn't want to cancel it. The weird feeling inside her heart didn't let her do that. She just simply wanted to show it to the Shivaay Singh Oberoi that she isn't what he thinks, money minded and characterless. She, unconsciously though, wanted to give him the same pain that she had gone through.

"Anika, cancel this marriage. Daksh isn't the right guy for you." Shivaay said as he caught Anika's wrist and pulled her behind a pillar. "I'm the right one." He thought.

"And why do you think so ? How does it matter ? Daksh, a person with Blood, Name and Lineage is more than a middle class, characterless girl could ask for. Isn't it, Mr. Oberoi ?" She said, rather taunted him.

"Anika I know I misunderstood you and I'm guilty for it. I'm ashamed for having insulted you so much. But Daksh manipulated me. I... couldn't tolerate the thought of you being with someone else. I'm sorry. But please trust me. Daksh doesn't want to marry you but he wants to u..use you." Shivaay apologised as well as told Daksh's real intentions to her. But it was in vain.

"Why do you think I would trust you ? And that too after what you've done so far. It's just your ego that is not letting you accept that I was right in Tia's matter. Daksh has already told me that you didn't want me to marry him because I'm an orphan."

Shivaay was shocked to hear such words from her. Till now he was guilty. But now he understood how much it hurts to be misunderstood by someone. He was angry on himself for having underestimated Daksh. Daksh now manipulated Anika when she was already angry with him.

"Anika, Daksh is playing with us. He is manipulating you the way he did with me. Please trust me Anika, he's not the right person for a girl like you." Shivaay said with guilt in his eyes but Anika interpreted it wrongly.

"A girl like me ? You can never change, Mr. Shivaay Singh Oberoi. I can't believe that people like you exist in the world. Don't show me your face from now on. And don't you dare say anything against Daksh." Anika said as tears betrayed her and flowed down her cheeks. She jerked his hands away and left from there.

Shivaay tried every possible way to talk to Anika, to tell her the truth but he failed everytime because he didn't have proofs. He spent the most restless and sleepless nights when he thought about her being with someone else. He couldn't tolerate this. It gave him goosebumps when he thought about the way Daksh will hold her hand, how he will show his rights on her openly. Every corner of this house reminded him of the moments when she would collide with him and he would hold her, the moments of their silly but cute fights and their intense eyelocks. He didn't even want to think about her being in someone else's arms as wife. "Shaadi ke baad har raat suhaagrat hogi." He felt like burning the whole wide world to ashes when Daksh's words resonated in his ears. He threw every single thing that was infront of him as if trying to give peace to his mind that it was a nightmare and that, it will end soon.

Shivaay's heart couldn't stop jumping when he succeeded in writing his name in Anika's mehndi without anyone's notice. Not only that, the fact that Anika didn't care to notice her mehndi made him more happy because it gave him the hint that she's not interested in that monkey, the name with which he liked to call Daksh nowadays. Not even one ritual was there that he didn't spoil. He changed the engagement ring, exchanged the haldi bowl so that Anika applies the haldi of his name and it gave him peace. Still he couldn't stop laughing when he thought what he did with Daksh so that he doesn't roam around Anika or apply haldi to her with his dirty hands. The Shivaay Singh Oberoi added jamaalghota in Daksh's food. Daksh couldn't control himself and atlast, had to sleep in the bathroom itself.

Om and Rudra were the silent observers of Shivaay's behavior. They enjoyed but kept quiet. Not everyday they get to see this weird side of their sane brother.

Anika sat beside her groom on the mandap and the priest chanted mantras. Her heart was not ready for this but her self respect or to say ego was stopping her from getting up and run away from this mess. Her tears ran down her cheeks when the nuptial chain was tied around her neck and her hairline was filled with the vermillion. She closed her eyes when she felt the soothing touch on her cheeks, wiping her tears away. Her eyes widened as she recognised the touch. But how could that be possible ? Her trance was broken by the priest's voice. He asked the bride and the groom to take elders' blessings.

Anika and the other members of the family looked shocked when Daksh entered the Mansion in dishevelled clothes. Anika looked towards the person standing beside her as she realised that her feeling wasn't wrong. Indeed the touch was of Shivaay, who now removed the sehra and revealed his face to everyone.

Before anyone could speak something, Shivaay smirked and marched towards Daksh, holding Anika's hand in his.

"I told you, Anika is mine." Shivaay said and tightened his grip on Anika's hand.

"How dare you ? How dare you do this ? I did everything to keep you both away but you... you ruined everything. I'll kill you.. I'm not going to leave you." Daksh shouted and held Shivaay's collar in his fist. Shivaay looked at him angrily but his anger turned to a wide smile when Daksh was awarded with two tight slaps on his face by Anika, making Daksh angry.

"Look, I told you. I'll bring your truth infront of Anika. (To Anika ) Anika I..." Shivaay was interrupted when a slap landed on his right cheek.

"You just shutup. You better don't speak. I don't know how am I controlling myself from killing you." Anika fumed in anger and Shivaay nodded, being scared.

"And you, how dare you play such a dirty game and stain my character ?" Anika asked from Daksh and kicked him in his stomach with her knee. Om and Rudra ran towards Anika to stop her. Khanna dragged an almost unconscious Daksh out of the mansion, followed by Daksh's parents who thought it was better to keep quiet seeing Anika's anger.

Now Anika turned towards Shivaay in a swift motion and Shivaay took a step back and kept his hand on another cheek as well.

"How dare you do this ? I can't believe you can stoop so low to prove yourself right." Anika held Shivaay's collar in her fists and shouted.

"I didn't do anything wrong. You weren't listening to me. So I had to do this." Shivaay said as if it was obvious.

"Are you even in your senses ? You married me. I hate you more now. You spoiled my life." Anika shouted and then started crying.

"You think I spoiled your life by marrying you ?" Shivaay asked as her words hurted him.

"Yes. You and Daksh, in order to prove yourself superior, used me as a pawn. You both are the same. Exactly the same." Anika shouted and turned towards Dadi.

"I can't stand here anymore, Dadi. I'm going back to my house." Anika said and started walking towards the door when suddenly she was swiftly pulled by someone and in few seconds she was in someone's arms.

"Dadi, it's too late. You all should go and take rest. I need to sort a few matters with my khoobsoorat biwi." Shivaay said and left towards 'their' room with a wiggling Anika in his arms and leaving the smirking family behind.

"What are you doing ? Open the door, I want to go home." Anika yelled at Shivaay.

"This is your home, biwi. I'm your husband and husband's house is wife's house. Don't you know that ?" Shivaay said as if she didn't know all this.

"You are not my husband. And have you forgotten that I'm an orphan as well as characterless girl ?" Anika taunted him and he closed his eyes to control his anger.

"Anika, I don't care if you are an orphan. I have married you, not your family background. And I'm sorry for what I had said. Please forgive me." Shivaay said and held a crying Anika from her shoulders.

"You've gone mad. Leave me." Anika struggled to come out of his hold but he didn't leave her.

"Anika I had gone mad, when you said yes to marry that monkey. I couldn't stand that. I couldn't think of you being someone else's wife. I wanted you to be mine. I know I was being a fool until a weird feeling crept inside me and I realised... it was love. I love you, Anika. That's why I wanted you to be mine. I didn't marry you only because I wanted to save you from Daksh but also because I wanted you to be close to me always." Shivaay said and Anika looked at him silently, taken aback by the sudden confession. She was confused whether to believe it or not.

"It's... not the truth. You are saying this because you think now you don't have any option and you have to take my responsibility. Don't worry, you don't have to do this. I can take care of myself and I don't want to be someone's responsibility." Anika said and marched towards the door. Next minute she was pinned to the door and found him standing too close to her

"You think I'm lying ? I'm not lying. I love you, Anika and I know you also love me." Shivaay spoke and cupped her face in his palm.

"Are you mad ? Why would I... love you ?" Anika spoke but her voice betrayed her at the end.

"Ok. If you don't love me, then why didn't you erase my name from your mehndi even after noticing it ?" Shivaay asked and Anika didn't have any answer.

"If you don't love me, then why do you blush when I'm this close to you ?" Shivaay asked and brushed his lips with her cheeks.

"I... don't blush." Anika defended herself and tried to push him away. She tried to go away from him but he caught hold of her dupatta and pulled her back to him.

"Why do you try to go away when you don't want to and when you know I won't let you go ? I'm sorry Anika. But trust me, I won't break your trust this time. I'll keep you happy always. I never wished anything from life. You are my first and the last wish. Only you can fulfil it."  Shivaay asked and back hugged her. Anika forgot to answer as his closeness blocked her senses.

"Say what I want to hear, Anika. I'm dieing to hear those words from your mouth." Shivaay spoke and turned her towards himself, pulling her face close.

"Say it, Anika, please." Shivaay spoke as he brushed his lips with hers and the moment he did, she did say "I love you, Shiv..". It was almost inaudible but he heard it. She couldn't even complete his name when he kissed her with all his love and might. His happiness knew no bounds today.

The girl he always wished to take in his arms was in his embrace. The girl who made him fantasise wildly, was here infront of him, making it impossible for him to stop himself from turning those fantasies into reality.

She didn't realise when her dupatta left her shoulder and he didn't realise when he lost his sanity. All they realised was their desires. His weird feelings made him insane for her, her weird feelings overpowered her anger and her ego. Actually it was a mixture of her weird feelings and his love that overpowered her anger. Her weird feelings made her surrender to his wild, insane doings. Their weird feelings made their night a memorable and beautiful one. Their weird feeling made them realise that they are meant to be in each other's heart, in each other's embrace, forever.

Their weird feelings made them realise that they had a beautiful feeling for each other called Love.
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