Hlo darlings

This OS was requested by AparajitaArpa
This starts from the point when Anika saved Shivaay from the bullet shot by kamini.

Points to be remembered :-

1. Anika doesn't know that Shivaay misunderstood her because of daksh ( During their first forced marriage). Shivaay realised his mistake after Anika's kidnapping and decided to hide the matter from Anika because he didn't want to lose her.

2. Pinky accepted Anika when she rescued Shivaay. (Pinky is not responsible for Shivaay's kidnapping )

3. Mahi is not Shivaay's brother.

4. Daksh and kamini were blackmailing Shivaay about Priyanka's pregnancy (fake) and also that they would tell Anika about how he misunderstood Anika and her character. So Shivaay was scared that Anika would leave him if she got to know that.

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Everything looked like a nightmare. The most fearful thing was, it wasn't a nightmare but reality. The reality that was screaming and saying "She's going away from you, Shivaay."

Seeing Anika's blood soaked cloths his mind became blank. Her droopy eyes that looked at him, were screaming only pain and he couldn't do anything. His voice was not coming out of his throats but his hands were automatically extended to hold her bleeding body.

He tried to keep her busy in his talks so that she doesn't lose her consciousness before reaching hospital but she was tired and was too eager to sleep. Her bleeding wound looked like a horrible monster, eating her up, and killing him by doing that.

He was trying so hard all these days, to keep daksh and kamini away from Anika. Although Anika was helping him by listening to all the insults from kamini so that Priyanka's reputation isn't risked but he could see the pain in her brown orbs. He could see that she used to feel hurt because she thought she was not important to him.

He was helpless. He couldn't tell her that his sister wasn't the only reason he was doing all this. There was a bigger reason, his Own selfish reason. He was doing this because he didn't want daksh to tell Anika that he (Shivaay) had misunderstood her. He didn't want to lose her. He didn't want to give her pain. He didn't want her to feel low of herself because of his foolishness.

Shockingly, the family he loves the most, the brothers he loves the most weren't able to comfort his aching heart. His power, money, surname weren't able to give him solace. The one who could, was inside the operation theatre, fighting with death.

"What your love has done to me, Panika ?" He thought as she was the reason of his tears and, then, it was her memories only, which were making him smile.

As if, all the pain wasn't sufficient, that the most beautiful moments of his life played in his mind. The memory of a beautiful night when he had her in his arms, away from everything else. When she became his, and he became hers, in every possible way. A weak passed, but he isn't able to discover exactly what was the most beautiful thing about that night.

What was beautiful ? Was it their love, that they haven't even confessed yet ? Was it the intoxicating bhang that made him lose his senses ? Was it her blush or the way she melted in his arms, because of his touch ? Or, was it the fact that she was in her senses that night and despite that, she didn't protest ? Was it the fact that they didn't regret ?

He felt angry, about what ? he didn't know. He was angry on God who sent Anika in his life, because he had always hurt her. He felt angry on Anika because she decided to give him this life which is painful and she snatched the happiness from him. The happiness that he would have simply by dieing in her arms.

"I'll kill you for giving so much pain to your self, Panika. Just wait and watch. You will get punishment once you are perfectly fine. It's Shivaay Singh... no, it's billuji's pinky promise." Shivaay cried more as any of these stupid thoughts couldn't comfort him.

Doctors words made him happy like a beautiful balloon would make a child happy and then, the next words made him cry like the child would cry after the balloon burst. The doctor said that his Anika was out of danger but then, he said she may be paralysed and won't be able to move the left side of her body.

He entered her ward and, he found her crying silently, as if, her condition wasn't enough painful for him that now he had to see her crying. Karma pays you back with interest ! He had done so many mistakes and hurt her so much in the past and today everything was coming back to him with interest. Karma knew, that he would feel more pain when his Anika would be targeted.

He felt like ripping the world apart when she asked him to stay away from herself because she's useless now. He felt angry. How could she say that ? He felt angry on her for not being able to read his eyes, that screamed that he needs her, all of her for himself. He felt angry on himself that he never told her that he needs her more than his breathes.

"You. Are. Mine. Do you get it. I want your heart, your soul and your smile, nothing else. I want you to know that you are my solace. And I know you will be fine, really soon because you can't stay at one place for long. You are my butterfly who wants to fly freely and make my world more beautiful and you will. I'm sure." He said as he laid down beside her to console her and comfort her, the way she does when he needs her.

"And you have to be fine because only then I will punish you for giving so much of pain to my butterfly. I will just punish you so badly. I won't give you aloo puri, I won't let you eat gajar ka halwa. You will have to wake up at five am. I have a long list of punishments for you, Panika." Shivaay spoke while trying to control his sobs.

"M..mera na..naam mat bigaadiye." Anika said as she hugged him tightly and sobbed.

The whole family cried as they saw the strongest and ever so smiling member of the family crying. They felt they were useless who couldn't lessen the pain of their daughter and their son. All they could do was, to pray for some miracle.

Days passed and things were slightly normal, except for Anika's paralysed state. Not that anybody complained but they just couldn't see her like that. The girl who used to jump like a rabbit, was now sticking to bed or her wheelchair. The girl who loved to be independent, now couldn't even move without anyone's help and this was killing her inside.

More than Anika, it was Shivaay who was suffering. He didn't want to cry because it would discourage Anika and she would lose hope. She was already thinking herself as a burden on him and the family. But the burden was his guilt of forcing her into this marriage just because of his anger on her, for a mistake she never did. The burden was the thought that she would leave him if she ever found out about his mistake.

Shivaay, Tej and Shakti had made it sure that Daksh and kamini got the worst punishment for this condition of their wife/daughter. The day daksh was sent to jail, Shivaay thought he would now be able to hide his mistake from Anika and would silently make it up for her, by giving her the love, respect, care and happiness she deserves. But his world of thoughts shattered like glass pieces.

Daksh got successful in keeping a letter in Anika's favourite book. Anika could at least hold the things with her right hand and that day, Anika wanted to read. She asked Shivaay to give her the book. He wanted to read it to her but she was adamant on reading it herself and he obeyed.

Before she could even open the book, the piece of paper fell on her stomach as she was lying on the bed. Curiosity got the better of her and thought to check it. The name 'daksh' at the beginning shocked and disgusted her. The middle made her shocked and numb. By the end, she was crying like never before.

How could she stop her tears when she got to know that the man she loves the most, after her brother, thought so low of her. How could she stop crying when the man who took care of her all these days had once thought of her as a characterless woman.

Shivaay panicked as he saw her crying. Neither he could see the letter nor the way she held onto it tightly, all he could see was her tears that stabbed him.

"Anika, Anika why are you crying ? Is it paining somewhere ? Are you feeling uncomfortable or do you..." Shivaay shot the series of question with concern written all over his face. But he got confused when she handed him a piece of paper. He read it and his body became as cold as ice, as if he was dead. His nightmare came true.

"An..Anika please listen to me.. I.. I know I was a fool to believe him but I..." He tried to explain but he couldn't understand how to put it in words. He stopped when she signalled him to stop by showing her right hand, her eyes filled with tears but fiery.

"That means th..this is true." Anika stated rather then inquiring and he looked down in embarrassment, with teary eyes.

"And I.. I thought yo...You started caring for me. I.. thought I am at least a tiny part of your big family, atleast like a friend if no..not your wife. But all this care, concern was a..a facade, to make me a fool." Anika spoke and he looked at her, shocked from her words.

"Anika no.. nothing was fake. You are my... my.." Shivaay tried to speak but his throat went dry as he looked in her eyes that were screaming pain and were disgusted on him.

"Look ! You can't speak. Because you cannot say what this characterless woman is to you. You.." she screamed and anger took over his guilt. He couldn't hear her calling herself that. He controlled his anger because, at the end he was at fault.

"Don't touch me." She screamed when he tried to touch her.

"Wait ! You... You thought that I could s..sleep with any one for money. Th...that's Why th..that night you... and I, like a fool, thought that you love me. How stupid. How foolish I was." Anika spoke to herself and he nodded his head frantically as if that would erase her words.

He didn't know how to make her understand whatever she was thinking was wrong and that, he loves her.

"You thought you are rich so you could sleep with me because I'm just like those cheap woman who could sell their body to any one for money and..." Anika kept speaking like a maniac until Shivaay screamed at top of his voice, so loud that whole family came to their room.

Seeing Anika crying her eyes out and Shivaay's angry face, everyone guessed something was wrong. Pinky and janvi sat either sides of the bed to console Anika and ask her about the matter and Om and Rudra tried to talk to Shivaay but they were scared. He was never so angry, and today it felt he was ready to burn the whole damn world to ashes.

The letter lying on the floor caught Om's attention. Om, who is the most calm among his brothers felt like all his anger he had preserved till date, would come out and he would kill his own brother. He turned towards Shivaay and slapped him. Shivaay stumbled but didn't try to balance himself. It was Rudra who prevented him from falling.

Om gave the letter to Rudra because he had no guts to read it out aloud to the family. He was too ashamed of his brother's deeds. Slowly, the letter was read by every one and the room was silent, until one more slap crashed against Shivaay's cheek.

"How could you believe anything that someone said about a girl ? How could you think so cheap ? I feel so ashamed of my own upbringing." Pinky spoke and the hatered for Shivaay's deeds was dripping from her words but nothing affected Shivaay because he knew he deserves this. The only thought in his mind was "What if Anika leaves him?"

"I want to go back to my own house, Where I belong." Anika put Shivaay's fear in words and he was dieing every second.

No body wanted Anika to go because she was an integral part of their family and will always be. "I can't live under the same roof as this man. I'd rather di..." Anika spoke like a dead person but she was stopped by several voices. She could hear a vulnerable voice among those voices and it pained her too but she ignored it. She said all this because she thought the family would let her go and choose their son. How wrong she was. They chose her.

"A..Anika I would leave but please stay here. I LOVE YOU and I would even leave this world for you, leaving this house is nothing infront of your happiness." Shivaay said and left the room. It hurted everyone to see him like that, mostly Anika, but she was also human who had limits of enduring pain.

That was the last day Anika saw shivaay. His family was always there for her and it was more like her family now. OmRu and the other family members knew where Shivaay was and they knew he was repenting. They asked him to atleast try to talk to Anika once but he chose to stay away and ensure her safety and happiness, not knowing that she was expecting him to atleast try. He had said I love you and left, it hurt her so much.

She was angry, that she told him to go and he left. Why could he not even try ? A tiny part of her heart wanted him to just once come and embrace her tightly. She wanted to get up and go to him, to slap him.

One day, Rudra brought a few papers and a letter. Shivaay had asked him to give them to Anika. He didn't know what was in those papers and letter. He gave those papers to Anika.

Anikas heart sank as she read the letter and saw the divorce papers.

Anika,

I know you don't want to see my face or hear anything from me. I promised I won't show you my face that's why I'm writing this letter to you. I won't take much of your time.

I just want to say that I misunderstood you but trust me I used to die in guilt for misunderstanding you. I didn't tell you about my mistake because I was scared, of losing you. For once in my life I wanted to be selfish and keep you with me, forever because I.. I started loving you Anika. When, how, how much, I don't know but I just fell for you madly and I wanted to be yours and you to be mine.

I was hurt when you said that the night we spent together was because I thought... it's nothing like that Anika. That night was the most beautiful night of my Life. Infact every moment of my Life is beautiful which I've spent with you.

I love you, Anika. My feelings for you are beyond these three words but still I wanted to tell you this before leaving. I'm giving you freedom from this burden of our so called relationship which was forced on you. I want to see you happy and if letting you go is the only option then I would do it.

I'm leaving this city, this country forever because I don't trust myself Anika. These days had been really difficult for me. I know I wouldn't be able to hold myself from coming to you and I know it would hurt you to see my face. So it's better I go far away from you.

I love you, will always do.

Your Tadibaaz, Kanji Aankhon vala Bagad Billa...

She didn't realise when she moved and stood up while stumbling. Rudra looked at his bhabi's teary face and supported her as she was stumbling.

"Rudra I.. want to me..meet him. I don't..don't want to lose him. Please please take me to him Before it's too late. Please Rudra.." Anika spoke as she cried and Rudra nodded positively. He didn't know what it was that Anika became so restless but something was surely not ok.

Rudra took Anika to Shivaay's apartment but it was locked. Anika felt her world was falling apart. He had taken such a big step just for her happiness. He even agreed to leave his family, just for her happiness.

She came out of her miserable thoughts as Rudra shook her. Khanna informed him that Shivaay was going to the airport but where he was going, it was unknown to him too.

"Bhabi, let's not waste time. He must be on the way." said Om who had followed them till here and Anika nodded with a small smile. They reached the airport but airport security didn't let them go inside.

Rudra and Om were getting angry because first, their brother was going away and then their bhabi was crying. They lost their marbles and finally punched the four security guards hard and ran inside with their Anika bhabi who didn't notice their deeds as she was just crying.

They searched the whole airport but couldn't find Shivaay and got to know he had already boarded the flight. The flight was still to take off so they tried to talk to the airport authorities. The authorities refused to stop the flight as it would be inconvenient for other passengers.

"Now there's only one way." Rudra said and smirked and ran towards the cabin from where announcements are done. May be he was doing gym all these years for this day only as he punched the person who tried to stop him.

"We are really sorry to announce, that flight 9W 567 is cancelled due to an emergency. All the pilots, air hostess and the passengers are requested to go home and sleep. Thank you." Rudra blabbered everything and anything and ran from there.

Shivaay had no idea of what was happening around as he was lost in his Anika's thoughts. He failed to hear the announcement otherwise he would have recognised his brother's voice.

He got to know from his fellow passengers that the flight is cancelled. As soon as he entered the reception area, he stumbled due to being taken into a tight hug. He closed his eyes as he recognised the soothing touch and his arms were automatically wrapped around his Anika's figure.

Realisation dawned upon him as he broke the hug and saw her standing on her own feet. He smiled widely and looked at Anika and failed to realise that she slapped him and the people around him were laughing at him.

"Anika you're fine. You can walk. I'm so happy." Shivaay said and twirled Anika by lifting her from ground.

"Why were you leaving me you Bagad bille ? How could you do this to me ? I asked you to go and you left, at least you could try but no.  Why would The Shivaay Singh Oberoi apologise, right ?" Anika asked angrily and he hugged her tightly.

"I love you. And that's it." Shivaay said and she hugged him back with a big smile playing on her lips.

Om and Rudra as well as other people around them smiled seeing the union of two loving people. OmRu's eyes widened as they saw the airport security coming towards them.

"Sir, this is the man who punched me and made the false announcement." The man with a bruise around his eye said to the police and those four security guards came forward.

"And these two had punched us and came inside like robbers." One of those guards said while pointing at Om and Rudra and kept giving warmth to his swollen cheek.

Shivaay looked at Anika with his widened blue eyes and she smiled sheepishly.

"Bhaiya save us. We saved your love story. We aren't even married yet." Rudra said in his usual over dramatic way. Om looked at his dumb brother's over acting. He was quiet because he thought Shivaay would obviously save them.

"Officer actually we.... Run Anika." Shivaay said and ran holding Anika's wrist as she ran with him with wide, shock filled eyes.

Om's eyes widened in shock as Rudra as usual started chanting his 'Bhaiya became paraya dhan' mantra. They looked at each other, horrified, and then at those police officers and then, they also ran after pushing the officers, as fast as they could.

THE END
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