"sannie!" wooyoung can't help himself when he beams, giggles, fucking humiliatingly squeals at the portrait opening up on his phone screen. he misses san — seeing the flawless sculpt of his cheekbones and the sleepy tussle of his hair and the sweet smile brightening his lips releases more serotonin than wooyoung's hormones have all week on this mundane wednesday evening.

"morning, my angel." sending wooyoung's heart rate tumbling, san's voice is rough with sleep. "did you just get home?"

"yeah! cobie 'n i went grocery shopping, so we're a bit late than usual." brows nearly meeting, wooyoung focuses as he props his phone atop his kitchen counter, and starts unpacking the first of their bags. "i swear, the entire day my head was just going 'san, san, san, san, sannie!' i missed you that much. honestly, i thought i was worshipping you," wooyoung perhaps exaggerates, expectingly. it's what he's best at, after all.

and he can't really complain when it makes san laugh, the sound like honey. his eyes disappear temporarily, as he sinks languidly into his pillows. god does wooyoung wish he was there with him.

"maybe i have you to thank, then, wooyo. it's a fucking miracle i woke up today."

wooyoung freezes. he doesn't have a say in the small frown etching into his mouth. "a miracle? why a miracle, bubs?"

"uni," is san's simple answer, laced with the complaint of a groan and the advent of creases in his forehead. although wooyoung feels relief loosen his next breath, his gaze on san doesn't render — despite the piles of groceries he assured jacob he'd organise.

"cute how we're on the same boat," wooyoung remarks, alongside an insightful sigh. then, "did something happen? or do you mean just, like, generally?"

"just generally," san murmurs, his eyelids falling shut. something about the sight has wooyoung's joints relaxing, too, and he really, really would like to plant a kiss or two over san's lashes. then perhaps some more.

"miss you," wooyoung slips out quietly. he catches san's eyes awaken, but avoids the attention, proceeding with getting all the fruits in one pile. how many pineapples can one man buy?

"i miss you, too, sweetheart." a small pause. "so much." just one look at the longing in san's gaze and the intimate look across his face hurts wooyoung's heart. san exhales a soft huff — glum. "plus — sleeping alone sucks, y'know."

wooyoung can't help an endeared smile. it struggles to fully reach his eyes. "yeah," he mutters, half-hearted. "i know."

although wooyoung finishes his chores upon nothing but the skirts of silence, san's presence is loud enough to sufficiently satisfy him. at some point, he slips out of his ruffled sheets and meanders toward the bathroom. from time to time, wooyoung halts what he's doing to simply look at san; he doesn't think a day will ever come when he's not ineffably stunned by the boy's beauty. not even a blink reaches wooyoung's eyelids as he watches san engage in the monotonous task of brushing his brows.

he's the most perfect thing wooyoung has ever seen, the most perfect thing wooyoung will ever see. and he's his. all his.

"baby. are you doing anything today?"

the question snaps wooyoung out of his daze. he realises he's staring, and for the sake of his dignity, he would much rather stay oblivious to how long for. "uh—" feeling his cheeks burn a shade of pink, wooyoung averts his gaze. "no." he shakes his head. "not really, i mean— i... i bought some hair dye. my lilac's turning weird n' i've been wanting to go back to my black for a while so. i dunno, though, i—"

"can we do it together?" san interrupts, albeit a soft request.

"huh?"

"our hairs." san looks at wooyoung like it's the most casual idea he's ever had when, really, wooyoung thinks it's enough to drive him insane. "i have some colours here — blue and purple, i think? better put them to use, no?"

"oh." wooyoung's heart has just set on fire, flames blazing his insides in the brightest hues of orange. "i— alright. sure, that sounds... nice."

"yeah?"

wooyoung nods at san, his just wanting to make sure face, and enthusiasm seeps involuntarily from him like a baleful tsunami. "yeah."

the smile that next graces san's lips causes even the lights of wooyoung's kitchen to appear dim.

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defeat glooms in san's eyes, imitating the doleful pout of his lips.

"sannie," wooyoung tries, inescapably fond. "bubs, hey. it's cute." it is fucking cute: wooyoung is almost upset he just discarded his own lilac hair, because god would matching with the most ethereal guy he's ever known fulfil his emotional needs immensely — and no, that does not mean lilac and purple are the same thing.

"it doesn't even look purple. it looks—" san's eyes widen at his reflection in sheer distraught. "oh my god, it looks grey. i look like someone's grandpa, wooyoung."

"san." wooyoung doesn't even care that he sounds like a primary school teacher scolding a kid right now. "don't even. i fucking love it. you look... beautiful. you always do."

a pause. then san's gaze flickers to wooyoung, twinkling with stars that usually belong in the night sky. perhaps they've found a new home tonight. "really?" san asks, in a voice far too small than wooyoung is accustomed to hearing.

it only makes him eight thousand times more determined in coaxing san to believe him. "really, my lover." within the small walls of his bedroom, wooyoung feels his heart inflate as he continues, pumping lovesick blood for the astonished pair of eyes staring right back at him. "it's bizarre to me that anyone could think otherwise — even you. you're always so pretty. honestly, i think... i think you're the prettiest person i've seen in my life, bubs. ever."

the look on san's face is worth every step wooyoung has taken this far in his nineteen years of living; he'll do it all over again to ensure that this san never leaves, that the stupefied, blissful smile playing timidly with his lips remains for eternity.

"also, you don't look like anyone's grandpa, sannie," wooyoung adds, smile whimsical. "i'd say you look more like a raspberry."

"wooyoung," san finally says, voice rushed. his eyes blink rapidly, the breath he exhales heavy, and—

"fuck. sannie, i—" wooyoung didn't want this to happen. he'd never want this to happen. "sannie, i'm sorry, i— i didn't mean— i just wanted to—"

"i love you." it's barely over a whisper, san's interjected confession, something near a murmur, delicate and full. full of adoration, of truth, full of devotion. san smiles at wooyoung, amidst the tears blighting his eyes, small. "i love you a lot, my wooyo. thank you." then san shakes his head, somewhat in distaste. "and quit worrying, for hell's sake. i can see it all over your face."

wooyoung laughs, closer to a giggle than anything else. "that's not enough to stop me," he says light-heartedly — but he means it. "i love you a lot, as well, sannie. i think you know that by now."

gleeful, san shrugs. "a reminder's always nice, though."

and when he grins, unbearably wide despite his sheepishness, wooyoung knows for certain he'd willingly give san as many reminders as he likes. he wouldn't mind losing his voice if that's what it needs to come to.

"then, take another one. i love you, san," wooyoung tells the boy, a pink, smiley mess. the urge to scratch san's chin, like you would to a kitten curled up in your lap, makes wooyoung's head want to implode out of frustration. because he can't, and it's so fucking unfair. he hates it. "you look—" wooyoung turns his gaze away. "you look really... cosy."

"cosy?" san repeats, and there's this notch in his voice that wooyoung's heard hundreds of times before: warm and adoring. "that just makes me wanna hold you, sweetheart."

"you should."

at the blunt response, san chuckles brightly. "hell, yeah, i should. and i will. don't worry about that, my angel."

"mmh." wooyoung tries to smile. but it comes off awkward and stiff and just not right. "i'll come to you soon, sannie," he mutters, eyes burning in longing. "i— i promise."

"baby," san says, and it doesn't help. the softness in his voice, the tenderness in his gaze. the love in his heart. "i know how much this fucking sucks, but we're alright. hm? yeah, it would be perfect if we were together right now, but that doesn't mean you need to feel bad because we're not. it's not your fault things are like this." san's voice quietens in intimacy. "you have me, my lover. you always will. so there's no rush in how long you get here, because nothing is going to change on my part. okay?"

wooyoung clears his tears in one swift motion of his palm. his movement almost frail, he nods his head. "okay, sannie," he whispers — somehow. but it's hard.

san understands, though. he always does.

"i'd wait a lifetime for you if i had to, wooyoung."

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woo_jung

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woo_jung fresh head >< gimme ur card details if u like it <3
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where_san_sings idk i think i'd give u a ring instead
| woo_jung AAHAWKDHDJJFDHBEHXJGE %#%!!?!!!!!!!!!! ... omg omg omfg

where_san_sings ur hands are pretty i need to kiss them
| woo_jung they'd be prettier elsewhere
   | where_san_sings really? what would u suggest then hm?
   | woo_jung AWVBDKFB STOP
   | where_san_sings u started it
   | woo_jung and i'm FINISHING IT SAN. fuck

beyonke i let u go home w jacob Once and u experience an identity crisis really?
   | woo_jung sannie says i look sexy so it was worth it
   | beyonke sadly that doesn't make u any less irresponsible

j.yun OH MY DUMBLEDORE U LOOK GOODDD
   | woo_jung thank you yun 🫣 could only say the same ab u bae

lifeonmars you're so cute i would happily give u my card details
   | woo_jung no youreeee so cute ily hwa
   | lifeonmars love you woo 🥰

jjongch how much should i bet you and san did your hairs together?
   | woo_jung ... pardon but he hasn't posted yet how do u know that
   | jjongch i have a functioning brain woo

everythingcoolwastaken uoulook dreadful
   | where_san_sings fucking ugly ass bitch shut your mouth
   | woo_jung HAHAHAHAHSGAHHAHAHAHAHHA fuck u bae joonyoung 😜😜😜😜😜😜

hongjoong.k u do realise that someone deranged will *actually* give u their details ...
   | woo_jung their loss
   | hongjoong.k facts the first thing you'd do is invest in a plane ticket
   | woo_jung money gives u happiness as they say!

sansvenus just dmed you bby 🥺🥺🥺

where_san_sings

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where_san_sings wooyo's started to call me a raspberry now

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woo_jung cus u are sannie! my pretty raspberry
   | where_san_sings ur going to kill me

woo_jung look so cosy here i might cry
   | where_san_sings this is ur third time saying that darling
   | woo_jung yeah it's that bad

lifeonmars WHEN DID YOU DYE YOUR HAIR
   | where_san_sings UM LIKE THIS MORNING?
   | lifeonmars WHY
   | where_san_sings BC WOOYO WAS DOING HIS AND I WANTED US TO DO IT TOGETHER #bonding
   | lifeonmars ok that's cute i'll let you off

crackerphobic how do you get hotter day by day
   | woo_jung stfu steph
   | where_san_sings wooyo answered that for u ig??

princessgi this lighting is not doing ur hair the justice it deserves
   | where_san_sings no ur right its lowk looking like i'm greying 😕

hongjoong.k did you steal my necklace again
   | where_san_sings why would u ask when the evidence is right in front of u 😇😇😇
   | hongjoong.k i am going to smother you san.
   | where_san_sings can i tell wooyo i love him first

beyonke y'all are mad disgusting /pos
   | where_san_sings thanks! so considerate of u 🤗

j.yun wailing rn can u hear
   | where_san_sings i think i'd prefer not to
   | j.yun yeah ..

everythingcoolwastaken the hair rmedinds me of an eggplant more rhan anuthing lese but woo's a little virgib what do you eveoct
   | where_san_sings i like kevin more than u
   | everythingcoolwastaken i liek kev more than you too you're not speical 😂😂

jjongch just marry each other already
   | where_san_sings don't worry abt that
   | jjongch pardon me?

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a/n: OMG OMG OMG.. hi

i missed posting on here So Much i'm so happy rn

confession time i wrote half of this at my neighbours wedding ceremony yesterday ... i make such a respectful and polite guest don't i!!

LISTEN i was bored bc i barely know these people and pissed off bc it was snowing and it melted in my hair and my bangs went ugly bc my curls came out so i have an excuse ok 😣😣😣

anyway look at this woosan pic wooyobites took I CRY!

i love my woosan and i love my clay so much 🤍