hongjoong created a chat with you, hwa, and jongho

hongjoong
don't even try to leave
bc i'll only give up adding you back when my fingers fall off

jongho
that is a bit odd hyung

me
agree

hongjoong
you do exist then?

me
when did i not??

hongjoong
so it's just san you treat like shit
got it

hwa
he doesn't mean it like that woo :/

hongjoong
whatever

hwa
we just want to help you guys fix things
this is clearly affecting you both and as your friends we're not going to let this just happen

me
idk what you're talking ab

hwa
i'm sorry what?

hongjoong
nah i was actually trying to be polite but fuck you wooyoung
if you think you're playing a little joke here just know that you'll have competition in no time.

me
is it not obvious that idw to talk ab it?

hongjoong
does it look like i care??

me
idk sorta thought u would

hongjoong
my best friend is hurting bc of you
the very last thing i could give a fuck abt is how you feel

me
i didn't mean to do that to him

hongjoong
you're telling me you completely ditched him without a word and after days still refuse to answer any of his texts or calls despite seeing all of them and thought he wouldn't be hurt by it in the slightest?
after everything that's been going on between the two of you?

me
how was i meant to think of that whilst i was literally/
how was i meant to/
that wasn't my first thought no

hongjoong
are you a fucking child wooyoung?

hwa
joongie we promised san we'd be nice

hongjoong
okay and???
he doesn't deserve it.

hwa
we don't know enough to decide that

me
no he's right hwa

hongjoong
so you aren't dense?
why isn't that a relief

me
i didn't realise at the time how upset sannie'd get
selfish of me i know
but i've figured that out now
that i fucked up
so you're right i don't deserve u to be nice to me

hwa
woo :(

me
pls don't hwa
i did this to myself it's fine

hongjoong
but for what
why would you just leave him like that?
that's what i struggle to understand the most

me
we twinning lol

hongjoong
what?
you're such a mess wooyoung
you could've just told him you didn't want the kiss like a normal person would yk

hwa
joong please stop it now

me
sannie thinks i didn't want it?

hongjoong
well yeah?
i mean why else would you have done that

me
but i did want to/
but i/
oh

hongjoing
"oh"????
what the fuck does that mean

me
nvm
it's nothing

hwa
you can trust us
you know that right?

jongho
pft i don't think he's gonna want to after this

hongjoong
why are y'all acting as if san isn't fucking losing himself bc of this guy?
idc there's no way what he did can be justified
it's not as if someone died or smth istg

me
lmao how can u be so certain of that

hwa
wait what
please tell me that's just a stupid joke

hongjoong
it came from wooyoung
tell me what more or less you expect

me
hilarious

jongho
guys
i'll be honest i didn't really want to get too involved in all of this
but i don't think he's just joking

me
alas we have someone w fucking sense

hongjoong
shit
i'm sorry

me
it doesn't matter

hongjoong
i don't mean to be invalidating or anything like that but how does that even link to any of this?

me
"i don't mean to be invalidating or anything like that but—" no u are

hongjoong
by asking you a simple question?

me
simple??
bc trauma is the fucking epitome of simple right?

jongho
hongjoong hyung
please leave it now

hongjoong
i thought you wanted to know what made him do this to san?

jongho
of course i do
but you're going way too far now
the least you can do is just respect him

hongjoong
fine

me
thanks jongho

jongho
it's no problem
i had to repay you for your help a few weeks ago somehow

me
yeah ig

hwa
woo?

me
are u okay hwa? kinda disappeared lmao

hwa
i should be the one asking you that
i'm really so sorry

me
it's fine

hwa
but it's not
i know it's not

me
u don't have to worry ab it tho honestly

hwa
does san know ab the whole trauma thing by any chance?

me
oh
bits of it yeah

hwa
right okay
sorry if that was weird of me to ask i was just wondering

me
you're going to speak to him aren't u?

jongho
do you study psychology or something

hwa
sorry woo :|
i know you probably don't want that but i can't help it
he's my friend

me
don't be i get it
and no i do not jongho
thank the heavens for that science is the farthest thing from my forte

jongho
gasp why
i love science!

me
automatically invalid.

jongho
you!!

me
no!!!

hwa
kids confuse me

me
hello???
we're both fucking legal boomer ass

hwa
boomer? 😔

me
u just "kids"ed a pair of adults

hwa
it's not my fault you act like a pair of them

jongho
i'm not a fucking kid

me
omgosh seonghwa n jongho brawl?

hwa
even if i had a reason i wouldn't want to

me
why not 🤼‍♂️🤼‍♂️

hwa
he's like my child i can't do that

jongho
no
i am not.

me
brawl!!!

hwa
no!!!

me
wowie did the boomer disintegrate

hongjoong
how do you even know what disintegration is

me
do u have smth against me or is it everyone u act like this with

hongjoong
a bit of both

me
eh understandable

hongjoong
self deprecation core uwu

me
btw uhm
is sannie okay?/
is/
how is sannie doing?

jongho
0 to 100 real quick

me
sorry ik that was rly sudden i just
idk i think i'd do better with an answer to it so

hongjoong
ah
well he's definitely coping

hwa
lots of loona

jongho
lots of yves

me
right
well ik how much they mean to him so i hope they're keeping him company

hongjoong
not enough according to wtv he sees in you but yeah they're doing him good dw

me
a bit conflicting to the ears
i think i just shouldn't say anyth to that

hongjoong
mhm

me
uhm
was there anyth else u needed from me? or

hwa
wanna leave already? </3

me
nono it's not like that
i just need to head to practice soon

jongho
i almost forgot that you dance
pretty cool of you tho

hwa
^ definitely!
i'm sure getting some practice in would be good for you so don't let us stop you :D

me
thanks guys
i'll speak to u soon

jongho
for sure

hwa
take care woo!
seen

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a/n: it'll get better soon i promise 😭😭