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sannie
hi wooyo <3
hopefully this doesn't come across as weird or anything
but i was just reminded of ur dance solo we talked a lot ab
ur performing in a few days aren't u?
sending u all my luck for then!
u probably don't need it tho bc i'm sure you're going to do fantastic
you've practiced rly hard and ik for sure it'll pay off :))
i have to go now, joong's outside w hwa
ik they only mean well taking me out for dinner but idk
it makes me feel so bad eating all that yk
ah sorry idk what made me say that
i'll talk to u later wooyo
seen

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ur uncles side bitches

me
sannie's texted me again

kev
let me guess
u didn't reply?

me
you know i can't kev

cob
no you can
you jsut think yoy cant

kev
exactly and there's a pretty big difference between the two

me
why did i even tell u guys

kev
moonbaeism

me
what

cob
and yoire our first and buggest believer

me
i don't mean to piss in ur coffee but that's the last cult i'll ever be joining

kev
u sound v sure abt that
strange bcuz compulsively lying is actually our first requirement 😆‼️

cob
you were way ahead of our time too witb that shit ahout how "san is just a freiend teehee shy giggle giggle"

kev
oh goodness baby u ever thought abt cosplaying before?

me
i hope u get a speeding ticket jacob
"teehee shy giggle giggle" what tf does that mean???!?

kev
how much self awareness can one lack

me
i do not lack self awareness.

cob
incorrecr ovservation

me
go back to elementary skl bitchass

kev
ah yes bcuz u're definitely in a position to give one such advice

me
hello my grammar is perfectly fine???

kev
ur ability to communicate isn't
just talk to him woo
what's the worst that could happen? u having to spend money on another flight to sk?

me
it's actually sannie wanting nothing to do w me anymore! 🤗🤗

cob
see thsi is what i don't gwt
not inly is that pretty much improssibel to begin with don't uou need to ahev done him bad forthat to happen anwyay??

me
this ladies and gentleman, the inbetweens and none of the above's, is what i call the biggest contradiction in history

kev
and u fucked up how? bcuz ur ptsd was triggered??
pls just give urself a break woo

me
it's sm more than just that tho kev
i shouldn't have thought ab yeosang like that
not when i was literal seconds away from kissing sannie
i thought you out of everyone would understand how fucking wrong that is

kev
who is yeosang to you?

me
uh excuse you
do u have amnesia or smth why are u asking me that lol

kev
if it means you'll answer then yes let's pretend i do
what is he to you rn?

me
idk my friend?
my best friend yeah
well he's dead now obvs but u get the gist
just bc he isn't here anymore doesn't mean that's changed
i can't imagine finding a friend like him again
no moonbae shade tho ofc

kev
see?

me
see what??
i said no moonbae shade

kev
no no not that bff
reread what u just said abt him
u don't view him in a romantic way anymore
not automatically at least

me
oh
i didn't realise that

kev
but w/ singer boy on the other hand

me
shut up

kev
exactly

me
i didn't even say anything?????!??

cob
neither did he byt you gwtting all defensive proves otheriwse

me
how am i getting defensive???
i swear u guys are so annoying

cob
"how much self awareness can one lack" - kevin moon, sometimes known as moon hyungseo, my lovely intelligent boyfriend, six minutes ago <3

me
if there's one thing cobie's gonna do right it's correctly spell everyth related to kev huh

cob
absoleotely

kev
and he's back 🤞🤞

cob
hey
what does that meean
ar you implyinf that i'm wrong fir callinf you my lively and intelligesnt biyfreind

kev
no my love of course not!
in fact i very appreciate u taking the time to spell correctly when regarding me

me
i just gagged

kev
oh fuck you

me
pls enlighten me on how the couple who're giving me relationship advice act like... that

cob
relatuinhsip advice you say?
😉😉😉

me
i thought it was obvious now that i lik/
i thought it was/
relationships can be platonic too

cob
mhm

kev
but u gonna text him or not?

me
how many times do i have to say
i
fucking
can't
.

kev
actually u fucking can

me
n what makes u think that?

kev
u haven't even tried woo
how can u judge the result of something if u haven't even tried it out yet?

me
maybe bc i have common fucking sense

cob
do u rly tho?

me

kev
false i can say

cob
heh thanks

me
get this out of my face pls

kev
never 😢😢
hmm unless u text singer boy 

me
i'm used to third wheeling as it is

kev
oh my god
idk him anywhere close to how well u do but even i can tell u that he'd understand
he cares abt u so unbelievably much
trust me woo
if there's one thing i'm certain abt when it comes to that mf it's that he'd hear u out in a heartbeat
why is that so hard for u to believe

me
idk
i just
i don't want to scare him

cob
that'd never happrn

me
u don't know that

cob
but i do
he's already knwon you for monthsand on top of tgat somehwo fell for uoy as well
if anythinf thats the scariest thinf that he coudk ever edperience so i'm suer hes liek immune by now

me
i thought u were going to therapy me again like yesterday but okay
just fantabulous cobie!

cob
tahts the best i could do sorry
but on a more seorious note

me
i don't want it

kev
reminder u're talking to jacob bae.
ur opinion isn't available to be taken into account

cob
if opening uo abt yeosanf and ur ptsd is what's scarring youv then i'd like to convicne yoy that there's reallt no need for tagt woo
hes wither going to undetstand or not undetstand
if he doeswthen fuckinf great ofc
but if he doesn't you dodgrd a huge ass bullet on taht one
the last perisn you want to associate yoaurself with is a man who disregards your mentyal health
let alone wantinf to date that samr man
so even tgough the worst case scenariyo isnf what you want texhnically you'll have gained soemthing with it too

me
did u take his phone kev

kev
i know how to fucking spell

me
ohh true

cob
woah did i do tagt good?

me
i mean i kinda liked hearing that so
perhaps

kev
u did great bby <33

me
hm

kev
look at that even he agrees

cob
ykure so very wleicme

kev
i rly hope u think abt what cobie said woo

me
i'll try to
i know sannie isn't that type of person but i/
i know sannie isn't/

cob
okay so that's a no
great

me
i'm sorry

kev
that's the last thing u need to be
at least to us

me
i know
i should apologise to him
right?
for panicking like that
for leaving him
he deserves it
but i can't
i can't talk to him i rly can't do that
fuck

kev
woo
pls come home

me
i still need to practice some more

kev
i don't care

me
but i do
i can't fuck this up

kev
i know how important this solo is to u but u aren't in the right headspace to be alone rn
it's getting late too

me
im fine tho wdym
i'll be home in an hour or so prolly

kev
wooyoung please

me
i'll see u guys then

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