it was the day of the party, i decided to wear a cheerleader costume. it was my old high school cheerleader costume. it took me 15 minutes to prepare, Jungkook insisted on being my driver throughout the day. Jungkook's Halloween costume was Deadpool's attire, he looked quite attractive.

for the first few minutes the drive was silent, we didn't say anything to each other until i remembered Namjoon's advice. i decided to speak to Jungkook but i didn't want us to argue which left me with no choice but to keep quiet.

after the 10 minute drive we reached the office building, Jungkook parked the car on the far end. i got out of the car and made my way to the building, on my way to the office building i saw some of my coworkers. their outfits looked great. i then saw Jenny, her outfit was Wonder Woman. she looked nice, not as nice as mine.

i reached the building and it was filled, i knew that some of my coworkers brought either their friend or partner with them because i noticed that i didn't recognize some people.

i then made my way to the lounge area, that area was packed with people. i scanned the room and saw Namjoon with a woman beside him, i assumed that it was his wife. he seemed uninterested that she came with him, his wife looked beautiful. she had nice long black hair that reached her waist, she had plump lips which were pink. her eyes were captivating, i would kill to have her eyes. i immediately felt insecure, i was nowhere near that attractive.

i felt a pair of eyes looking back at me, i snapped back into reality and saw Namjoon staring at me. i looked back at his wife and left the lounge area, as i was about to leave i bumped into someone.

"i'm so sorry." i looked up at the person and it was Christopher Bang.

"no worries darling, are you okay? you seem on edge." he sounded concerned.

"i'm alright, i just feel nervous. i have social anxiety."

"oh i'm sorry, do you have a date?" he asked.

"no i don't have anyone unfortunately."

"why not? can i be your date then? we don't have to kiss or anything, we're just going to be around each other and keep each other company since i'm also lonely." he then awkwardly laughed.

"sure, you seem nice to be around with." i stood next to him and hooked my right arm around his left arm. we then made our way inside the lounge area, i knew Namjoon was staring at us but i didn't seem to care until i thought about the kiss. i managed to pull myself together and put on my happy face.

Chris introduced me to friends, although we all worked together, i never spoke to none of them other than work related stuff. they were such characters, they already told me Chris's embarrassing situations. i told them about myself and they asked me questions, some were pointless questions which i didn't seem to mind.

as we all spoke i could feel a presence behind me, i saw Changbin look over me and smirked.

"Mr Kim! you look ravishing sir." Chris and his friends laughed, Chris turned around and i did the same. Namjoon was behind us, he was wearing a video game character's costume. he was wearing Nathan Drake's costume. he looked really good looking up close, what made me like his choice of costume was the fact that Nathan Drake was my favorite video game character. "why thank you, Spiderman." he replied sarcastically which made us chuckle.

"are you guys having fun so far?" he asked. we all agreed. we all briefly spoke for 5 minutes, "i'm sorry to be rude Mr Bang but mind if i steal Ari for a minute? i'll bring her back." Chris chuckled, "yes sir you can, treat her with care though." he demanded then chuckled right after. "i will, don't worry." Namjoon assured him.

i followed Namjoon into the crowd, "Ari, go to my office. i'll come after you." i awkwardly nodded and discreetly made my way to Namjoon's office.

after 5 minutes Namjoon entered his office, he locked the door behind him and closed the blinds. he then turned to me, "Ari, how are you?" he asked.

"i'm good, how are you?"

"i'm good too." he replied. "so what? are you with Chris now?" he asked. i rolled my eyes and chuckled. "no, he insisted on being my date just for today."

"what about Jungkook?"

i took a deep sigh, "Namjoon please, let's not talk about him. i don't want to feel a certain way."

"oh, i'm sorry... another thing, why were you staring at Nina?"

i raised an eyebrow, i was confused. "Nina? who's Nina?" i asked sounding curious.

"my wife."

then it hit me, he saw me staring at his wife. i was busted. "she's beautiful, i love her eyes."

"well i love your eyes." i blushed, i rolled my eyes.

he walked closer to me, i felt giddy on the inside. "i loved our kiss, was it your first time?" he asked.

i nodded in approval, "i find that hard to believe, you were so good. us massaging our tongue together was the amazing part." i remembered our kiss which made me smile shyly, i couldn't maintain eye contact with him.

"sit on the desk please." i did what he said, he stood in between my legs. he wrapped his arms around my lower back, close to the top half of my butt. i didn't know what to do with my hands, this felt new to me. i somewhat didn't feel uncomfortable, just on edge that someone would pop up.

"so, describe yourself in three words." he sparked up a random question. "lazy, innocent and quiet."

"lazy? how if you're the most hardworking person i know?"

"i hate running. i hate exercising." he chuckled at my response. "well we're going to have a problem." he joked.

"how?" i asked sounding curious.

"i don't want my wife to be unfit, she needs to gym like me."

"wife? Namjoon you already have a wife." i laughed at him.

"i know i know but can't i have a second one?" i gently slapped him which made him chuckle thereafter.

we spoke about little things, this somewhat made me even more comfortable. i wrapped my arms around his neck which rested on top of either said, we were in a position that would be somewhat easier for us to kiss. Namjoon gaze fell on my lips, it was like he was reminiscing about what happened two days ago. he leaned forward and kissed me, the feelings and emotions i experienced before came back again.

the pace was slow until i could tell he was filled with an immense desire, he sucked my bottom lip. without being aware about any thing i inserted my tongue into his mouth, i craved for his tongue, he got the idea and he inserted his tongue into my mouth as well. this resulted in our tongues being massaged together. he swirled his tongue around mine. this made me blush, i stopped kissing him because i giggled. i didn't maintain eye contact after what he did, he gently gripped my chin and proceeded with gently lifting my head to look at him.

''what's wrong? did you like it?'' he asked while he had a smirk on his face. ''yes i do.'' i mumbled, he chuckled. ''come on baby, just get used to it.'' hearing him call me baby made me feel butterflies in my stomach, he leaned forward and kissed me again but this time the pace grew. i had to adapt to it.

the kiss felt more intimate, this caused me to crave for him. he picked me up and made his way to the leather couch, he broke away from the kiss and gently put me down on the couch in a seating position, before he could continue he asked if he could take off his costume. i didn't mind, he backed away and began to take off his costume, he was done removing the top half of his costume. he found myself staring at his perfectly toned abs, he the removed the pants which made him only left with his boxers on. he walked over to me and knelt down, "i'll be gentle with you, stop me if i'm making you uncomfortable." i nodded in approval. before he could continue i stopped him, i was slightly nervous about what was going to happen. ''Namjoon, i'm nervous.'' he cupped both of my cheeks with both of his hands on either side, ''don't worry baby, i'll take care of you properly. please trust me with your body, i know this seems wrong but this is part of my love for you.'' i felt better, i began to loosen up. he kissed me on my right cheek and continued.

he took off my top, leaving my brassiere exposed, his hands traveled down to my crouch area, his slide his hands under my skirt and gently removed my underwear, he placed it beside him. he told me to lift my legs and place my heels on the couch to give him easy access in which i did.

he stared at my private part, he could tell he was filled with hunger and a bunch of desires.

he started playing with my clitoris by gently flickering it, this made me gasp. it was such a new yet euphoric feeling, his finger then moved slightly down, he was searching for the entrance with his index finger, after a few seconds he found it. he inserted his index finger and pulled it out, he was surprised at how wet i was.

"why so wet baby? you seem like you been wanting this, or do i make you wet?" he then gently inserted his middle and ring finger inside my entrance. i moaned which made him chuckle. he penetrated his fingers inside me at a slow pace but i wanted him to go faster, "faster plea- please." i begged.

"already? okay baby, whatever you desire." he picked up his pace. this triggered a wave of euphoria, the feeling was amazing. i didn't want him to stop, he was really good at what he was doing. my moans got louder and louder, i didn't seem to care if anyone walked past or was outside. at that moment it was me and Namjoon pleasuring me.

minutes later i could feel myself reaching my climax, "i'm about to-" Namjoon quickly removed his fingers which caused my climax to slowly fade away. i was frustrated, i didn't understand why he stopped. all of a sudden i felt my body being laid down on the couch, my back was touching the sofa and Namjoon was on top of me, i couldn't seem to think properly after being pleasured by Namjoon.

"again, please trust me. i won't hurt you, stop me if you feel uncomfortable.'' he assured me, i nervously smiled at him.

Namjoon entered his dick inside my entrance, i jolted in pure shock. he kept penetrating his dick to be inserted inside me fully, i looked down at his dick and saw that it was too big for me to take in. after penetrating for nearly a minute he finally inserted it as a whole.

we set a pace for us to adapt to, as time when our moans got louder and louder. his moans were music to my ears. i found myself digging my fingers into his back, causing him to jolt forward he stopped, he took both of my hands and pinned them on the couch over my head and continued thereafter.

he leaned over to my left ear, ''your moans are lovely baby, it turns me on even more.'' he whispered, his raspy voice triggered a moan out of my mouth. ''do you like it so far baby?'' i agreed by murmuring the word ''yes'' he inserted whole member inside me, i felt immense pressure. i let out a loud moan followed by curse words, it felt like i had a knot in my stomach.

we were about to reach our climax, we lost out rhythm that we had in the beginning due to the euphoric feeling and pleasure. i felt light-headed , Namjoon was drowning in pleasure. we both were heavily breathing, Namjoon let out a loud moan with a mixture of curse words, i knew that he had an org*sm. i too had an org*sm due to the pleasure i felt.

he removed his dick and got off me, i turned to my right side and tucked my knees. i wasn't sure about what he was doing but after a few minutes he gently rolled me over, ''get up baby, we should get going.'' i got i from the couch, he handed me my top, i put it on including my underwear. before i could leave he held onto my left arm, he leaned forward and kissed me. he pulled away, ''thank you for trusting me baby, i know you are feeling a wave of mixed emotions and feelings but you will eventually get over it. promise me that this will stay between us?'' i promised that i wouldn't mention a word to anyone, he wrapped his arms around me. ''please don't go, i want to stay here with you.'' he begged. i assured him that we would be around each other again. he smiled at me and gave me one last kiss.

we backed away, i made my way towards the door, i left his office and made my way back to Christopher.

A/N:
♡what do you guys think about this chapter?
♡this chapter is also long and i apologize for that.
♡this was my first time writing smut, how is it?
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