Dear Zayn,

I'm not sure why I'm still so upset with you. Maybe it was how you did it, the letter and the money and the excuses. It's obvious you've lost touch with reality and the day to day struggle of the average person. I've just completed my first full year of university. I should be excited, relieved to have one under my belt, and looking forward to the next year. But I'm not.

Instead I'm missing the good times in life, struggling to keep everything together. I'm stressed about keeping up with classes for another year because I barely did this year. And the classes are just getting harder. But most of all, I miss the friend I thought I had, the one who took the time to listen to my heart while also sharing his.

I just can't figure out how you somehow managed to read five of the letters and missed the sixth. And I can tell which one based what you never mentioned. To be honest, if you didn't really see it I'd be relieved. I almost didn't send it. In fact I debated so long whether or not to send it, I'm one hundred percent positive I did. I felt so nervous when I mailed it, wondering what you'd say. But you've said nothing, which I think was my greatest fear.

That's why I'm done. I can't do this anymore. If you're the guy I think you are, you'll respect my choice. The worst thing about all of this is that I feel like I've lost that guy. That friend. I just can't take the disappointment anymore.

Goodbye, Zayn.

Sara

^^^^^

She's so sad! That's what's left when the anger burns away, you're left with pain. I don't know about you, but I'm hoping Zayn comes through for her.

A few more letters to go!!