Dear Sara,

Please don't do this. I know you're mad, and honestly I'm not sure how we even got to this point. I feel literally sick thinking of this, and it rolls in my mind constantly. I'm sorry you were offended by the money, but please read why I sent it.

You want actions, not words. I disagree. My words are my soul, as you've stated yourself. The things I put down on paper, for you, are thoughts that I've not shared with anyone else. They mean more than any actions could. Which is why I realize how my cold words in that terrible letter must have felt. And congratulations by the way, I think your cold words won the prize, much better done than mine.

I've taken all of your words to heart, and the money was sent because of it. I could feel your exhaustion, your being overwhelmed, in each of those secret letters. You've worked hard, and I do know what that's like after watching my mom do the same for so long. I try to take care of her now, since my success. I just wanted to do the same for you. It wasn't a payoff, or an apology.

Well, yeah it was an apology but can you blame me? I don't know what else to do to make you understand. Or believe me. I'm not giving up. This will not be the last letter. So get comfortable, there will be more to say, much more.

Very sincerely,

Zayn

^^^^^

He sure is determined! Hopefully that will pay off 😏

Ok, author confession. I dug myself into a plot hole with a few things, but this week IN THE MIDDLE OF THE NIGHT I woke up and figured out how to climb back out!!! Yay for filling plot holes!! Which means there are about four or five letter to go...I think. Lol!!! Thanks for reading!