Dear Zayn,

My hands are shaking so please excuse my horrible penmanship. I'm still trying to believe that what happened is real and not in my imagination.

But it has to be real because my imagination is not that good, no matter how many creative writing classes I take!

I wanted to sit down and put all of my thoughts and feelings on paper before they're gone. Before the intensity fades and it's all just a fuzzy memory, no matter what you said to me just now, I can't let myself believe this will ever happen again. I would be too crushed otherwise, because how could this possibly ever be repeated. It can't.

When the knock at the door sounded, my heartbeat became quite rapid. Having your bodyguard in my house, making sure it was okay for you to enter had already done a number on my nerves. Knowing you were on the other side of the door, standing on my front porch waiting for me to open the door...I almost wasn't able to turn the knob I was shaking so much.

Let me say again, I believe you. Every crazy thing you've said about the ex girlfriend and the hidden letter, I believe you. It has to be true if you knew those things I wrote. I was horrified when you brought it up, about my feelings and wondering if whatever we had could be something more. How embarrassing to have that conversation face to face!

But when you shooed the bodyguard out of the room, and my giggling mother was made to follow him, and you spoke from your heart, I melted. You've melted me, and I long ago decided that very emotion was impossible for me to feel.

I can still feel how your hand felt wrapped around mine, how warm and secure your arms were as they pulled me close. The tingles on my lips haven't left since the second your lips captured them. At that moment, you were just a guy who I had dreamed about knowing, not a mega star that was untouchable. You were yourself, and I'm so glad that I've had the privilege to know the real you, not the persona. It was just like your letters, only better. So much better.

If I haven't said it before, let me say it now. Thank you. And I promise to keep writing <3

Love,

Sara

^^^^^

What do you think? Zayn pulled out all the stops to win Sara back. But was it just for more letters???

A few more to go!! 😘