Bois???? 12k???? I love you all so much.

Evan woke up with a headache. He went to go back to sleep when he realized he was in his own bed. He remembered the events of the evening and the way Connor had reacted.

He got drunk, and stoned, for the first time. Jared was in love with him, they kissed. Connor was... Upset.

Evan reached for his phone, checked the time– 11:48 – and dialed Connors number.

BEEP

It didn't ring, or go to voicemail. He tried again.

BEEP

Connor had blocked his number. Evan decided to try messaging him. He was blocked on Instagram, Facebook, and Connor no longer showed up in his Snapchat friends. He closed his eyes and breathed deeply. Connor was erasing him from his life.

Evan scratched at the back of his neck, leaving red marks. He laid back down and thought about life.

Meanwhile, Connor sat in his bedroom. He was drawing a landscape, flowers and animals and naked people smoking. He was stoned. Really really stoned. He kept thinking over what Evan said, how he'd almost kissed back. He didn't want to deal with it, so he just blocked him.

He had been crying over him for a solid three hours before starting his drawing though.

Jared had taken another unopened bottle of liquor and was drinking it alone in his room.

The boys all sat alone with their thoughts, wanting to call each other. Jared finally made the plunge, and called Evan.

Evan jumped as his phone started ringing. He saw who it was and almost let it ring out, but quickly answered at the last second.

"Hello?"
"I'm sorry."
"Okay. So you should be."
"Have you told Connor?"
"Of course."
"What'd he *hiccup* say?"
"I don't know. He's blocked me."
"I'm sorry."
"You said that."
"yeah but.. I'm really fucking sorry." Jared's voice cracked on the other line and Evans brow furrowed with worry.
"I know."
"Can we just... Forget it happened?"
"Not yet. Eventually."
"I love you Evan."
"I know."
Silence
"I'm sorry too." Evan said. "I'm gonna go now."
"Okay."
"Bye Jared." He said, and hung up. Evan tried to think of ways to contact Connor and apologize, or see how he was feeling at least.

He finally decided to message him on the only account he wasn't blocked from, @nsfwEH.

He hadn't let Connor follow that page yet, and wasn't planning on it, but he was desperate.

please call me Connor OK?

Evan sent the message and went back to sleep, deciding to waste away his Saturday.

Three hours later, he was watching YouTube, unable to sleep, when he got a DM.

Hi "Connor OK?"

Evan didn't know whether to laugh or cry. He was happy Connor had responded, and in a joking way; but on the other hand, he had betrayed Connors trust, and if he couldn't forgive himself for it, how could he expect Connor to?

I miss you

Connor began typing right away

You saw me this morning

I miss you. I miss talking to you. I don't want you to be angry at me.

I don't want to be angry but if I dont feel angry then I'll feel sad, and I'm like a depressed hulk

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You wouldn't like me when I'm sad

Evan stifled a laugh, tears welling in his eyes.

Please call me?

Let me follow this account and I will

Evan immediately went to his notifications and accepted Connor's follow request. He was in the middle of typing a reply when his phone rang, the contact "❤🌹" appearing on his screen.

"Connor?" Evan asked quickly, as soon as the phone hit his ear. The other line was quiet for a second before he replied "Hey."
"I'm sorry."
"Are you?" Evan was taken aback
"O-of course!"
"So why did you kiss back?"
"I didn't.... I didn't mean to."
"But you did?"
"For a second." Connor fell silent again "Connor?"
"Yeah?"
"Please please come over? My mums not home until tomorrow. We can talk about stuff."
"I don't know. I think I just need some time."
"Are you s-sure b-"
"Bye Evan." Connor said, hanging up. Evan wasn't sure if he was just hearing things, but he could swear he heard Connors voice crack.

Evan spent the rest of the afternoon doing homework. Until, at Quarter past seven, he heard a familiar car engine out the front of his house.