Sorry it took so long, I was really busy with a performance the last couple of weeks. Thanks so much for 11k reads :D Please dont hate me, I promise it gets better soon (This is Ben Drew's friend writing this part I'm not a fan of DEH but I actually wanted to punch Drew after the last chapter so if you do hate him I back you up also follow @brenmiester on Instagram ❤❤❤)

Evan inhaled sharply in surprise as his and Jared's lips met. He kissed back, the alcohol making his mind fuzzy, but pulled away after no longer than two seconds. He stared into Jareds eyes and watched them fill with tears "Evan I..." Evan jumped up and ran out of the room, stumbling. "Evan!" Jared called, following him into the loungeroom.
"What the fuck was that?"
"I'm sorry."
"What about Connor? Is this to get back at him for something!?"
"No! No it's not like that!"
"Then what is it li-"
"I'm in love with you!" Jared cried.

Both boys stood there silently, staring at one another. "I..uh... I d-don't understand."
"I'm in love with you, idiot. I fucking love you and I have for years and... And suddenly Connor comes along and now you're gay?"
"I've been gay the whole time." Evan said quietly
"Just not for me."
"I didn't know!"
"Yes you did! You did, because... Because otherwise why did you kiss Connor?"
"....Because..... He's my boyfriend.."
"In middle school."
Evan was shocked. "You saw that?"
"Why do you think I went home early? I felt sick. I was fucking heartbroken and I didn't realise."
"Jared I d-didn't.... I.... This isn't my fault. I didn't make you love me. I didn't kiss you. YOU kissed ME. I'm going home." Evan grabbed his bag and walked outside, slamming the door behind him. Jared stood in the same spot in his loungeroom, silently crying.

Evan grabbed his phone out of his pocket and dialled Connor's number quickly. One ring, two rings. Evan was about to hang up when a sleepy Connor answered the phone "Hey baby." Connor whispered gruffly.
"Oh d-did I wake you I'm, fuck, I'm so sorry."
"shhh sweetie, it's alright. Are you okay?"
"I... Uh...." Evan heard Jared crying inside, and broke down into sobs of his own.
"Evan? Babe?" He cried more, his body trembling. It was cold outside, and dark, and he didn't want to be drunk anymore. "Have you been drinking?"
"Mmhm."
"With Jared?" Connor asked, Evan sobbed in response
"Do you want me to come get you?"
Evan controlled his breathing and managed to get out a "y-yes p-p-please.."
"I'll be at Jared's in five. Stay safe."

Evan sat on Jared's front step, thinking about what just happened. His mind was fuzzy and he couldn't focus on anything other than what just happened, and what his boyfriend would say.

He was so focused that he didn't notice when Connors car pulled into the driveway. He jumped at the sight of Connors feet on the pavement in front of his and tried to leap up and hug him. Instead, he stumbled and fell onto him.

"You're way drunker than I thought." Connor said, smiling. Evan looked down "And high." Connor laughed and gave the other boy a kiss. Evan kissed back, arms wrapped tightly around Connors neck. He held himself up by holding on to Connor.

They kissed deeply until Evan started to cry "Baby, what's wrong?" Connor asked, pulling away, brows furrowed.
Evan breathed in deeply "Can.. Can you p-please t-take me home?" Connor nodded and kissed the other boys forehead, wrapping his arm around his waist and helping him walk to the car.

The car ride was entirely silent, except for quiet music on the radio. When they got back to Evan's house, Connor walked around and opened the car door for Evan, opened the front door for Evan, opened the bedroom door for Evan, then brought him inside and sat him on the bed.

They cuddled in silence, both laying on top of the bed. Evan kissed Connor slowly and tenderly, wrapping his hands around the back of his neck. Evan reached down to grab Connors ass, but Connor moved Evans hand away.

Evan pulled away and looked at him in surprise. "You're drunk." Connor explained
"I'm also horny."
"Evan, we're not doing that when you're drunk."
"Why not?
"You can't consent, you dummy. You'd remember that if you were sober." Evan pouted and stared into Connors eyes "what's wrong?"
"I'm horny."
"No, like, what's wrong, tonight? You're upset."
Evan closed his eyes and took a shaky breath.
"Promise you won't be mad." Evan whispered, eyes still closed
"What happened?"
"I... We.... J-jared.."
"Jared what?"
"Kissed me." silence "he kissed me and... And I almost k-kissed back but only for a s-second."

Evan held his breath, waiting for Connors reply. "Baby?" Evan queried; he was frightened.
"I'm gonna go home now Evan." Connor said quietly and began to stand up.
"Connor?"
"Good night Evan." Connor said, walking to the bedroom door
"Please.."
"Sleep well." Connor walked out without another word, and a few seconds later, Evan heard his car start.

Evan was still too drunk to comprehend anything, so he just cried for a while, and went to sleep.