Another poem about 'Don't judge me' being used as a justification. With this poem, there are a lot more justifications. Sadly, it causes sins to grow bigger and bigger. But know that no matter how badly you're living your life, you can always change. Make that change now before it's too late because even tomorrow can possibly be too late.

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It started with little lies to get out of doing good

I wanted some fun, I was just misunderstood.

But Islam was in my heart so don’t judge me!

I said I was going to pray Isha

Instead went out to smoke some shisha.

But my intentions weren’t bad so don’t judge me!

I wanted to be pretty so I took the hijab off my head

And painted my bare face with colours such as red.

But the hijab was inside so don’t judge me!

Got friendly with the guys and batted my lashes

Walking the catwalk, loving the flashes.

But I knew my limits so don’t judge me!

Packing my things I see blue eyed Ryder outside waiting

I was going to run away with the man I was dating.

But we were so in love so don’t judge me!

Accidentally got pregnant so I had an abortion

I didn’t want to blow my body out of proportion.

But I saved the child from a fatherless life so don’t judge me!

Began to feel sick so I went to get checked out

Doctor said I had HIV, what was he talking about?

I was going to die?

What?

My heart sunk, I had no justifications left to give

But Allah is merciful, will he forgive?

I had sinned so much, lost my faith completely

Soon I’d be covered in white shrouds so neatly.

Why did I let Shaytan convince me I wasn’t being bad?

When I knew deep down the truth told by dad.

He taught me everything, all the guidance was there

While I turned away and didn’t even care.

Don’t judge me, I said to every person

Only making the sins in my life worsen.

If only I could take away every such thought

Maybe today, I wouldn’t be so completely distraught.

Will Allah forgive me, have I gone too far?

Only his judgment would tell, for now it was au revoir.

I sweat as I feared my undeniable fate

Death is going to consume me in this horrific state.

I waited too long to turn my life around

I shivered knowing soon I’m going to be under the ground.