Khushi waited outside the airport. As soon as she saw him, she rushed towards him and hugged him tight as if holding on to her life. Arnav smiled and wrapped his arms around her without caring the people looking at their PDA.

"Finally your are back Arnav. I missed to more than anything in my life. I have lots to tell you. A lot means mean a lot of things." She said hugging him tight.

"Are you planning to start it here itself?" He teased her.

Khushi disentangled from the hug and saw people looking at them. She looked embarrassed and lowered her head.

"Come with me." Saying this he took her hand and called a cab.

"Let's go to your home Arnav." Khushi told him and entered the car. She leaned on to his shoulder and entwined their hands.

"I thought you are going to talk non-stop." He said to her.

"For now, I just want to absorb this feeling. The feeling of being with you. There were time when I just wanted to lean on you shoulder like this. I thought I will get used to our temporary separations as time goes, but it's getting hard. As the time goes, I misses you a lot more than the earlier. This time, we didn't get enough time to talk also. So all these means a lot." Arnav pulled her closer, making her lie her head on his chest. Khushi snuggled on to his chest as he placed a kiss on her head. Through out the journey they didn't talk anytime, they held each other absorbing the warmth of one another.

Arnav paid the cab and opened the door. As soon as he closed the door, Khushi covered his lips with her lips. He got startled at first and soon participated in their heated kiss.

*Blog Part 01*
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After a few hours, Khushi opened her eyes and looked at him sleeping peacefully next to to her. She looked at the tattoo on his chest. She got an idea and clicked a photo of the tattoo. She cropped out the tattoo part and posted it in a language helper forum. She suspect that the tattoo have some hidden language in it. She waited for the reply and after a few minutes she got a notification.

Khushi eagerly opened the forum and got shocked seeing the result. After a few minutes, Arnav woke up from his sleep as he felt wetness on his chest.

He opened his eyes and saw her teary eyes as she laid her head on his chest.

"Baby, are you in pain? What happened? Why are you crying?"

"Why did you do this Arnav?" Khushi asked him who looked at her with confusion.

"It must have pained a lot." She said touching his tattoo.

"You know what is this?" He asked her placing his hand over her hand which is placed on his new tattoo.

Khushi nodded her head.

"How?"

"This..." Saying this she showed him the language forum.

imagine this part below that heart tattoo where there is some lines crossed together.

Khushi moved their hand away and laid down on his chest, lightly touching the tattoo as if it's a fragile thing.

"Are you trying to erase it with your tears? You know it's permanent, so it won't go even if you pour out all your tears in it." Arnav teased her making her smile a little.

"Arnav why did you do this?"

"This is to make your understand that your are permanent baby. No matter whatever happens, just like this tattoo, you will be always there in my life. You shouldn't get insecure about your place in my life. Whatever happens in the future be it success or failure, at the end of the day I just want to be your man.
I won't ever let you go away from me baby. You are mine and will always be mine."

Khushi nodded her head and feathered kisses all ove the tattoo. She started to nibble the skin on his neck. She placed moist kisses and licks on his hard shoulder making in groan in pleasure.
She leaned over his body with their lower half rubbing eachother. Khushi saw his eyes getting filled by desire, a desire which only she can evoke. Khushi caught hold of his hand and raised it above his head. She came up to his level and faced him.

"How can you make my hormones go crazy like this?" She asked rubbing herself on him.

"Because your hormones are reacting the same way how my hormones are reacting when they see you." He said caring the side of her breast.

Arnav pulled away the blanket covering them and ran his hand over her body. Khushi shuddered under his touch and bite her lips to control her moan.  That's sight of lip biting undone him.

*Blog Part 02*
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"What happened baby??" He asked her out of concern.

"I'm just happy Arnav...so happy." Khushi replied with tears rolling down from her eyes.

"Can't you be happy without having this water works??" He scolded her a little and wiped her tears. Khushi smiled and cupped his face.

"Did you like it?" Khushi asked about their love making.

"You mean the fusion you made with me?" Khushi nodded her head to his question.

"Baby, it's not the first time you are taking lead of our fusion. Yes, I liked it." He replied to her.

"Tell me why are you asking such questions now?"

"It's because, I had a dream."

"Dream? You mean a shameless dream?" Arnav teased her and she nodded her head.

"Tell me about your dream. I'm planning to make all your dream come true."

"Well we were doing this, but I had both my legs. I was wondering how would it feel if I had my other leg. I feel that you are enjoying it because you have to take care of me while doing it?" Khushi said with little disappointment.

"Are you telling me that you wanted me to lie down like that while you take care of the things?" Arnav saw her nodding her head.

"Isn't how it suppose to be??" Khushi asked him.

"So you think I'm not enjoying it properly as I take care of you?" Khushi nodded her head in agreement.

"Baby, when you take the lead I don't like lying on the bed like that. I want to hold you, I want to kiss you...I want to do all those freaking things to you. If you are concerned about my pleasure, then trust be I like the position of taking you in my lap while you create the fusion. Right now, I did the same. Baby, you don't know the depth of my desire for you. I have this need to feel you close to me, feel your skin against mine." He pulled her closer plastering her body on to his hard body.

"The way we are sitting now, it's much intimate than the act of intimacy. I like this. Regarding my satisfaction, I have either experience to compare the level of satisfaction nor planning to do that. You are the sole provider of my satisfaction baby." He winked and pecked her lips.

"I'm so silly." Khushi said with embarrassment.

"Yeah, my silly and sexy angel." He said hugging her closer. Khushi laid down her head on his shoulder feeling lucky to be the girl who have his heart.

"Now lets make you less sexy." Saying this he wrapped the bedsheet around her chest.

"Well, now you are damn sexy in it baby." He said, which made her laugh. She pecked his lips and laid down her head on his chest, hugging him tight.

Khushi is sitting on his lap, facing him with the bedsheet covering her body.
She had her legs around his waist as her held her by waist.

"It's noon baby, when do you want me to drop you home?" Arnav asked her caring her cheeks and bare shoulders.

"You can drop me home tomorrow morning." Khushi said with a naughty smile.

"Tomorrow? What did you tell your parents?" He asked her.

"Payal is here for few days, so she helped me as usual."

"So that's why you are on pill now?" Arnav asked her

"I don't want anything between us. I know that you don't like me taking pills, but this time I can't resist it. I missed you in every way and wanted to feel you in real. Whenever we do it without it, it feels so intimate. It make me feel that we are one body and soul. No Arnav and no Khushi, just us and our feelings." She explained.

"No more pills from now or this whole year. I'm not going to take risk on your health. Don't you know that it's not at all safe too. F**k we have done it twice, I should have grabbed a precaution instead of agreeing with you."

"Why are you ruining the moments I'm going to cherish?" Khushi asked him.

"Baby, I'm not ruining it. More than you, as a man I liked the feel of having you like that. More than my pleasure, I'm concerned about your health. It's not that safe too. Don't try to take any pills from now, okay?" Khushi nodded her head.

"I hope this pill work well. I don't want you to get pregnant at this age."

"Hmm, what will we do if I get pregnant?"

"We will do what you want to do with the pregnancy. Anyway just don't worry about this pregnancy thought. Let's hope that everything goes right." He kissed her forehead and hugged her.

"Arnav..." Khushi called him and disentangled from the hug.

"I have heard that most of the boyfriend freak out when they hear that their girlfriend is pregnant. You told me that if I get pregnant, it will be me who have to take the decision. Why that's so?"

"It's not only now, even in future it will be your decision. You are the one who will be going to bear the our baby in you. It will be your body which have to be adapted to the pregnancy. So it will be your choice as it's about you comfort. I can only support you in it.

"What if I can't make a decision?" Khushi asked him.

"Then I will also help you or else we can ask others help."

"So you won't freak out like other boyfriend if I decided to keep the baby?"

"They get freak out because they are not ready to take responsibility of another human being. I know the importance of father in one's life, I won't let my child to feel what I went through. Don't you think that we going bit overboard with this baby talk? We should be thinking how to have some earth shattering org***** for now." A blushing Khushi hide her face on the crook of his neck.

"You already gave me a few of them in this two rounds." Khushi whispered to him.

"Well baby, I'm planning to give you a lot of them. A few on sofa, then in the kitchen and also a few in bathroom."

"Don't tease me Arnav." Khushi pleaded to him as she can't take his shameless talk.

"Baby, it's not teasing. This is my plan for today." Saying this he made her lie on the bed all of a sudden, with his leaning over her.

"I like to worship you with everything I have got." His hand went downwards making her take a deep breathe.

"Do you know what I get in return of my offerings?" He asked increasing his pace, making her moan his name.

"This is my favourite sound baby. You calling out my name when you are in the ultimatum of pleasure." Khushi laid down panting after her powerful climax and saw him talking his fingers in his mouth. She blushed and hugged him, hiding her face on to his chest.

"My shy kitten." Arnav said pulling her closer to him.

"Baby, I'm hungry." He huskily whispered into her ear and looked at her with his hazel coloured eyes.

"Hungry?" Soon blood rushed into her cheeks.

"Yes, I'm damn hungry baby."

"Hmm again?" A shying Khushi asked him.

"Should I start my meal?" He asked leaning closer to her lips as she moved backward.

"You don't want it?" He asked pulling her close to his all of a sudden. Khushi nodded her head and placed her hand on his shoulder.

"Then let's do it." Khushi saw him leaning close to her lips and closed her eyes.
Arnav looked at her face and smiled. Khushi waited to feel his lips on her lips, but didn't find any. She opened her eyes and saw his smiling face.

"Baby, I'm hungry so let me go and order some food for us." Khushi really wanted to slap away that lopside smile on his face.

"You have become so shameless baby. Haven't you already exploited an innocent boy like me twice now? Still you want to have your ways with me? Poor me, can't even have lunch because of an insatiable girlfriend."

"Laadgovernor..." Saying this she pushed him away and sat on the edge of the bed ready to move from there. Arnav hugged her from behind, placing his chin on her shoulder.

"Baby, I'm willing to get exploit by you without any mercy at anytime." He lightly bite her earlobes making her giggle.

"You are shying as if it's your first time. Remember we lost it together." He kept teasing her making her shy more and more.

"Are you the girl who straddled and squeezed the hell out of me just earlier?"

"Arnav don't tease me more." Khushi said placing her hand over his hand. Arnav get out of the bed and worn his boxer while she blushed at the sight of him.

"You are damn adorable baby." He lightly pecked her lips as she worn her leg.

"Let me order something for us." He took his phone and placed the order. Khushi worn her panties with a shy smile when Arnav went to the washroom.

She looked at the mirror and touched her face. What she shared with him brought a smile and blush on her face. She tied her hair with a clip in a messy way. Khushi decided to arrange the table and went to the kitchen. Arnav came out of the washroom and worn a pair of shorts which reached up to his mid thighs. He heard sound from kitchen and went there.

"This is my favourite sight, you in the kitchen in my shirt." He said entering the kitchen.

"I like wearing your shirt. Why didn't you wear a pant?" Khushi asked seeing him in shorts.

"I'm giving you a chance to ogle at my sexiness." He added with a wink hugging her from behind.

"Most of the time you are shameless instead of being romantic. Is this the time to show your romantic side while I'm arranging things for our lunch?"

"Baby remember one thing, I don't plan to be romantic when we are alone. I like being shameless... extremely shameless with you when we are alone."

"Yeah, what else I can expect from you laadgovernor?"

"May some more fusion...hmm on the sofa, in here..may be in the washroom... Against the wall. Got any idea???"

"Laadgovernor, can't you think of any other things??"

"Okay, let me think...yeah may be some serious shameless talks...how about you show me some of your dance skills?" Khushi slapped his hand and continued to take to do what she is doing.

Arnav lean closer to her ear and whispered.
"I like teasing you baby. Even though I wanted to do all these, nothing will happen without my baby's consent."

He nibbled her earlobes while she stood their clenching his hand. Their little moment got interrupted by the calling bell.

"It must be the delivery boy, let me go and bring our food." Khushi place the plates and glasses on the table. Arnav came towards the table and took out the food.

"Why are there so much of food?" Khushi asked seeing a lot more food than usual.
Arnav sat on the chair and pulled her on to his lap.

"I know that you have been taking care of your family and college life. I'm proud to see you juggling with your family and studies. You are doing a well job in it, but you are forgetting one important thing baby. It's your health. You have lost so much of weight baby. I could feel your ribs when I was kissing you. So from now I'm going to make sure that you are eating well." He told her.

"Don't I look good being like this?" Khushi asked him.

"No, you don't look good being like this. There was a glow in you when you used to look healthy. Now I can't find that glow in you."

"I don't find any difference like that." Khushi told him.

"More than you, I know your body very well. I know each and every portion of your body baby. I wanted to see that glow back in your body. So your are going to have all these."

"You are going to force feed me?" Khushi asked him.

"Seems like I have to do that. In this matter I won't hear anything from you."
Saying this he filled the plate with lot of stuffs.

"There is so much in this plates." Her eyes popped out seeing the content.
Arnav didn't reply anything, instead brought a morsel of food towards her mouth which she took without any argument.

"What about your food?" She tried to make a morsel of food for him, but he pulled away the plate.

"This whole plate of food is for you. I will have mine once you finish everything in this plate." Arnav continue to feed her while she gave him cute expressions not to make her eat all of these. He kept unaffected by everything which made her mad.

"You know your are behaving like a cranky kid." Arnav commented.

"That's because you are treating me like a baby. Which boyfriend do this to their girlfriend?" He coughed after saying this.

"Chew it carefully and talk after that." He told her and gave her a glass of water.

"I'm a kind of boyfriend who likes his girl to be healthy than being malnourished."
Khushi know that she can't argue with him and continued to have the food without making a fuse. Arnav made her have the whole content in the plate.

"I feel like my stomach will bust now."
Khushi commented as if accusing him.

"Don't worry about that, I will take your to the hospital if something like that happen." Khushi gave a slapped on his shoulder for answering like that.

"Laadgovernor... Now have your food." Saying this she kept feeding him food one after another swiftly.

"Baby, give me time to chew at least." He told looking at her annoyed face.

"Nothing is going to work when it's about your health." Arnav kept his stand on the decision.

To light up the mood, he asked her.
"You told me that you have lot of things to tell you. I too have lot of things to share with you. Would you like to share all of it with me after this lunch?"

Khushi forgot everything and nodded her head in excitement.
"I have a lot of things to tell you. I can't wait to tell you about my college. You are going to love it Arnav."

"Are you planning to starve me now?" He asked pointing at the plate.

In excitement she placed the plate down and started describing things.
"Ohh...sorry." Saying this Khushi feed him food.

"Let's go and sit in the swing, then we can talk." Khushi said talking his hand in his hand, pulling him towards the backyard. They sat opposite to each other, with their legs placed near to each other.

Arnav played with her anklet and kissed her foot.
"I'm glad to see this anklet adorning your foot."

"I like it to much to take it off from my foot." Khushi said playing with his toes.

"How's your periods baby?" Arnav asked all of a sudden which made her quite shocked.

Khushi rolled her eyes at him.
"Which boyfriend will ask these things to his girlfriend when they are about to talk about good stuffs?"

"I do that, because the last time when I was here you had severe stomach pain during your periods. When I asked about your period on phone, you just said that it's normal. How will I know if you lied to me or not. So tell me how was your periods? Did you get any stomach pain?"

Khushi put her leg down and sat on his lap, wrapping her arms around his neck.
"You are one hell of a protective man laadgovernor." She said pecking his lips.

"Trust me, my periods went smoothly. I took care of the infection too. So I'm perfectly fine now."

"Not perfectly baby, you are on under weight now. So we have to put you on the right track."

"What can I do when you are this determined to put me back on weight? Even though I don't like it, I think I have to obey my laadgovernor in this." She pouted her lips making him smile at her antics.

He took hold of her hand and played with her hand.
"How did you get these cuts on your fingers?";Arnav asked seeing multiple cuts on her fingers.

"It's nothing serious. I used to help around the kitchen, so these are the cuts and burns from it."

"Why can't you be careful damn it? Where was your attention when you were doing things in the kitchen? What if something drastic happened?" He raised his voice a little seeing the burns on her hand.

"It's quite normal Arnav. Now I know how to carry things around in kitchen. So stop worrying over this."

"Did you applied medicines on it?" He asked kissing the fading burnt scars.

"Yup, I did. Arnav it's not a big thing. It's same as the way we learn how to walk after falling down a multiple times. This is how things start when your starts to learn how to cook."

"Just be careful baby." Arnav told her and she nodded her head.

"How is your ammi?"

"She is better now. She can walk now, she have to make sure that she don't strain her feet. Doctor told us that she can resume her normal daily routines after 1 or 2 months. Now me and Abba were taking care of the kitchen with ammi's guidance. Sometimes, Kasi too help us."

"You are doing a great job of taking care of your family and other stuffs. You are amazing baby." He said placing a kiss on her forehead.

"It can get stressful, but it gives me a satisfaction that I could help my family and share the burden along with my Abba. I couldn't keep my happiness when I brought ammi's medicines with my own money." Khushi said with her eyes brimming with tears. Arnav kissed her eyes and pulled her closer.

"I'm proud that you are mine. At any point ,if you can't handle the stress just tell me. I will be there for you." He couldn't resist from placing his lips over her lips. It was a gentle kiss which shows his care and concern for her. They pulled apart from the kiss and lean closer touching their forehead.

"Damn baby, you are perfect. Too perfect for a man like me. I'm indeed a freaking lucky man to have you."

"Same pinch." Khushi said pinching both his cheeks.

"That hurts baby, it's my sexy beard you are pulling."

"Sexy, my foot. I can't wait to see that day when you get rid of this beard, so that I can feather lots of kisses on them."

"My beard is going no where soon as I don't perfer cheek kisses. So that leave you to aim at my sinful sexy lips." He added with lopsided smile.

"Wicked man." Khushi muttered and slapped his lips with her one finger.

"How's your new college baby? Tell me about it. Did you made any friends there?" Arnav asked after a few minutes of silence.

"Yup, I met lot of good people in the college. It was totally different from how my initial days were in our college. I don't know how they got to know about me being a topper. Everyone probably know me there because of that."

"So my girl is quite popular in the college."

"I don't know that, but most of the people knew me even before I met them. It may be because they are artistic people who see life in a different perception, they don't really care about me being an amputee. They do stare and ask me about it, but never teased me on the basis of my leg. It makes me feel so good and strong. When I was in our college everyday before I come to the college, I used to encourage myself to be strong and fight against those people who used to tease me. Here, I don't have to do that. I can even show my leg without any hesitation."

"Our college was filled with spoilt brats baby. So you can't expect anything good from there." He said.

"That's not right, our college did give me the best thing that happened in my life." She said looking at him and caring his cheek.
"All those things feels silly when i have you here with me." She said placing her head on his chest.

"We have come a long way Arnav, from falling into your arms to now, sitting on your lap."

"Yeah, for me riding you to you riding me." Arnav teased her.

"Chiii laadgovernor, your shamelessness have no boundaries."

"With you I don't plan to do that. Don't expect that from me baby."

Few seconds after, he held her hand and said.
"Baby, you know that I will be with always, on your side." Khushi nodded her head and get shocked hearing his next sentence...

"....Also under you and on top of you."
Khushi looked at his wicked smirk and lightly slapped his mouth with her hand.

"You are a bad mouthed man."

"Well you love my bad mouth infact. It was you who moan..." Khushi covered his mouth with her palm.

"I won't tell you anything if you talk like this." Khushi warned him. Arnav kissed her cheek and asked her to continue.

"Dont you want to know about my friends?"

"You have already told me about them... Aysha and Bety?"

"Well...along with them I also got two new friends."

"Okay, tell me about them."

"Hmm...their names are Jeebyam and Nakul."

"Were you afraid to tell me about them?"

"I wanted to tell you when we meet. You know that nobody can take your place in my life." Arnav nodded her head and cared his thumb on her cheek.

"Are they good guys?"

"Yeah...they are... Jeebyam is from Assam. We call him JP."

"JP??"

"His full name is Jeebyam Phukan. That's why JP. Then Nakul Saxena... He is from Nagpur and a good singer."

"Are you sure that they are good guys?"

"Laadgovernor, till now they didn't do anything bad to us. Why can't you believe that they are good?"

"I don't believe anyone when it's about you. Especially boys, they will be acting good infront of you and imagine some other things in their mind."

"Arnav there is lot of beautiful girls in our college. You don't need to worry about anyone hitting on me."

"F**k baby, you are one hell of a gorgeous woman and talented too. There will be some men who will see that."

"So what? They can do whatever they want, it won't affect me."

"You laadgovernor, don't worry too much of me. If I can handle the great Arnav Singh Raizada, then I can handle anyone in this world. So shut up and don't get paranoid over this issue. Nobody is going to hurt me or hit on me."

"Just be careful baby. You remember the promise, don't you?"

"Yes, I will surely tell you if something goes out of my hand.

"You are among a bunch of crazy hormonal teenagers and that drives me mad."

"Laadgovernor, why are you thinking about those crazy teenagers and going mad. Shouldn't you be thinking about me and going mad over me? Also aren't you a hormonal man???"

"My hormones only go crazy when I see my hormonal girl. Remember how you take advantage of me and my little buddy."

"It's my fault to bring this topic and I think I'm going to suffer for that." Khushi pouted as he tightened the hold on her waist.

"Let's do some hormonal activities then." He added with a wink and placed his lips on her neck. Khushi used this opportunity to make him realise his importance in her life.

"I only want to feel your lips on my body." Khushi said pulling his closer.
After feathering kisses on her neck, he pulled back. She cupped his face with her palms.

"I want only your eyes to behold my true self. I want to feel only your hands on my body, only your lips to kiss me and pleasure me. You are the only one whom I want to feel deep within myself, with whom I want to share the most intimate act known to mankind. I'm incomplete without you Arnav. You are the one who completes me."

"And you completes me baby." Saying this he took her lips in his, kissing her passionately. The kiss went deeper and their hands crept under each other's dress. It was Arnav who pulled back when he felt her hand traveling downward.

"Sorry baby, for now I'm planning to give a small break to my buddy. He have some overtime work pending today."

"Overtime???" Khushi asked him with confusion.

"Yup, remember what I told you earlier. For that let's give him a rest." He winked at her and trailed his fingers on her tummy.

"Then why are you doing this?" Khushi asked feeling his fingers going up.

"Don't I do these things when we are in the bed?"

"But we are not in bed now." Khushi told him.

"Baby, I consider this whole place inside this four walls as big bed. So practically we are still in bed." Khushi blushed at his idea of considering the whole compound as a bed.

"Baby I know that you want me now, I too want you badly. If I start now, I won't be able to control myself and I will start a marathon here itself. You may end up being sore because of all these, let's don't do that. Also we won't be able to talk if I lose my control."

"Then take your hands off from my....hmmm there..." Khushi told him feeling his hand on her bare hips.

"A little bit teasing won't harm baby." He asked rubbing his thumb over her navel.

"If you don't take your hands off me, then I'm going to make all your control vanish into thin air." Arnav soon dropped his hand and placed it over her shirt.

"Awww my laadgovernor is so obedience." She said kissing the tip of his nose.

"And my girl is so sexy." He teased her back pecking her lips. He stared at her face and kisses her cheeks.

"Baby, be careful with the boys. You may not know what they will be thinking about you."

"Why do you think that they all are bad?"

"Not everyone, may be some of them. I just want you to be safe."

"I will be safe Arnav. Sometimes you make me feel that I'm the only girl in this world."

"For me you are the only girl."

"You are talking so cheesy laadgovernor."

"I'm just stating the fact baby. Aren't you the one who made Arnav Singh Raizada to do things he have never done in his life."

"Like???"

"Be it my first kiss or my first fusion...the top most one was that you made me enter the damn library. I have never thought that I will step my foot in a library and you made me do that too, for multiple times."

"As if you came there to study." She remarked.

"I was studying and analysing my subject of interest baby."

"I thought that you are a weirdo to roam around maths section instead of your subject."

Flashback

Khushi in library, looking some books.
Arnav walked towards their class and found it all empty. He understood that it is an hour for them.

"Where is she???" Arnav thought for a moment after looking around her class.
His eyes went to the library and her muttered.

"Where else, ofcourse in the library. She is damn studious man." Muttering this he walked towards the library.

As the classes are going on, there wasn't much people in the library. He went to the maths session and saw her going through some books. He saw her looking at some books placed above. She raised her hands to check if she can grab it or not.

'Why do they place these books on the top most row? Am I suppose to find a stool to take that book?' Khushi thought looking at the book. That's when he found a hand near to the book she wanted.

"Which one do you wanted?" Arnav asked her.

"Uhhh..." Khushi asked wondering what's happening there.

"Which book do you want??" He repeated.

"Hmm...it's okay ASR...I can manage it." Khushi said to him.

"Okay;of you can manage, then take that 4th book from the left for me." Arnav told her.

"What??? Why would I do that??"

"Shhh...who is the senior between us?? You or me??" He asked her.

"You..." Khushi replied.

"So go on take that book. I will count till 10, then you have to bear the consequences."

"Why do you need our books?" She asked him and in return she heard him counting...

"10, 9, 8...."

'Why did this laadgovernor come here now? Don't he have his friends to play or fight? He is a total weirdo.' Khushi thought and tried her best to take the book.

"...3...2...1... You time is up miss Gavriel. Now you bear the consequences.' Saying this he came closer to her and she walked backwards.

"What are you trying to do?? This is a library, you can't do anything. I'm going to scream if you do something."

"Forward your hands..." he ordered.

"What??? Why??"

"Do that or I will do something instead."
Khushi forwarded her hand and soon she felt the weight of so many books on her hand. He placed half of the book from that bunch of books placed on the top area.

"What am I supposed to do with this?" Khushi asked trying her best to hold that books.

"Do whatever you want, read it or throw it." Saying this he walked towards the next side. Khushi placed the book on the empty window side. She found the book she wanted and opened it.

Arnav moved some booked from the rack and saw her going through the book she wanted. Khushi marked some pages and moved to find another book.

As she moved some books to the side, she saw his face staring at her which scared her for a moment.
"Ohh yehweh, you scared me." Khushi said moving little backward.

"I didn't do anything to scare you." Arnav told her.

"No...I mean when I moved the book I saw your face all of a sudden." She replied. Arnav took some maths book and turned it page, trying to act like he is looking for something.

"Your department section is there." Khushi said pointed to the right side.

"Why? Is there any rule that forbidden me from visiting the maths section?" He asked her.

"No..." Khushi turned back and snarled her lips in an annoying expression.

'Laadgovernor, he is acting as if I went and asked for his help. Akdoo Singh Raizada...' Saying this she took the books and looked at the remaining books lying there.BKhushi tried to place a book on top row. She did place it, but not properly.

Soon she found the books piled neatly on the top row by Arnav.BBefore Khushi can thank him, he walked out from there.

"He is very strange." Khushi shook her head and walked towards the reading area.

Flashback ends

So you came there to see me?" Khushi asked tracing her name on his chest.

"You didn't have any idea then??" Khushi shook her head in denial.

"At first I thought you too want to tease me for being an amputee, then slowly I realised that it was not your intention.
You were different from the boys in our college. You were extremely straight forward but never made me feel low.
Everything changed when you sneaked into my house for the first time. Then rest was history..." She completed placing a kiss on his chest over her tattoo.

"Arnav what are you going to do if someone ask you about this tattoo?"

"I will ask them to find it themselves."

"What if they find it and ask you about it?"

"I will say that it is a reminder about trying to be happy no matter what happens. I think it will justify it."

"What about this tattoo then?" She asked touching the firefly tattoo.

"Well that can be interpreted like igniting the passion within you while letting yourself fly higher. Except you nobody is going to know it's real meaning. It's only our moment to cherish baby."

"It was magical. I never knew that first kiss would be this beautiful." Khushi said while blushing.

"Don't talk about it right now, it have such an immense power to give me a hard on. That week were one of the hardest days of my life. Sleepless nights and passionate dreams." Khushi blushed and hide her face on to his chest.

"My shy baby." He dropped a kiss on top of her head and hugged her.

"Do you have anything to say to me?" He asked her.

"No...nothing...now you tell me about your match."

"Are you sure baby???" Arnav asked her again.

"Yes...I'm Arnav...."

"You can't lie baby. So tell me..."

"Tell you what??"

"You are a person who talk about everything to me. You even tell me about a child you met in the bus randomly. Then why aren't you talking about your aunt? Did something happened?" He asked raised her face, making her look at him. Arnav saw how her expression changed when he mentioned about her aunt.

"Don't lie now...tell me everything." He asked stroking her hair.

"It's nothing big. My aunt is bit orthodox. So it was not easy."

"Did she tell you something?" He asked her.

"Why are you asking like that? No she didn't."

"So she did tell something? What's it baby?" He caught her lie as she turne her eyes away from him. Arnav saw a tear rolling down from her eyes.

She hugged him and cried.
"I don't know why she said that I was the reason for my ammi's condition. It was because that I didn't help ammi around, she had to face this. She scolded me a lot for not knowing kitchen work."

"You are not the reason baby. You shouldn't take her words into your heart." He stroked her hair as she wept on his chest.

"Abba defended her for me. I felt sad that I made a rift between them. She is after all my Abba's elder sister. No sister would want to hear such things from her younger brother."

"Baby, your Abba did the right thing. You are lucky to have such a parents who stood by you in thick and thin. You shouldn't feel guilty about it."

"It's hard Arnav. Most of my relatives, dont like me for being like this. Everytime Abba and ammi had to stand for me, making others hate me more. I wish they accept me the way I'm. Why can't they understand that I didn't ask myself to be like this? Because of me Kasi to talk against elder people. They feel that I'm a burden which my parents are carrying since the past 17 years."

"Why didn't you tell me all these before??" Arnav asked her.

"Because everything was going well till now. So it didn't matter. For them I'm a bad omen which only bring bad luck to others. My bhaiyya, our wealth, ammi's health... they consider that it's because of me. Sometimes I feel that it was true. We were getting stable when this accident happened with ammi. Abba spend a lot of money as medical expenses. I just wish that my bad luck won't affect you in anyway. I didn't tell you because I was afraid to loss you. What if you realise that I'm a bad omen and leave me. I won't be able to take it." She said staring at him with her teary eyes.

"Baby, I'm going to be with you till my last breathe. There is no chance that I will be leaving you alone. You are my lucky charm baby. Haven't I achieved all these with you besides me? Don't consider yourself like that. Baby you know that I'm a over protective and over possessive freak. I don't like anyone...that's includes you to bad mouth my girl. You can't do that to my baby. Don't consider yourself as an bad omen baby. Prove them that you are capable of achieving anything. Then they will understand your worth."

"Arnav what if something bad happens to you, will you stay with me or leave me?"
Khushi asked with lot of hope brimming in her eyes.

"Do you really want to know that?" He asked her and she nodded her head.

"If something really bad or worse happens to me, I will leave." Tears dropped from her eyes which she continues to wipe.

"I can understand... It might be difficult for you to stay..." Khushi lowered her face and bite her lips hard trying to control her tears. Arnav cupped her face and freed her lips.

"Do you know what's the worse thing that can happen to me?" He asked her.

"Losing your career..."

"No...there is something which is above all of that." Khushi looked at him not knowing the exact reason.

"Losing you is the worse thing that can happen to me. I will cease to exist if something like that happen. I will leave...leave forever if something like that happens. I have already had my share of losses and I'm not going to lose you for anything in this world." Khushi wasnt expecting such an answer from me.

"Baby, you are the one who makes my life meaningful. Without you it doesn't matter anything." Saying this he lean closer and kissed her.

It was a kiss of assurance and promise. Arnav tasted her tears as he kissed her gently. He pulled back and wiped her tears.

"You have a wonderful family and you will always find me besides you. Ignore those who don't know the worth of you.
What your parents did was right. In future, will you let anyone talk like that to our baby? Blaming her for what she didnt do?"

"No...never... I won't let that happen to our child." Khushi shook her head in horror. She can't imagine anyone accusing her child like that.

"Your parents did the same thing baby. So don't let them take away the smile from your face." Khushi smiled at him and hugged him.

Arnav stroked her head and tried to change her mood.
"Instead of thinking about them, you should think about your hot and sexy boyfriend. Next time, think about my sinful lips which play with your plump lips. How about my lips on your neck and breast? Isn't it damn hot??" Khushi blushed and buried her face deeper onto the crook of his neck.

"Somebody is getting so shy. Should I make you more shy?" He asked pulled her closer.

"Baby I can make you drip just with my words." He whispered into her ear and lightly bite her earlobes. Khushi disentangled from the hug and looked at him.

Arnav touched her neck and placed kiss on the middle of her neck, pushing her head up.
"Your throat is going to have a hard time tonight. I will make sure that you won't stop moaning my name."

Arnav felt her breathe getting faster.
"Are you ready for that?" He asked her.
Khushi nodded her head while thinking about all that going to happen tonight.

"You look damn adorable when you blush like this." He said flickering his nose with her nose.

"Arnav earlier when you talked about our baby, you said 'her'. You want a girl?"

"I didn't notice that, it may be came like that. I think I prefer a girl who will be just like her mother. Well it is quite early to discuss about babies."

"Anyway she or he will surely have some features of their father too." Khushi told him and kissed his forehead. They continue to chat about everything that happened in the past three months. They went to the garden and take care of his plants in the evening.

Khushi touched the lotus and water lilies as he got busy inspecting his plants. She looked at Arnav and saw him cutting off dry parts from the orchids she gifted him. She walked around the garden looking at the plants they planted together. No one would imagine that a man like Arnav would be interested in gardening.

Khushi walked towards him and stood besides him.
"This orchid is flowering." Arnav pointed at one of the orchid she gifted him.

"I can't wait to see how it look like. I'm glad that it's flowering when you are here." Khushi said looking at the blue flower buds.

"You didn't told me what I planted on that day. Now most of them have flowered. So we have planted Dalia, chrysanthemum, daisy and some unknown plants. Do you like fragrant flowers or others?" Khushi asked him.

"I prefer fragrant flowers more than others. My mom used to say something when we garden together. She likes fragrant flowers a lot. Flowers are like people. Some of them looks good from outside, but they will smell badly. Just like that the fragrant of a flower showcase its beauty not its outer look.
There are people who looks good from outside but they will be totally a shit from inside."

"Is it really like that?" Khushi asked.

"Yup, you are like a fragrant flower. You are beautiful inside and outside. Other means girls in our college were like non fragrant flowers." He replied looking at his precious flower.

"So where do you fit yourself in?" Khushi asked him.

"Totally non fragrant one." Arnav answered instantly.

"How can you be non fragrant?? You are fragrant one laadgovernor." Khushi said leaning on to his shoulder.

"It may be because a fragrant flower always lean on to me, so got some fragrance from her." His answer irked her.

"Why are you so negative?? Go and enjoy your non fragrant status then." Saying this she went to the lotus tub. Arnav paused his work and moved next to her. He tried to take her hand, but she pulled her hand away from his hold.

Arnav chuckled and hugged her from behind, placing his chin on her shoulder.
"Someone seems to be in angry mode." He whispered into her ear.

"Why? Can't I get angry? Not only you, I can also get angry." She replied him.

"So what made you angry now?? Is it the fact that I'm not a fragrant flower type of person??" He asked without thinking much about it and felt wetness on his hand. Arnav got startled and turned her around to see her teary eyes.

"Baby, why are you crying?" He asked cupping her face.

"Why do you consider yourself as a bad person when you are not? Do you know how it hurts knowing that you consider yourself to be bad. You don't know how I feel when someone say bad about you just because of your look? You don't know a damn thing." Khushi accused him and cried hugging him. Arnav stroke her head and waited for her to stop crying.

Once she is done with it, he lifted her and made her sit on the sit out. He sat next to her and took her hand in his hand.
"What happened baby? Did someone say something?"

"Arnav, why do you think that you are bad??"

"Because that the truth. Anyone will run away if they come to know about my past."

"I didn't run away knowing that." Khushi told him.

"You are quite brave baby."

"Arnav, that's the past and it happened because of the situation you were in. It forced you to be like that. Now at present how can you say that you are bad."

"Don't you know how I used to fight in our college. I almost killed that David and Vivian." He told her without revealing the truth.

"You didn't start any fight, you always tries to avoid fights. Regarding David and Vivian what you did was wrong, but you itself said that you saved lot of girls from their hands by doing that. Maa had brought you up to be a good person and you are a good person. Don't say that you are bad. Your past doesn't define you Arnav. You know if we ever have a boy, I want him to be like you. A man who know how to keep promises, to take care of people he is concerned about, who know how to respect women. How can such a person be bad?? As a girl, I can say that you are a very good man. It's ok if you can't accept it, but don't consider yourself as a bad person."

"Okay, I will try that. Baby you were saying something about other people, what is it?"

"When people see us together, they consider that you are a playboy and advice me to be careful. It hurts me when they do that. How can they judge you by your looks? Why do they consider you to be a cheater? Why do they poke their nose into our life?"

"Don't take their words serious baby."

"Will you tolerate if someone say that I'm slut and not trustworthy?" Khushi asked him.

"Why are you talking crap?" Arnav asked feeling irritated.

"See you can't even imagine something like that, then what about me?? Don't I feel bad when they talk about the man who means so much to me?"

"Baby first of all you shouldn't take it to your heart. Second let them say anything because as you say I was a bad person earlier, so they are partially right. Third, people who are like me usually get this tag because majority of them play with girls life, they are saying this because they are hearing stories like that. If Komal or your sister gets into a relationship, I will be surely concerned about them. You don't need to feel bad when they say something like that, it is because of the boys itself."

"But you are not like those bad boys." She said cupping his face.

"Baby, they will understand that in due course. There will be a day when you I will make you stand high among those people. Just keep your trust on me."

"I trust you a lot Arnav." Khushi replied leaning onto his shoulder.

"I promise you that one day they all will be jealous of my baby and will be praising you for your choice." He wrapped his arms around her and pulled her closer.
"You have turned into a cry baby. That's so bad."

"What can I do? I'm very sensitive when it's about my laadgovernor."

"Yeah, you are indeed very sensitive." Saying this he started to tickle her on her tummy making her giggle. Khushi giggled and asked him to stop. She is lying on the floor as he lean over her.

"My sensitive baby." He said and placed his lips on her lips, kissing her passionately.

"You know you are very sensitive on some particular places." He said lingering his lips over her cheeks.

"Laadgovernor, put a full-stop on your naughty thoughts and concentrate on your plants."

"Well I'm concentrating on my favourite flower." He said kissing her eyes. Khushi smiled and placed a kiss on his forehead.

"It's quite uncomfortable to lie like this." Khushi told him as she is lying on the floor with her legs on the step. Arnav helped her to sit up and hugged her.

"You okay baby?"

"I'm perfectly okay." She said placing her head on his chest.

Arshi spend their time watching TV and doing some household chores. Khushi is lying on the sofa with her head on his thighs.

"Let's go for a date baby. A dinner date." He suggested.

"I like the idea. So where are we going?" She asked him playing with his fingers.

"I have some places in my mind. What about you?" He asked her.

"No fancy restaurant, they are too boring like you." She teased him.

"Ohh...so I'm a boring man. Is that what you think baby?" He asked holding her hands in his hand.

"Yeah, you don't even like Harry Potter or Twilight. Fantasy stories are damn good."

"I do like fantasy baby, but not the one in your mind." He said with a wink.

"I knew that you would answer something shameless."

"Should I do something shameless too?" He teased her leaning closer to her face.

"No laadgovernor."

"Well I take that no as yes my dumbbell." Saying this he placed his lips on her lips, kissing her passionately.

"Baby, so now go and have a shower. Soon we have to leave for the dinner." He said flickering his nose with her nose.

"Want to save some water?" He asked with a wink.

"No laadgovernor, I don't plan to save some water."

"You are becoming cruel ?. We could have saved some water and solved the water crisis."

"I suggest you to find some other ways to solve water crisis. I'm going for a shower now." Saying this she get up from the sofa.

"Baby, just come out in your underwears. I have something for you." He said as she walked towards the room. Khushi turned around and looked at him suspiciously.

"What are you planning shameless man?"

"Well I would have planned something which involves my little buddy, but I'm not going to. Just trust me and come out." Khushi nodded her head and went to take a bath.

Khushi came out wrapped in a towel, with underwear on. She saw Arnav standing in the room, freshly bathed with a towel around his waist.

"Well I wasn't expecting that towel." He said pointing at the towel.

"Well then here you go." Saying this she tossed the towel on to the chair.

"Damn baby, you are getting bolder and bolder. You are going to drive me crazy." He said walking close to her. He placed a kiss on her forehead and moved away.

"As much I wanted to kiss you on your lips, I'm not going to do that. I don't want to cancel our date plans." He took his bag and gave her a packet.

"Here is the dress I want you to wear for our date." Khushi opened the packet and saw the long skirt and top.

"I couldn't resist myself from buying this for you."

"I loved it. It's so beautiful." She said touching the skirt.

"I know that, my girl like simple stuffs." He said placing a kiss on her cheek.

"So let's get ready." Saying this he went to the cupboard and find a jeans and T-shirt along with a jacket. Khushi blushed seeing him getting dressed in front of her.

Khushi worn the dress and sat on the chair to do her makeup. Arnav groomed his long hair and beard, wearing a bandana on his head which covered all his hair.

"Why did you grow your hair if you are going to cover it like this?" She asked seeing his covered head.

"I like this villainous look a lot." He said with a wink.

"But why do I find it so sexy?"

"Because villains are damn sexy and hot. I'm not into fairy tales, but this makes us the beauty and the beast." He stood behind her looking at their reflection in the mirror.

"Don't you feel that there is something missing in this fairy tale?" He asked looking at her face through the mirror.

"May be the accessories, let me put it." Saying this she took the earring.

Arnav held her hand and stopped her. "Open that last drawer baby." He said to her.

Khushi did and find a pair of bangles and earrings.

"I promise you that it isn't expensive. I do remember our deal."

"I wanted to buy you something from Singapore and this is the things I got within the time and money. They all have real flowers in it."

"You shouldn't have brought me all these, just a pair of earring and a bangle was okay with me."

"Well I thought you could pair it up with your dresses when you go to classes. You can also share it with your sister."

"Is it okay if I share it with Kasi?" She asked him.

"Baby she is you little sister. She will surely want it when she see this. Remember how you have to buy her a anklet because you got one for yourself.
She is a teenager and will have this kind of desire to have pretty things."

"You seems to know a lot about teenager?" She teased him.

"I know a lot because I was at my worse during that time. Except womanizing and smuggling, I did every bad things."

"That was in the past Arnav. It was a part of your ASR shade, but the Arnav trace was still there at that time. You kept holding on to what your mother taught you even when you had a lot of opportunities. I'm proud that you belongs to me." She said turning around and kissing his knuckles.

"Now select one earring and a bangle for me." She ordered pointing at the things he bought for her. He chose the accessories and watched her wearing it.

Arnav hugged her from behind as she stood in front of the mirror.
"From head to toe, it's all mine." He said placing a kiss on her neck.

"This dress, your earring, chain, bangles and anklet. Baby, you are just mine." He proudly eyed the things he bought for her.

"Should we go now?" She asked placing her hand over his hand.

"We should, don't forget to keep your lipgloss with you. You may need it anytime, may be within a few seconds." Saying this he kissed her thoroughly, taking his time. Once they are done with it, he reapplied the lipgloss making her blush.

They entered the car and drives to their destination. After driving for an hour, he stopped the car near a dhabha. It's bit crowdy with all the light works to attract customers. They had music and dancers on the little stage near to the dhaba.

Arshi found a quite spot and sat down. Khushi tried to stop him from ordering a lot of food, but he didn't paid heed to her.
"You are going to make me eat all that again?" She asked feeling horrified.

"Yup, all of it. I will make sure that you get into your previous shape before I leave for my match." He told her with determination. Khushi nodded her head and leaned on to his shoulder, knowing that he won't change his decision ever.

Khushi kept talking about each and every funny incidents that happened in these three months. He sat there admiring her happy face and giggles. He loved it when she talked carefree. She is damn cute with her facial expressions changing rapidly as she narrated the incidents. She isn't a person who would talk to a stranger about anything under the sky. She do talk but there is a limit for that. She is carefree when she is in her close circle of people.

Along with him, she whistling when the dancers danced on the stage. Khushi never thought that she will whistle public in her lifetime. She loved it when he push her to do things which seems to be thrilling. After paying the bill they drive to the home.

On their way it started raining and they got trapped in a huge traffic jam. Arnav stopped the engine as the traffic jam seems to be taking time to clear.

"What are we going to do now?" Khushi asked looking at the vehicles in front of their car.

"What else? We have to wait till the traffic jam gets cleared."

"I was right, you are damn boring laadgovernor."

"What did I do now?" He asked not getting anything.

"Ask me what you didn't do..."

"Baby, what are you saying?"

"Do you know what happened when a boy and girl get trapped on the road, that to on rainy night in films and serials?"

"I think they have sex in the car." He made a wild guess.

"No they don't. Not everyone is shameless like you."

"Then what do they do?" He asked her.

"The boy will take some short cut or other route. Then their car get break down or the fuel gets run out. The girl will then go outside and starts dancing in the rain while the boy stands there mesmerized by the girl. In such times, they make sure that the heroine wear a saree, that too a netted one." Khushi started to narrate the scene in a flow and he interrupted in between.

"Then the boy get turned on and they end up having sex in the car?"

"Patience laadgovernor, let me finish it. Yeah the boy do get turned on. Then they look at each other and lean for a kiss. At that time the thunder and lightning break that moment between them. They will pull back and the girl starts shivering. The boy will give his jacket to the girl. Then they will try to find a place to stay. They will only get a empty hut with leftover clothes. The girl will try to change the dress and the boy will see her trying to untie the dori. Then he will come closer to her and tries to kiss her. Girl will shy away and then he will make her lie on the bed of haywire and pulls the dori." She blushed a little and looked at him who had a frown on his face.

"You watch all these craps?" He asked leaning on to his seat.

"It's damn romantic laadgovernor, you won't understand." She told him.

"You find this romantic?" He asked her with a sarcastic smile.

"Why don't you feel it to be romantic?"

"First of all, he need to keep tab of his fuel or atleast know about the short cut. He is a stupid to take that path when he have a girl with him. Second, who will let their girl go out in that circumstances, that's too when they are struck somewhere with her having a netted saree. He should have stayed inside the car, or made her wear the jacket before she get wet. Can't he keep it in his pants for a night?? He is really staking her life by doing that in a shabby hut without any security."

"So you wouldn't act like the hero if we get trapped like that?"

"No, I would act more responsible if you are there with me." He replied.

"So you won't allow me to dance in the rain? What if I want to dance in the rain now itself?" She asked him.

"Go on baby, go and dance as much as you like." He replied making her shocked.

"But you told me that you won't let me dance in rain."

"I'm familiar with the way. I have full tank fuel in my car, you are wearing a pretty decent dress and I do have a towel on back seat. So I don't see a problem in it." Khushi nodded her head and lean on to his shoulder thinking about what he said. Arnav saw her rubbing her arms.

"Are you feeling cold?" He asked taking her hand in his hand.

"A little." She said rubbing her cheek on his shoulder.

"Place your legs on the seat and cover your whole leg with your skirt. Then wear this jacket, it will keep you warm." He told her and they saw the vehicles moving.

"Arnav, I want to get drench in the rain now." She said looking at him while still leaning on to his shoulder.

"Sorry to disappoint you baby. Today that's not going to happen."

"Why that so?"

"Because you are already weak. You are juggling with your college and home stuffs. I can't take risk which may end up you being sick. Get healthy soon baby, then I will surely let you to dance in the rain for the whole day itself."

"You are sooo protective laadgovernor." Arnav concentrated in his driving and held her hand.

"So you are telling that the heros in the shows and film don't care about their lady?" She asked him.

"Some punks like them think only with their c*ck." He muttered loud enough for her to hear. Arnav realised what he said and stopped the car abruptly.

"Shit, you aren't supposed to hear that." He said raising her chin to look at her.

"You mean that 'C' word?" She asked with a naughty smile.

"Yeah, I don't want you to hear such words and I did this." He said with a pinch of regret in his voice.

Khushi pecked his lips and took his hand in her hand.
"Well I know my laadgovernor have a foul mouth. It goes with the circumstances. I'm not that innocent Arnav, so don't worry about it, but I'm not sure if I like using it in our bedroom."

"No such words are allowed in our bedroom baby." He said kissing her hand.

He started the car and drives to home.

"Arnav, have you used such words before? You know those words you don't want to use in our bedroom."

"Among boys it's quite usual. I have heard a lot than saying those words."

"You mean when the boys say about their experiences?" She asked him and he nodded his head.

"You said that you had used such words too, when?"

"I don't like girls throwing themselves at me. When they do that I used to reply very crudely."

 
"Is it always like that?"

"What?" He asked

"Girls...hmm they like you and ask you out."

"It's not asking out baby. They just want to get laid."

"When was the first time someone asked you like that?"

"When I was 18. I was hanging out with some boys in a club when a woman approached me."

"Was she beautiful?" Khushi couldn't help but blunt it out.

Arnav smiled sensing the jealousy in her voice.
"Hmm...I think so."

"Do you still remember her face??"

"Yup, I can't forget her face baby. It was my first time...."

"What??? First time??? How can her be your first time??? You told me I was your...." She moved back on to her seat and started firing questions at him with a worried face.

Arnav couldn't control it laughter and started laughing seeing her angry and worried expression.
"Baby, let me finish the sentence at least."

"What is it laadgovernor?"

"Yup, it's true that I can't forget her face. That's because she is the first woman who got splashed with a drink on her face by me. She pushed my nerves and I couldn't control my anger. I think it was a glass of vodka I throw it on her face."

He had parked the car near the road already.

"Then what happened?" Khushi asked him.

"She ran away as I took another glass."

"So you did this with other women too?" She asked him as he started the car again.

"Yup, if they don't understand the word no."

"When was the last time you did that?" She asked out of curiosity.

"4 months back, when I went to a club to meet Shyam and Akash."

"You didn't told me about it."

"I don't think that we should discuss such petty things."

"You are really Angry Singh Raizada." Khushi commented.

"I know that."

"But Arnav you shouldn't keep these things from me. Do you think that I will mistrust you if you tell me about your encounter with such ladies?"

"I can handle them baby. I don't want you to ponder about these things. I just have to show their place when they make a movement."

"Will you be alright if something like this happens to me?? If someone talk to me like that?" She asked him. Again Arnav had to park the car near to the road.

He pulled her on to his lap, wrapping his arms around her.

"Baby, it's different. Most of the women will find another man if they don't get the one they wanted. They are harmless. But when it comes to a man, it's different. When you reject his offer, it will hurt his ego. That mere lust will turned into a revenge. They wont rest until they gets what they want. Trust me baby, you don't need to worry about me. I know how to handle those ladies. You trust me, don't you?"

"I do trust you Arnav. I just hope that they don't do anything to tarnish your image."

"I already have a bad image baby. So that doesn't matter. You know me, that's enough for me." He said placing a kiss on her forehead.

Khushi cupped his face and looked at his eyes. She pulled away the bandana and freed his hair.
"You are just my Arnav.";She said kissing his eyes and forehead. She hugged him burying her face on the crook of his neck. They disentangled from the hug and sat like that for a moment.

"Arnav, what do your Nani and family think of you?"

"A rebellious boy with an uncontrollable anger problem."

"Isn't it a bad image?"

"It is, but they know that why I'm like that. They have seen me in my worst."

"Apart from that, do they have a good image about you?"

"May be in between, neither good nor bad."

"They will surely have a good image about you. I'm know that." She said with determination.

"Should I tell you something interesting?" He asked her and she nodded her head.

"Don't know if they have a good image about me, but they think that I'm a gay."

"They also think like that?" She asked out of curiosity.

"In college most of the students thought like that."

"My passionate fusion life is not their concern. It's belongs to us baby. You know that your man is very much straight." He said teasing her.

"Yeah, I know about my man." She giggled wrapping her arms around his neck.

"Damn baby, I can't get enough of your giggles. You are so perfect." He said trailing kisses on her neck. She massaged his the nape of his neck, giving him access to her neck.

"I should be perfect for my perfect boyfriend." She told him and felt him biting on her neck lightly making her moan. He pulled back from the kiss and pecked her lips.

"It's getting cold baby, let's go now." Khushi went back to her seat and he started the car. She leaned on to his shoulder throughout the journey. 

Finally they reached home and entered the hall. Khushi was about to move towards the room when Arnav caught hold of her hand.

"You look damn gorgeous in this dress and I think I don't have any more control left in me." Saying this he pulled her for a passionate kiss. At first Khushi got startled by the kiss and soon give into it. Arnav sucked and nipped her bottom lip making her moan. Arnav took this opportunity and plunge his tongue into her mouth, making her lose her existence.

"Hmmm..." Khushi whimpered with closed eyes and felt him moving away. Arnav lifted her and made her sit on the sofa.

"I want you baby, badly." Saying this he took away his tshirt and her shirt. 

*Blog Part 03*
Password - Passion
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Khushi is lying on his body, both of them covered in a sleek of sweat. Arnav stroked her hair and dropped a kiss on her head.

"Are you okay baby??"

"No, I'm not..." She said raising her head, staring at him.

"I shouldn't have heard your words." He compliant how she asked him to go harder.

"Laadgovernor, what I meant was I'm not okay, because I feel like I'm floating on air. It was intense." She tried to move away but he didn't let her go.

"Arnav let me lie on the bed. It's quite...hmm... intimate." She said realising how their body plaster to each other.

"You are shying now?" He asked trailing his hand towards her back, making her gasp

"Earlier we were lost in our world, but now...." She closer her eyes feeling his finger making patterns on the side on her hips.

"I'm still lost in you baby." He said rubbing his thumbs on the side of her breast.

Soon she found herself on the bed with him hovering over her.

"What do you want to do now baby?" He asked feathering kisses on her face.

"Can we go and sit on the swing. I want to watch the rain." She said looking through the window.

"Sure." Arnav kissed her lips and stand up. He worn his boxer and gave her a 
shirt to wear.

"Wear your leg baby, I will make the arrangements." Saying this he left to the backyard.

Khushi worn her leg and looked at the mirror. She blushed at the sight of her body. This time, he didn't give her lot of hickies. Only a few on her neck, tummy, shoulder and chest. She touched her swollen lips and worn his shirt. She arranged her messed up hair and walked towards the backyard. Khushi saw the cats and moved towards them.

"Awww...my babies are here. Are you guys afraid of rain?" She asked taking one of the cat.

"You have grown up into big babies. Whatever it is your papa will be here to protect you from rain." She said eyeing Arnav who kept staring at her.

"Yup, I will surely protect you from rain. Even if you get wet, I know how to take care of it." He commented making her blush.

Arnav stood besides her and touched her in disguise of touching the cats.
"Should I check if there is wetness?" He asked her leaning closer to her ear, his lips touching her earlobes.

Khushi placed the cat on the floor and walked towards the swing. Before she can sit on his, he sat down with a blanket wrapped around him. He pulled her on to his lap and wrapped the blanket around her.

"Now it's perfect." He said pulling her closer.

"Don't you want to sleep baby?" He asked her.

"No, I don't want to sleep today." She said caring his cheeks.

"Don't you think it's cruel to make my little buddy work this much. Are you planning to keep him on attention for 5 or 6 hours?"

"Laadgovernor, I'm not going to wake up your little buddy. It voluntary gets ready whenever he sees me." She said teasing him back.

"Well he respect you too much." He said with a wink.

"I know that." Saying this she pecked his lips and cupped his face.

"I just want to spend the remaining hours with you. After this day, I won't get any chance to stay with you like this. Payal will go back to Kolkata after two days, so I won't be able to make an 
excuse to come here. Will you be ok if I can't stay over at your place like this?"
She asked him.

"Are you bring that topic again?" He asked her remembering the things she told when he went to her home last time. She nodded her head in agreement.

"Everything is going to be the same baby. We will be hanging out, going for dates and in between we will find some time for our desire too. Just let me know about it." He assured her.

She placed her head on his shoulder and entwined her hand with his hand.
"So your Payalia proved to be your friend. She is still here helping you to sneak out."

"Yes, she is." She smiled a bit.

"You worried for nothing baby. See nothing changed after all. Those who know your value will never leave you. You make me feel so lucky. Lucky to have you as my girl." He said kissing her eyes.

She smiled and snuggled into his chest, placing her head on the tattoo that carries her name.
"Arnav... "She called him after a few seconds.

"What is it baby?"

"You remember what I told you in the car today? Regarding that hero and heroine thing?"

"I remember everything you tell me. What is the matter now?"

"Imagine that we end up in such a situation, what would you do?" She asking wanting to know what he will do.

"If the car get break down, I will try to find a safe ride and will reach the next town with you."

"What if I go and dance in the rain? With those netted saree?"

"No doubt, I'm going to shout at you first for acting like an idiot."

"Typical laadgovernor." Khushi commented in between making him smile.

"Then I will make you wear some towel or jacket over your saree. After that I will make sure that you will stay inside the car till I find a safe ride."

"What about the hut?" She asked him.

"You are welcomed to stay awake with me or sleep. Anyway I will not sleep if we are in a shabby hut."

"Won't you get tempted by me? Especially in that wet net saree?"

"My mind always have control over my  buddy baby. So there is no chance of further development in it."

"What if I seduce you?"

"Well I may give in, but eventually I will stop before we get carried away."

"You are indeed a control freak Arnav."

"Yup I'm and practical too. I have to think about your safety first. If I let you stay in rain, it will only attract problems. Regards the hut, a shabby hut is not at all a romantic place to have sex. Anyone can walk in and take you away after knocking me down. They can record it and blackmail us or spread it around.
There is no guarantee that there won't be any reptiles or insects hidden in such places. So it's better to stay awake than sleeping with you." Arnav saw her teary eyes.

"Can't hear anything against your romantic setups in shows?" He teased her.

"Romantic...my foot...bloody hormonal driven men who can't even think about their ladies safety. My laadgovernor is the real hero." She wrapped her arms around his neck and hugged him.

"This is damn romantic than that crap." She said smiling, as tears flows from her eyes. Arnav smiled and patted her back.
He is showered with kisses all over his face after that.

"I feel like my heart is going to burst out now." She said realising the depth of his concern and love for her.

"Well we can't let that happen now. Let me solve the problem them." Saying this he pulled her closer while she kept blushing. She lean closer to kiss him, but started giggling as he tickled her. Arnav stopped tickling her after a few seconds and she placed her head on his chest, hearing his heartbeat.

They sat there in silence for some minutes.

"Arnav, have you ever felt like thinking with your...hmmm... buddy?" Out of curiosity she asked him.

"You mean my buddy taking over my mind?"

"Yes, it is." She replied.

"I'm a man baby. Of course there was a lot of time I felt like that. I'm sure that there will be a lot in future too."

"When did you first felt like that?"

"First time, it was on the art's day function. When I saw your true form I really felt like claiming you. You asked me to claim you. If I didn't look at your face I would have had you there itself. Then I look at your face and saw the trust you had in me. I could see the nervous and expectations in your eyes. At that time I realised that your first time and it shouldn't be like that. Then I controlled myself and kicked that thought out of my mind." Khushi blushed a little as he squeezed her hand.

"When was the last time you felt like that?"

"Earlier, when I had you on the sofa."

"What did you feel at that time?" She asked wanting to know what he feels.

"It's purely about my need for you at that time. At that time I just want to get buried deep in you probably without much foreplay. When I feel like that, it's your eyes that stop me from taking you like that. You are not someone to be taken like that, I want you to enjoy it as much as I do. I don't want to use your body only for my pleasure, I want us to explore our desires and wants instead."

"Hmm, what if I feel like that?? You know to feel you in me." She questioned.

"Then you just have to tell me that."

"Won't I be using your body then?" She questioned back.

"No you won't."

"How can it be like that?" She asked him.

"It's because of our body. You are the one who takes the pain in our relationship when we create some passionate fusions. Everytime you wince in pain, I really want to take away that pain." He said with concern.

"It's not something I can't handle. It is not as much as painful than the first time. Don't worry about it." She assured him.

"Anyway I'm not going to do anything that will hurt you." He said kissing her forehead.

"Arnav tell me about your next match?"
She said placing a kiss on his tattoo and snuggled onto his chest.

"Indian Super League, I'm going to be in the bid. I think they are going to place me for 25 or 30 lakhs keeping my previous performance." He told her.

"So you are going to be popular after the match??"

"I'm not sure about that, but these matches does have viewers. Baby, stop thinking unwanted things." He ordered knowing what is in her mind.

"You are going to be my girl forever. You can't even change that."

"I just want to be your girl only." She too repeated.

"Baby, will you be at home on day after tomorrow?"

"Yup, I will be. Do you have any plan for us?"

"I'm planning to visit your Ammi."

"Abba and ammi will be glad to see you."

"Do I have that bad boy image in front of your parents?"

"Abba don't consider you like that. I can feel that from his talk. Well ammi don't know much about you, so she dont have any opinion. Ammi and Abba is very cautious about us, especially with boys. So don't do anything that will make ammi suspect something." Khushi warned him.

"Who was shouting that I can't have pineapple when I was in your home last time??" He teased her.

"Laadgovernor, I got concerned for you and said that. Anyway I handled it pretty good." That's when they heard the thunder and lightning. Both of them got startled at first and looked at eachother.

"That was so spontaneous." She said and they started laughing.

"I thought you are going to act like the heroins in the films. You know getting scared and hugging the hero."

"Your girlfriend is a brave girl. I don't fear this any more. Now I'm a grown up girl who can handle this."

"Yeah, you are indeed a grown up girl." He said making circles on her thighs.

"Laadgovernor, always find a way to tease me." She said pushing away his wandering hand.

"Is there anything you fear other than the two you told me earlier?" He asked her.

"Yup, my worst fear is losing my family which includes you. I want all four of you in my life forever. Because of that accident I fear darkness and overspeeding vehicles. Now I don't fear water bodies as much as I used to fear it. Above all these, I don't fear anything when I'm with you." She ended with a kiss on the tip of his nose.

"Do you want to tell me about your fears?" She asked him after pausing for a moment.

"Like you, I also fear losing you. Apart from that I don't fear anything."

"How can you not fear anything?? There may be something." She said wrapping her arms around his neck.

He thought for a moment. She felt his his grip getting tighter.

"A room, I fear a room." Khushi know which room he is referring. The room where his mom committed suicide.

"Shhh Arnav. You don't have to say anything." She hugged him and stroked his hair.

She cupped his face and feathered kisses all over.
"Let's discuss something else." She said and straddled him.

"Are you planning to torture me?" He asked feeling her very much closer to her.

"I'm planning to torture both of us." Winking at him, she brushed her lips on his lips.

"Arnav, tell me about some memories related to rain."

"Rain?" He tried to go through his childhood memories. He entwining both their hands together and started talking.

"Maa used to sleep with me when it thunderstorms. She used to hug me tight as if protecting me from every evils. You know what's the irony in it?" He asked her.

"Maa was afraid of thunderstorms. She overcome that fear for me. At that time I didn't realise the depth of it, now I know that."

"Your mother loved you a lot Arnav."

"Yeah, that's why she decided to show her love by hanging herself, so that nasty man can marry that vile lady. For me love only gives us pain and betrayal. I won't let you go through that." Khushi nodded her head, knowing that his definition of love is different from her. What they feel for each other is beyond love. She is not going to throw away that by trying to naming it.

She cupped his face and kissed his forehead.
"You don't need to love me Arnav. What you are giving is now is more enough for me. In my concept love is the most beautiful feeling one can have for another person. I love you a lot Arnav. It means that you are my everything. It completes me wholly. Khushi can't exist without her Arnav. Let me love you in my way where I want to make you happy. When a girl love a man romantic, she will give everything that belongs to her to that man. It includes her heart, soul and body. I have given my everything to you and I know that you will take care of it even more than me. I won't leave you for anything. I'm going to stay and will love you the way you deserve to be loved." Saying this she placed her lips on his lips, kissing his passionately. Soon they got lost in their own passionate world.

After sometime, Arnav buttoned her shirt up as she sat on his lap panting.
"You okay?" He asked her and she placed her head on his chest.

"Perfectly okay." She blushed thinking about the way they made love on the swing. She made circles on his chest while he massaged her knee.

"Arnav, can we go for a walk in the rain? Around the garden?" She asked him.

"You want to go for a walk now??? At this hour of time??"

"Yup can you get an umbrella for us, so that we can walk. Please Arnav." She pleaded and he nodded his head. When he came back with an umbrella he didn't find her on the swing.

"Baby, where are you?" He called and heard her reply from outside.

He went to that direction and saw her standing in the garden with both hands spread out. Her shirt got wet, acting like a second skin.

"Arnav this is fun." She said playing with the raindrops falling on her.

That's when she felt a light smack on her back.

"Ouch, why did you do that laadgovernor?" She asked turning around while rubbing her bum. She saw him stand in front of her with an umbrella in his hand.

"What the f**k are you doing? Why on earth you stepped into the rain without an umbrella?"

"You are such a spoilsport Raizada. Can't you just enjoy the rain like I do?"

"You are going to be sick Khushi. Now come inside." He asked her.

"I'm already wet, so let me stay up a bit more. For your information I'm going to be okay." She flare her nose and turned around.

Next moment, he pick her up and flung her over his shoulder making her scream.
"You laadgovernor, put me down. Am I a rice sack to be carried like this." Arnav locked the main door and entered the washroom. He made her stand on the floor and started drying her hair.

"Take that towel and dry your body." He ordered her.

"Laadgovernor, always ordering around me." Saying this Khushi unbuttoned her shirt and dried herself. She wrapped the towel around her and he some what dried her hair.

Exiting the washroom, she started to question him.
"Arnav, nothing is going to happen if I get wet in the rain. I'm not that we.... *Sneeze* Khushi looked at Arnav who gave her an angry glance.

"Something went into my nose, that's...." *Sneeze* why I'm *sneeze*

'I'm going to be a dead meat now' she thought realising the blunter she made. She can see the anger boiling within him.

"Close you mouth and sit on the bed now." He roared and she followed that like an obedient girl.

"Arnav..." She called him.

"Don't... Just shut up and sit there." He told her as he go through his cupboard.
Arnav found a pair of tshirt and pants for her to wear. He tossed her underwear and asked her to wear it. Khushi worn the dress. She felt like the most stupid girl on this earth.

"Arnav..." She tried to call him and she didn't get any reply from him.

"I'm so sorry Arnav. I should have heard your words, but I couldn't just stand there seeing the rain."

"Get into the bed and sleep. NOW." He raised his voice and she did that. Arnav went out and came back with a glass of water.

"Here have this medicine." He gave her the medicines and she had it without making a fuss.

"Now sleep." Saying this he pushed her on to the bed and covered her with the blanket.

She watched him taking the pillow and blanket.

"Where are you going Arnav?"

"You want me to get sick?" He asked her and she shook her head.

He went and laid down on the sofa. Khushi tried to sleep, but couldn't. Tears started to flow from her eyes as she realised what she did. She mentally slap herself for doing this, for not considering her health. She went to the hall and saw him lying on the sofa peacefully.

She stood near to him debating to call him or not.
"Can't sleep?" She heard him asking her. She looked at him and shook her head.

Arnav saw her moist eyes and moved back creating space for her. He raised his arm, signalling her to get under it. She smiled and lie down next to him.

"Arnav...I..."

"Shhh...we can talk tomorrow. You should sleep now." He said wrapping the blanket on her and pulling her closer to him. She smiled feeling relieved that he is not angry on her.

"Don't think that I'm not angry on you. You are ill and need some good sleep."
She pouted and snuggled on to his chest.

'Even though he is angry on me, he do take care of me.' She told herself and closed her eyes. Khushi slept peacefully snuggling into his warmth. She is lit bit disappointed by his dressed status, but it is still better than not being on his arms.

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