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Khushi lean on his shoulder as he drives the car. Arnav stopped the car near a restaurant.

"I will go and buy something for us. Just stay inside the car."

"Come back soon Arnav."

"I will be..." He pecked her forehead and went out.

Arnav placed their order and waited. He got a call from Akash when he is waiting for the food.

"ASR, I just called you to remind about our bet..."

"Akash, I will call you later. I'm little bit busy now."

"Ohh...ok... Let's see who wins the bet." Arnav cut the call without giving him any response. He turned around and saw her waiting for him. After receiving their food, he went towards the car.

After travelling for almost an hour, they reached in an apartment

"Come, we have reached."

"Whose apartment is this, Arnav?"

"My friend's, he is out of station now."

"Hmm...ok."

Arnav is about to lift her when Khushi stopped him.
"I'm ok Arnav. I can walk niw, just hold me." Arnav hold her and took her inside.

As soon as they entered the room, Arnav hugged her tight. Khushi started to cry remembering those horrific experience.

"It's over Khushi, you are ok..." He consoled her.

"What I felt at that moment is soooo.... "
Khushi couldn't complete her sentence.

Arnav took her to the bedroom and made her sit on the bed.

"What happened there Khushi? How many of them were there?" He asked wanting her to tell everything.

"I don't know who they are..." Khushi lied  without looking at him. Arnav lifted her chin by his hand and looked into her eyes.

"Are you sure that you don't know them? It's easy to catch you whenever you lie."

"I can't tell you Arnav..."

"Why?"

"Because I don't want you to be in trouble by harming them... When you get angry, it take over your rational mind. You will do things which you shouldn't."

"Ok don't tell me about them... Tell me what happened there?" He asked her. Khushi briefly told him what happened

"Arnav, I want to take a bath...I feel flithy... Do you also feel like that? Would you still accepted me if they would have..." Arnav placed his lips on her lips, not letting her to complete the sentence.
Arnav tasted her tears while kissing her. He took care not to hurt her bruise on the right corner of her lip.

He break apart from the kiss and pulled down the zipper of the jacket. He looked at her right cheek and found a handprint on it. His blood boiled in anger seeing that mere sight. She had a bruise on the right corner of her lip. He saw the bruises on her should and arms. There is a hand print on her waist along with some scratch marks. She held her breathe as he inspected her body.

Khushi felt heartbroken when he left  after seeing her body. All the negative thoughts rushed into her mind.

'Is he disgusted by me? Will he hate me for this?' Tears filled her eyes as she thought about different possibilities.

Arnav came into the room with a box.
He opened it and took the cotton, applied the medicine in it.

"Tell me if it hurts."  Saying this he dabbed the cotton on her bruise. Everytime she winced in pain, his anger towards those morons increased tenfold.

"Is it paining a lot?" He asked touching her right cheek.

"Not anymore." She felt him placing a tender kiss on her right cheek where there is a handprint.

"I want to take a shower Arnav....I really want it." Khushi told him after he treated her bruise.

"Wait here... I will be back soon." Arnav filled the bathtub with hot water and arranged everything for her bath.

"I have filled the bathtub for you. I will set our food till then." He cared her cheek and left after placing a kiss on her forehead.

After sometime, Khushi came out of the bathroom wearing a bathrobe. She saw Arnav standing there bare chested. When they saw each other in such state, both of them were dumbstruck.

When Arnav saw Khushi standing in front of him in a bathrobe, he put in a lot of effort to control his crazy hormones. She looked like a freshly bloomed flower, so pure and innocent.

Arnav stood there only in his pant, with his toned body on display. There is a lion tattoo that covered his left biceps. He look extremely handsome with the tattoo.

"Close your mouth Khushi, or else I will close it in my way." Khushi closed her mouth and kept looking at him.

"Your tattoo is beautiful." Khushi raised her hands to touch it, while Arnav stood in front of her. She touched his bicep, tracing the outline of the tattoo.

"Is this the only tattoo you have?" She asked and he turned around. She saw two other tattoos on his back. He then turned around again to face her.

"You can explore me later Khushi, now let me feed you.." Saying this he lifted her. He made her sit on the table and made a plate for her. Khushi had it peacefully taking glance of his bare form in between. Arnav smiled seeing her peeking at his body.

"You know you don't need to peek at my body, you can stare it directly. I won't mind that." He teased her making her blush. After having the food, Arnav lifted her and took her to the room.

"Let's finish what we started." Saying this Arnav pulled her for a kiss cupping her face gently. He lightly sucked and licked her lips while making her lie on the bed gradually. Khushi ran her finger through his hair and neck, pulling his closer.

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Khushi gave into his kiss as he created havoc in her body with his finger. She cried out his name as the climax hit her hard.  Arnav laid down next to her while she kept breathing heavily.

After a few minutes, Khushi looked at him.

"Arnav, you haven't...I mean..." She said looking at his hard on.

"I will be back soon. I know how to handle it." Saying this Arnav walked towards the bathroom.

"Khushi, don't panick if you hear me screaming your name when I'm in the bathroom." Khushi blushed and hide herself into the blanket. She hear him moaning after a few minutes making her blush harder. She buried her face onto the pillow with a shy smile.

A few minutes after, Khushi felt him lying next to her. She turned back and saw him looking at her.

"Arnav, why didn't you?? I mean we didn't..." She don't know why he didn't complete the act when he was really uncomfortable.

"Because I want our first time to be special, I don't want it to be in someone's apartment and bed. When we will do that, I will take my time to study each and every inch of your body before our union. I want you to remember my touches whenever you look at the mirror. I want you to blush whenever you look at your body. I want you to be wet whenever you think about us. I want you to remember that you are mine." She shivered hearing his words. He pulled her closer and wrapped his arms around her making her blush.

"I like your blush Khushi. Only I have the right to make you blush like this." He said placing kisses on her cheeks.

"Who is the real Arnav? Is he the man infront of me or the one in college that everybody fear to approach?" She asked him.

"This is Arnav...in college, you will only find ASR."

"I want to see the real Arnav."

"Ok...if that's what you want. I don't have a problem." Saying this Arnav removed the sheet and hooked his finger into his boxer.

"Arnav what are you doing?" She asked averting her eyes from his almost naked form.

"You told me that you want to see the real Arnav, so I was just trying to give you a glimpse." He teased her and she slapped him on his chest.

"I didnt mean that way." Arnav loved her embarrassed expression. He sat on the bed and she too sat opposite to him, covering herself with the blanket.

"I was just kidding you."

"I know that, but I really want to know about you. If I'm yours, then you are mine, aren't you?" She asked him.

"Yes." He answered her.

"Then let me know you Arnav...here I'm sitting in front of you naked... because I trust you. Like wise trust me and let me know more about your life."

"You are already in it Khushi...I have never trusted anyone in my life after my mother's death... You are the first one who earned my trust.." He said stroking her cheeks. Khushi hugged him and kissed his neck.

"Thank you Arnav... hmm...I want to see your tattoo on the back." She told him after disentangling from the hug. Arnav turned back and he felt her fingers trailing on his back

"This is beautiful...so beautiful..." She said looking at the tattoo of a pheonix on his back.

He felt a kiss on the back of his neck, on his tattoo. Among his tattoos, she liked this one a lot. It's a tattoo of a mother holding her baby.
"This is the most beautiful tattoo you have."

She trailed his fingers over his tattoos and feathered kisses over the lion tattoo on his biceps.

Khushi hugged him from behind, placing her chin on his shoulder and arms around his neck.

"You are strong and brave like a lion... you rose from every hardships like a phoenix and in between all these your are still the innocent guy who loved his mother deeply. I'm sure that your mother would be very proud of her son." Arnav turned around and pulled her on to his lap.

"No Khushi, I know that my maa is not proud of me"

"Why do you think like that?"

"Don't you know the reason... My anger makes me worse. I'm capable of hurting anyone when I'm angry. One day, I may also hurt you with my anger" He told her.

"I know about your anger. Even when you get angry I have seen you trying to control that anger so that it won't lead into a fight, but when you loose that it gets worse. Yes, you already hurt me with your anger and I'm sure that in future too you would do that. But you understand your deed and comes back to me. You don't do that with other people.
You come back to me to apologize. Sometimes your care is hidden in your anger. Even when I was at fault and made you angry, you came back to me and apologize. You just need to control your anger little bit...." She left a kiss on his cheek.

"Sometimes I feel that I should stop myself from seeing you, but I couldn't. I felt that my anger will make you run away from me, instead you got close to me. Now that you are mine and totally struck with me.. I won't let you go away from me for anything." He said with determination.

"I don't want you to let me go away from you for anything." Saying this Khushi kissed him which turned into a heated making out. They parted away panting.

"You are going to make me stay in the bathroom damn it."

"You are the one who want to make it special, not me." Khushi told him.

"When we do that, I will make sure that you won't be able to walk for a day. So if we do that now, you can't go to your home tomorrow." Hearing his very bold reply Khushi is left tongue tied.

"So should we start then? Saying this he took hold of her leg.

"No...I have to go home tomorrow."

"If that's what you prefer, it's totally ok. Now I have to make a run to the bathroom again." Saying this he entered the bathroom while she look at her reflection in the mirror and blushed.

When he come out of the bathroom, she saw her lying down on the bed. He laid down next to her and wrapped his arms around her, pulling her closer to him.

"Sleep now." He ordered.

"Laadgovernor, can't you even ask that sweetly."

"Ok sleep Khushi."

"You can even try better than that." She pouted at him.

"Khushi if you don't sleep me within half an hour, you are not going to sleep till tomorrow noon and you won't be able to go home too." Hearing this Khushi made a face at him and hugged him closing her eyes. Arnav secured her in his arms and placed a light kiss on her head.

"Sleep well Khushi. Nobody will hurt you." Khushi smiled when she heard him say that along with a kiss. She hugged him tight and placed her head on his chest.

"Good night Arnav." She left a kiss on his chest and slept peacefully hearing his heartbeat. Both of them slept well being in each other's embrace

At midnight, Khushi had a nightmare and screamed.
"Khushi, Khushi...you are safe...look at me." Arnav said patting her cheek lightly.
Khushi opened her eyes and stared at him for a moment and hugged him tight

"It felt real...they..."

"Shhh...you are safe..." Arnav left a kiss on her shoulder

"Let me go and get you some water." Arnav made her drink some water.

"You ok now??" Khushi nodded her head in reply. Arnav made her lie on the bed and laid down next to her. She placed her head on his chest entwined her fingers with his fingers.

"Can we talk?" Khushi asked

"About?" He asked.

"Anything..."

"Ok, tell me about your family..." He asked her.

"You want to know about my family???"

"Yup."

"So where should I start?"

"Start from wherever you want Khushi."

"Ok... My father works in a company as an accountant. Before moving here we were living in Ahmedabad. Both my parents are from here. You know about my sister already. She drives me mad. I'm six years elder to her, but sometimes she behave like I'm the younger one." Khushi giggled and continued.

"Even though she irritates me a lot, I know that she loves me. My mom cooks well. You should try her dishes, it's just yummy. My bad luck that I can't have so much of it because of my diet." Khushi pouted while he keenly looked at her.

"Then what should I say???" Khushi frowned and looked at him.

"You know, my grandfather lost some of his cousins during the holocaust in Germany."

[Holocaust : The Holocaust was a period in history at the time of World War Two (1939-1945), when 6 millions of Jews were murdered because of who they were. The killings were organised by Germany's Nazi party, led by Adolf Hitler. Jews were the main target of the Nazis, and the greatest number of victims were Jewish. Nearly seven out of every 10 Jews in Europe were murdered because of their identity.]

"Are both of your parents Jews?"

"Yup...but from different communities..."

"So it was not an arranged marriage?"

"No, it was an arranged marriage. My father belongs to bene Israeli Jews and mother belongs to baghdadi Jews. My grandparents were friends and that's how my Abba married my ammi."

"I have heard that people in your community go back to Israel and settle there... Is that true?"

"Yup, most of my relatives already went back to Israel."

"What about your family?" Arnav asked with lot of hope.

"My relatives do ask my father to come there and settle down, but everytime my father refuse them. He always tells us that india is our motherland and Israel is our fatherland."

"Have you ever visited  Israel?"

"Yup only once, that was five years back. It was one my cousin's wedding."

"How did you studied hebrew?"

"Abba and ammi taught us hebrew. It is the language we use for prayers. It help us to mingle with my relatives abroad. During shabbat, we only speak hebrew in our home."

"Shabbat means?"

"It's a custom we follow in remembrance of the seven days of creation. We refrain from hard work and devote our day to god and family. It start from after the sunset  on friday and end on saturday night. It's a holy day for us."

"You believe in God a lot, don't you?"

"Yes, I do. I know that you don't believe in God, anyway I'm not going to compel you to believe in God. So you don't need to worry about me nagging you." She told him hoping that one day he will realise the power of God.

'So how do you say you are mine in Hebrew?"

"Hayitt sheli, ett sheli, vela'olam tishaari sheli Arnav."

"That doesn't sound like you are mine only..."

"You have to figure it out Arnav."

"Tell me Khushi..."

"Ok...hayitt sheli, ett sheli, vela'olam tishaari sheli Arnav."

"So you won't tell me..." He asked raising his eyebrow at her and she shook her head in denial. He pushed her onto the bed and hovered her.

"Tell me Khushi."

"Figure it...." Her words got disappeared as  he started to tickle her.

"Arnav please...no..." Khushi couldn't control her giggles and laughter

"Ok..ok...I will tell you Arnav... now stop it." She said as her stomach started to ache from laughing and giggling. Khushi garlanded her hands around his neck and look into his eyes.

"You were mine, you are mine and you will always be mine." Arnav smiled hearing it.

"Hayitt sheli, ett sheli, vela'olam tishaari sheli Khushi." He lightly pecked her lips and stared at her.

"Arnav, dont you feel weird seeing me like this?"

"Yeah, some part of my body do feel weird. Arnav said rubbing his body on her.

"Laadgovernor, I didn't mean that. I meant my leg. You know seeing me half legged..."

Arnav sat next to her leg, lifted her amputed leg.
"This is the symbol of survival and scarifice... I can only see that. Your brother pushed you out because he wanted to save his sister. Brothers are suppose to protect their siblings and your brother did that. I can never belittle that act. You faced everything and emerged as a strong woman. It only make me desire you a lot more than what I feel now." He kissed on the apex of her leg and trailed kisses all over her leg. He came near to her and kissed her lips passionately as tears rolled down from her eyes.

"Arnav, I don't know if I can give you the same satisfaction like that of a normal girl."

"You are very much normal Khushi. And regarding my satisfaction... it mainly depends on some of my organs." He winked at her.

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"Don't doubt yourself...you are made for me... Only for me"

"Only for you" Khushi said hugging him closer

"Now let's sleep..." Arnav said pulling her close to him. She snuggled into his embrace and slept peacefully.

Next morning, Khushi woke up and didn't found him next to her. She worn her leg and covered her body with the blanket.

Khushi saw a note near to her mobile

'Going out, will be back soon.
Dont get panicked, you are safe here.
-Arnav'

Khushi took a bath and came out wearing a bathrobe. She found two packet on the bed and opened it.

It is a black top with a blue printed palazzo in that packet.

"Hope that it will suite you." Arnav entered the room holding two cups of coffee.

"I like it, it's beautiful." Khushi let him know.

"Open the other packet...I hope you like it too." Khushi blushed as soon as she saw the black lingerie with floral print on it.

"I got your measurements from your underwears. I hope it fit you correctly.
For now I prefer this... Or else I would have selected something sexy." He teased her while placing the coffee cups on the table.

"Come on let's get you ready."

"What? Go away Arnav...I know how to get dressed."

"Well for a change today, I'm going to dress you up."

He moved closer to her ears and whispered
"This may be the only time I'm interested in dressing you up...other wise it will be all about undressing you." Saying this he untied the knot of her towel leaving her bare.

"Don't be shocked Khushi, I have already seen everything. Above all that you are mine and it's my responsibility to take care of what's mine." He said making her wear the dresses. Arnav looked at her after getting ready.

"You looks gorgeous." He said kissing her forehead and led her to the dining table.

Khushi sat next to him as he served him the food.

"Arnav when did you get your first tattoo?"

"I got it on my 18th birthday."

"That son and mother tattoo?"

"Yes, then I got the lion tattoo after a year. Last year I got the tattoo on my back."

"Will it pain so much?" She asked about tattooing.

"Not that much....it's like continuously prickling the surface of your skin. A mild pain will be there. It will also depends on the body part you chose for tattooing. It will pain a lot when you get tattoo on chest, back, palm, feet,head,neck, hips and stomach...It will be very less in ankle, upper biceps, calfs and forearms. Do you have any plan to get a tattoo?" He asked her.

"I haven't think about it...may be in future, let's see." She said while having her food.

"If you are planning to get any tattoo done, it will be only on your ankle, upper biceps,calfs or forearms, nowhere else. It will be painful on the other parts."

"Why do you get tattoos?"

"They are the reminders of some events in my life...they keep me motivated...it gives me a strength... The first tattoo I got...it is like my maa is watching over me, without my knowledge. You see, that that is on the back of my neck...I can't see it, but I know that it is there. Also it gives me the bad boy image."

"So you like this bad boy image?"

"Yup... That why everyone is afraid of me."

"I was never afraid of you."

"Never?" Arnav raised his eyes.

"Yup..."

"Hmm...I know that Ms Gavriel is not afraid of me." Arnav said pulling her to his lap.

"And that's why you are mine..." He said staring into her eyes.

"Anyway you are not a bad boy as you claim to be."

"Don't you know about my nicknames in college? Even you friend call me Don."

"You are the most amazing person I have ever met." Khushi said cupping his face.

"Yeah, a lit bit of anger always stay on the tip of your nose." She teased him.

"Only a lit bit???" He asked with a lopsided smile.

"May be a little more than that. Arnav Singh Raizada is incomplete without his famous anger." Khushi said kissing the tip of his nose

"All these gives me the tag of Sexy Singh Raizada. Don't you think that I'm  sexy and hot?" He teased her making her blush.

"Don't you think that it really suits me?"

"Those girls already named you, aren't they? So how does my opinion matters?"

"Because you are the only one who have seen me almost naked, so your opinion does matters." He whispered into her ear in husky voice. Khushi blushed deeper and nodded her head.

"What???" He loved teasing his shy girl.

"You are sexy and hot..."

"Just sexy and hot?" He frowned at her.

"You are damn sexy and hot...happy now?"

"Yup...don't you want to know about my opinion regarding you?" He pulled her closer.

"No I don't want know anything laadgovernor." She shook her head in denial.

"But I want to let you know that you are damn too sexy and just made for me in every damn way." He run his finger from her arms to her shoulder making her shiver. She kissed his cheeks and placed her head on the crook of his neck.

"You should drop me home Arnav, Abba and Ammi will be waiting for me."

"Sure..."

Arshi got ready to leave and walked towards the door.

Arnav hugged Khushi and stroked her head.
"Khushi, try to forget about that damn day. Don't let those morons take over your mind." He said cupping her face. Khushi nodded her head with a smile.

"I think I have given you a lot of memories to remember...in fact to blush.
So keep on blushing thinking about my touches on your body...my kisses on every parts of your body... Will you do that for me?"

"Yes, I will..." A very shy Khushi replied lowering her eyes.

"So what will you do?" Arnav asked entering his hand inside her top.

"Tell me Khushi..."

"I will think about your touches on my body..." She said as he made patterns on her tummy.

"Then?" Arnav asked trailing kisses on her neck.

"Your kisses on my body..."

Arnav stared at her chocolate orbs and gently kissed on her lips.

"Come, let's go...or else we won't be leave anything soon.." He took her hand in his hand. Khushi pulled him a little down and kissed his cheeks.

Arnav made her sit on the car and strapped the seatbelt.

"Is it your car?"

"No, it's Akash's...he took my bike in return..." He started the car and drives it to her home.

"Ohh... Arnav, now only a few months are left for your exam...what are you planning to do?" She asked wanting to know about his future plans.

"I have some matches lined up after the exams. My coach told me that it will be  a good opportunity for me."

"So you will be concentrating on your football career?"

"Yup..."

"So that means you won't be around. What will happen to us?" An anxious Khushi asked not knowing what the future hold for them.

Arnav parked the car aside and took hold of her hand.

"Khushi, I already told you that you are mine and I'm not going to let you go away from me. You concentrate on your studies for now, that's important. You don't need to worry about anything now." He lean closer to her and placed a kiss on her forehead. She closed her eyes and smiled at him.

"Arnav, drop me at Payal's home."

"Why?"

"Hmm...I can't go to my house like this. Abba and ammi will get worried if they see this mark on my cheek. Payal will help me to conceal it. Don't worry she will take me home after that." She said showing her right cheek. Arnav lightly touched her cheek and stroked her skin.

They reached near Payal's house.
"Khushi, I will be out of station for some days."

"When will you be back?"

"2 or 3 days, I have some matches in Goa. Khushi, I want you to take rest for two days. Go to college when your bruises get healed." He told her.

"We have two days holiday, our professors have some evaluation duty."

"That's really good. So I will see you after two days."

"Come back soon Arnav."

"I will...and when you go home and think about me and then  blush." Arnav teased her and winked making her blush. She kissed his cheek.

"I will be waiting for you..." Saying this Khushi walked towards Payal's house. He waited for her to get into the house and drives away from there.

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Precap

Khushi heard a knock on the window and opened it.

"Arnav you here??" Khushi looked at the clock and found that it's already past 11 at night.

"You asked me to come and collect my kiss. So I'm here to collect my kiss." He lean close to her eyeing her lips as he stand outside her window.

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Acid attack.
Arnav reaches the hospital.

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