Chapter 39: White Confession; Lately
"Love you
The fluttering wishes,
The confession that I never made,
I will visit you with the white snow and tell you"
Nisoo POV
We are done Christmas shopping; I, Anna and SunTak brought gifts for each other as well as friends... During this practice session we really missed each other.. I really missed our hangouts... I also called Eunbi but she refused to come so I informed her about tomorrow's practice... Hope everything is fine... she sounded like she was crying... lets see her tomorrow
Anna and SunTak took the bus; I opened my phone and texted Myungsoo 'Myungsoo I'm on my way to park...come soon... I'll be waiting on swing'
I'm still wondering why will he want to meet me all of a sudden? maybe its kinda important.. Lets see I will find out once I meet him... I'm still happy for today... me and Woohyun... both of us confessed to each other, lets see how we will perform tomorrow
SKIP
I reached park... it was dark the moon and the stars giving me company in this dark night.. like they wanna say something to me but are unable to say; and I'm unable to understand them... since childhood I loved stars.. and I always stare at stars whenever I'm sad or happy...
Myungsoo suddenly comes and sits in the swing besides me and says "Nisoo ah~ I wanna say something" I nodded and looked at him.. smiling at him... but now i see something in his eyes something different.. maybe pain and love both together
"Nisoo ah~ I know you love Woohyun and you don't love me.. and even if I confess to you; you will not accept me.. yes I like you Nisoo" his words make me feel bad... that I'm already with Woohyun... "But.." this is all I could manage to say
"But I will try to end my feeling for you and I will give up on you and will try to keep distance between us.. firstly for some days then I hope I can see you as a friend" his words...
"Mianhae" that all I could say to him
"And starting from now on I will end my feelings; my one sided love for you...and I will not walk you to bus stop too.. so its better Nisoo you go.. cause its already dark" he says; I couldn't help but my heart was at pain from inside.. but if Myungsoo wants me to leave so I will go; I'm not able to look at him also.. I'm feeling pain now
I stood up and started walking suddenly Myungsoo runs and holds my shoulders from back which made me froze at that place and stops me from turning around and tells me "I admit Nisoo ah I don't know how to stop liking you but I hope time can help me; Hoya hyung said 'If you really like someone, you can live by being patient.'" his words...
"So I was planning to lie tonight about being able to stop how I feels about you; But now I don't want to. So I'm just going to be honest. No matter how I think of it, I can't come up with a way not to like you, so I'm just going to stay like this. You don't have to be sorry and you don't have to do anything... Just know my heart." he says... which made me cry... my warm tears were flowing through my cheeks which I held back.. since he started making his confession.. I couldn't hold back anymore... I'm crying, crying for Myungsoo
He puts me at ease by saying that he's going to clean up his feelings so she needn't be uncomfortable around him, and lightens the mood by joking, "You're definitely going to regret it later-rejecting me!" I KNOW, RIGHT?"
Tears roll down my cheeks unstoppable but I gave no answer, and Myungsoo then tells me "You can really go now" and lets go of my shoulders. I walk away without turning back; cause I can't show my crying face to him
I'm going home all alone... I'm really worried about Myungsoo, cause the situation he is facing is difficult; but I don't feel same towards him but I hope he will really get his girl soon... the girl whom he deserves and she will really love him a lot; I promise you Myungsoo ah I will stay by your side as a best friend always....
MEANWHILE
Eunbi POV
I was still crying while he left... I went home but made sure to wipe off all my tears before I enter my home... I entered and went inside my bedroom
I sat on the bed with my teddy leaning on the wall... his words kept on playing on my mind "Do you think by acting this way, I'll come to like you instead of Nisoo?"
"JERK" I said it loud to comfort me... 'that image of him passing through the door of Nisoo and Woohyun's practice room' kept on playing in my mind.... I really couldn't help but to sigh at his actions... how big jerk he is.
NEXT DAY
"Mom! I did the breakfast already.. now you too do!" I shouted; what happened to me today?
she came and stared at me "I'm going to school mom" I said her
"Why are you leaving so early?" she asked; yeah I was leaving early... so shemust be thinking why... and the great news is today is Christmas eve and tomorrowis my performance as well as Christmas and who knows if it snows today...
The places are already beautiful but snow makes them more beautiful.... *These pics are real and not taken from Internet*
"I have something to do" I replied her hurriedly and took my bag "I'm leaving" I said and left
Author's Note:
Myungsoo made his confession but also decided to give up! cause she loves someone else; Nisoo was crying cause she couldn't help... I guess she can understand how it feels and decided to stay by his side always as a best friend... Here Eunbi is excited for today's school and she is also hoping to snow today... but what she wanted to do and why she left so early? What's her plan? and will it snow? to know more stay tuned!
Hi! Readers! How are you? The January just ended of this year... Did you enjoyed? Cause I enjoyed it a lot with my friends and my well wishers... How are you doing?
Did you liked this update? I guess it was kinda boring for you? Was it? If yes then do forgive me... *Begging* Let me know your views guys!!!
KPOP NEWS!!!!!!!!!!!
I just wanted to ask you all that did you heard "꽃이야 (My Flower)" of JBJ? If no then.... I'm adding the link.. and just have a look; I'm sure this song will cheer you up! Trust me guys fir this once.. just love them JBJ
https://youtu.be/uexk7jWXYmU
And if yes; then who's your bias of JBJ? Mine is Takada Kenta (高田健太) known as KENTA
and my bias is wreaked by Noh Tae-hyun (노태현) ; leader of JBJ
Don't they look cute together? What do you think? Taehyun and Kenta?
I just think they are way too adorable.. what do you think? I will be pleased to know your views.... And don't forget to give me reviews about my story as well as about the song and my boys...
Happy reading.... With lots of love from Nihyun
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