"So have you decided on whether you are going to apply?" I hear Seulgi inquire as I take a spoon full of rice.

"Yes." I simply replied, not really wanting to talk about it during this moment, more focused on my food in front of me.

"What?" I hear Jungkook exclaim in a shocked tone.

"And I was accepted." I added, continued to spoon mouth full of rice into my mouth before looking up at Seulgi and Jungkooks shocked expressions.

"(Y/n)." Seulgi spoke in a soft tone.

"Yeah?" I responded looking up from my tray of food innocently.

"Are you sure about this?" I watched as Seulgi look dead straight into my eyes with a very serious tone.

"I-I." I tried to say before taking a deep sigh. Silence then overtook the atmosphere for a few moments. "I am positive." I finally spoke, after swallowing my mouth full of food.

"Have you told Jimin?" Jungkook inquired in a concerned tone.

"No, not yet." I trailed off nervously.

"Are you planning on telling him?" 

"I was thinking, if he really loves Yoon Hee then I will leave accepting that fact that the person that I have loved since childhood will never love me back, at least I will know and if that is correct, I can find some way to move on in America." I explained. I watched as Jungkook and Seulgi nod in agreement. "I am not planning on telling him until the last minute, same with the others but for another reason." 

"Yoongi, Tae and them?"

"Yeah." I softly replied.

"Why?"

"I thought that maybe it would save some tears if the goodbye wasn't so long, you know?" I let my gaze fall on to ground once explaining my idea.

"Okay." Jungkook agreed. The three of us fell silent. Not knowing what to say.

"We will miss you." Seulgi softly spoke, sending me a weak smile. I smile back, enveloping her in a hug.

"Me too." I mumbled into her shoulder on the verge of tears. I feel a large pair of arms envelope Seulgi and me into a tight embrace. Seulgi and I both looked up and see Jungkook. He also was looking down at us and flashed a soft smile. "Thank you guys." I whisper.

"We will always be here for you."  Seulgi reassured before breaking the embrace.

"You better remember to video call us every day." Jungkook reminded, holding up his pinky finger. I quickly intertwine my pinky with his and nod.

"How could I ever forget." I chuckled.

JIMIN'S POV:

"Is Jungkook, Seulgi and (y/n) not hanging out with us today again?"  I inquired, scanning the lunch table for the missing three.

"I don't think so, no." Yoongi quickly muttered. 

"I wouldn't get your hopes up." Yoon Hee voiced.

"Why?" I inquired sending her a shock of confusion.

"Haven't you noticed that have been distant lately." Yoon Hee explained.

"Yeah, I have." 

"They haven't joined us for lunch in weeks, do you think they would start now?" Yoon Hee inquires with a matter of fact tone.

"No." I quietly mutter.

"Exactly, Seulgi, (y/n) and I used to go out pretty often together but for a few months now I haven't spoken to them at all." Yoon Hee sadly stated, leaning her head on my shoulder.

"Jimin." Yoongi suddenly spoke.

"Yes?" I quickly responded.

"I need to speak with you alone." I hear him bluntly state before pulling me up from my seat. Yoon Hee jerked from the sudden movement of my shoulder and I quickly sent her an apologetic smile before being rushed off by Yoongi.

"What is the rush Yoongi?" I inquired with a puzzled expression once we reached the back of the school which was completely empty. I assume that's why Yoongi had brought me here.

"Have you seen this?" Yoongi sighed before showing me some pictures on this phone.

"What are these, who drew them?" I quickly questioned, scrolling through the pictures he had shown me. There were beautiful pictures of my friends and I but most of me. What confused me was the sad quotes and messages written next to them. 'Love is painful', 'my silence is just another word for my pain.' I read in my head. 

"(Y/n) did." I hear him respond.

"Why would (y/n) draw and write these?" 

"I will let you figure it out yourself, before it too late." Yoongi warned before walking off. I stand in a state of shock and question still swirled around in my head. Why did she write those?

"No, Yoongi can you please just tell me?" I whined, my head already hurt from all of these questions in the past but it hurt me even more to think that. I was (y/n)'s best friend since childhood and I didn't know how much she was hurting inside.  Whenever I see her she would be wearing a bright smile but now I know it was fake. I felt so guilty. I was meant to help her through all this, a shoulder to lean on, a shoulder to cry on, where she can let out all her emotions. Instead, I was a best friend who only cared for himself. Getting a girlfriend when his best friend needed him the most. All the emotions she must had felt up till now and in the past, I didn't know any of it. She didn't tell anyone but just displayed a brave face for all of us, just so we wouldn't worry. All the little times I have seen her shed tears, the times she had walked off alone or not sat with us, it all made sense. I realised I had stopped Yoongi and stood in front him for a while now as I figured it all out.

"Have you figured it out?" Yoongi questioned, seeing right into my thoughts. "Go and find her." I hear him softly speak for I nodded, rushing past everyone to find (y/n).