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Chapter Four: Heart Felt Pain

YOUR POV:

I knew the sun was setting but I didn't care, it was too peaceful not to stay longer. I continued to put my finishing touches on the sketch of the photo I was drawing of Jimin. I shed a few tears whilst I was sketching after remembering all the chances I had to confess to Jimin but I was too chicken to do so and now I might lose him. I hated how the tears stained my piece as I sketch, creating little bumps on the paper as the tears dried. I sneezed due to the weather going colder as the sun began to set and I quickly rummaged through my bag for my jumper and quickly putting it on and as I was doing this I felt someone taking a seat next to me on the bench. As soon as my head popped out from under the hoodie my breath hitched. It was Jimin.

"How long where you planning on staying out here after the sunset?" Jimin inquires.

"I don't know, you know I love sketching outside and today was such a beautiful day." I softly spoke in reply.

"Where are you crying again?" Jimin said, worry evident in his voice.

"No, I think I'm just coming down with something." I lied.

"Lier, your sketch paper is bumpy indicating there where tears that fell into it and you can't say rain because I am one hundred percent sure it didn't rain today." I quickly close my sketchbook and quickly place everything into my bag.

"Geez, you saw right through me detective Park." I joked, trying to lighten up the atmosphere. He chuckled at my joke but his face turned serious again afterwards.

"Why did you cry (y/n), was it because we pressured you about who you liked?" I shook my head and he shifted closer to me, he then placed my head gently on his shoulder. I just simply sighed, if you like Yoon Hee Park Jimin please stop giving me hope or cute gestures like in fan fiction.

"No." I answered his question.

"Then what, tell me (y/n), I want to help." I hear him speak in a sincere tone. I decide to tell him but not all of it.

"It's about the person I like." I sighed.

"What about them?" He asked.

"Well I've known him for quite a while now and for that whole time I liked him, but then I figured out he was seeing someone else and I am happy that he found someone he liked but~." I paused as tears started to form but continue. "I was too chicken to tell him and now I have lost him."

"He sounds like a jerk." I hear him say. Idiot, your insulting yourself. I thought in my head. I chuckled at his response.

"He's not, he's one of the only people that make me laugh when I am down and has always been there for me in more ways than one." I spoke honestly, it was like I was confessing to him but he didn't know it.

"Well he sounds really special to you, do I know him?" He inquired. Yes, in fact, you are him, which was what I wish I could say.

"No." I tried my best to sound like I was not lying to him and I think he bought it.

"Okay because if I did he would be pretty beaten up the next time you saw him." I chuckled before getting up from the bench and rubbing away my tears that had formed.

"Thanks, Chim." I spoke softly, almost in a whisper.

"Your welcome." He replied flashing me a warm smile. I then grabbed my bag and Jimin and I made our way back home. As soon as I arrived back home I was greeted by the smell dinner.

"Hey mum, dad, I'm home." I announced as I took off my shoes.

"Welcome sweetie." I hear both of my parents reply. "How as your day?" My dad inquired, I walked in and took a seat on the kitchen bench.

"Good I guess, like it usually is." I simply replied.

"Isn't that a good thing?" My dad inquired with a confused tone.

"Yeah, I guess so." I mumbled.

"What's up kiddo, you seem glum today." My dad inquired, trying to lighten my gloomy mood.

"It's nothing, I guess the stress is just getting to me." I lied.

"If that's the case, go and have a nice relaxing shower and I guarantee dinner will be ready by the time you finish." My dad offered, I nodded in reply. I did as my dad said, having a nice relaxing shower before changing into a pair of confutable leggings and over-sized jumper. My father was correct, a nice warm shower was just what I needed to forget my stress or worries momentarily.

TIME SKIP: TWO WEEKS LATER

Well, have things changed in two weeks? Yes, in fact, a lot. Jimin and Yoon Hee are now dating and I have never been so heartbroken in my life, when they announced it to us it was like an arrow pierced through my heart.

FLASHBACK:

"Hey guys, we have something to tell you." Jimin nervously spoke as he and Yoon Hee stood in front of us nervously.

"What is it?" Tae inquired.

"We are now dating." Yoon Hee exclaimed. After hearing those words being said my face flushed pale and all the colour in my face seemed to have disappeared, it was official now. I have now well and truly lost him. Everyone stood up to congratulate them and I just stay, frozen. I turned my head to find Seulgi looking at with a very worried expression. I put on a fake smile before going up to them and congratulating them myself. Afterwards I quickly gathered my things and headed to the female toilets on the other side of the school. As soon as I arrived I locked the stall and fell onto ground in tears and the pain in my chest worsened. I clenched my heart in pain as I let my tears fall into the ground. Why was I such a wimp that I didn't tell him how I felt ages ago, if I did I may have spared myself the pain. At least I would know he would have never liked me in return. It was my fault for not telling him and now his gone. I let all the tears fall until none threatened to escape, I am done with crying. I decided to put on a brave face and stop crying. After all, I had come to the realisation that I would have to live with this for, maybe the rest of my life so it's better to move forward and not let this hold me back. I mean I have tried to move on from Jimin in the past but it was too hard for me to do but now I needed too. I quickly whipped away all my tears and exited the stall, luckily no one was around during my break down. I washed my face to get rid of my tear stained face and tried to hide the fact that I had been crying. I walked out of the stall to find Jungkook and Seulgi standing at the entrance of the bathroom.

"Guys?" I said, looking at them with a puzzled expression.

"(Y/n) are you okay?" Seulgi instantly said after realising I had come out of the bathroom, enveloping me in a hug. "I feel your pain, I~." I quickly punch her side lightly and whisper in her ear.

"Jungkook." I hear her chuckle as she let go of the hug.

"He knows, don't worry." Seulgi casually announced.

"What, did you tell him?" I raised my voice slightly in shock.

"No, he figured it out on his own." Seulgi quickly defended herself.

"It's obvious (y/n)." Jungkook spoke.

"Then why hasn't he realised it yet?"

"To me, it is, at least." Jungkook mumbled. Afterwards, both Seulgi and Jungkook enveloped me in a warm embrace.

"It's okay." I hear Seulgi whisper in my ear.

"No, it's not." I sighed.

"Well make sure to keep you busy so you can be distracted." Jungkook reassured.

"Thanks, guys." I replied sincerely.

"We've got your back."

FLASHBACK OVER:

-TBC-

I decided to publish an extra chapter since I will be inactive for the next two weeks or so since exams are coming up for me. I hope you all enjoy the extra chapter.

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