Chapter Five: Left Behind
Jimin's POV:
I can't believe two weeks have passed and I have been dating Yoon Hee for two weeks. Let me say I have never been so happy in a while. She is truely such a sweet and kind-hearted person and that's why I love her.
But I have realised something very strange recently. The group and I usually go to (y/n)'s house on Fridays and she would usually hang out with us every lunch but I have realised she, Jungkook and Seulgi have been haven't been around as much anymore which confused me. I mean when we do hang out as a group they trio seems fine, maybe its just me being paranoid, who knows?
"Yoon Hee, pass me the ball!" I shouted I see Jungkook stand in front of me. (Y/n) quickly intercepts as Yoon Hee was about to pass the ball to me, passing the ball off to Yoongi.
"Half time!" Seulgi shouted as soon as Yoongi neared the goal.
YOUR POV:
"Half time!" I hear Seulgi shout and instantly jog off and grabbing a few drink bottles for the others, after taking a sip myself. I walk over to the group and pass everyone a bottle and they thank me in return.
"Thanks (y/n), can I speak to you?" Jimin inquired pulling me away from the group. I simply nod and let him pull me away, a few metres away from the group.
"What's up?"I asked, still trying to catch my breath.
"I have two questions." Jimin spoke, holding up two fingers.
"Go." I gestured for him to continue.
"First, did something happen with Seulgi, Jungkook and you?" He asked, eye brows knitted in confusion and nodded my head no.
"No, why?" I asked. I may have said no but I lied to him again, it hurt that I had to lie to him about my feelings but what could I do?
"I was just wondering since you guys haven't been around as much recently." I hear him speak honestly.
"No, nothings wrong, you're just paranoid as usual." I teased, knocking him on the side.
"Ow, what do you mean as usual?" Jimin exclaimed.
"Haha what's the second question?" I chuckled, changing the subject.
"Can you stay back after school with Yoon Hee and I, we wanted someone to help us film our duet for our ballet assignment." I bit the inside of my cheek in nervousness. I wanted to say no because I already knew it would be awkward but I couldn't, my mouth moved all by it's self.
"Sure, I have nothing else to do." I happily replied. He flashes me one of his cute eye smiles before rushing off to Yoon Hee to tell her. I sighed as he walked away and I feel someone wrap their arm around my shoulder.
"You okay?" I hear Jungkook's voice say.
"He asked me to stay with him and Yoon Hee after school to help him with filming their duet."
"You said no, right?" Jungkook inquired. I turned my head and smashed my head into his shoulder.
"No." I sighed.
"Yah you're too kind-hearted." Jungkook sighed patting me on the back.
"I know."
"Yah love birds stop the PDA and let's finish off this game!" I hear Seulgi tease. I instantly jump off Jungkook and whip my head around to face the direction Seulgi's voice came from.
"You are asking for it!" I shouted sprinting towards her. She screeched and blew the whistle right in front of my face.
"Second half." She shouted, I gave her a glare before making my way to my position on the court. "Team one is winning by four points, begin!"
TIME SKIP:
The game finished, the score 45-51, our team winning. We cleaned up in the change rooms and as soon as we finished Jimin, Yoon Hee and I headed to the studio too record their piece. I trailed behind them as they teased each other at the front. I displayed a sad expression until I saw Jimin turn around and I quickly look up and send him a fake smile. "Ready to be amazed by our amazing duet, (y/n)." Jimin exclaimed running into the studio. Yoon Hee chased after him and they son disappeared out of my sight. I slowly make my way into the studio, looking at the oh so interesting studio floor. Tapping my foot to the tune of the music coming from the studio next to this one.
"(Y/n)?" I hear a familiar voice call. I turn around and a smile makes it's way to my face, seeing who had called me.
"KAI, SEHUN!" I greeted, making my way over to the studio they were standing outside of.
"Hey, can you do us a quick favour?"
"What?" I look at them suspiciously.
"Can you fill in for Lay, he was meant to dance with us but he had an emergency." I hear Kai explain.
"You, see I kinda have to~." I tried to explain before being pulled into the studio by Sehun.
"Come on (y/n), please you know the choreo after all." Sehun pleaded. "Just once?" I sighed and placed my phone down next to the speaker.
"Fine just once, when I need to go." I agreed. The music started and Kai, Sehun and I got into position.
"Shimmy, Shimmy Ko Ko Bop." I hear and we began to dance. One night after I finished at the library with Yoongi, I was making my way back to my locker after school until I ran into Baekhyun and and few of the others. I never really knew how to dance but they convinced me into some pop lessons with them. With in a week they had convinced my to keep going so eventually I learnt their new dance, ko ko bop. As we dance I hear foot steps outside of the studio but we ignore it and continue to dance. I loved the song and it gave off so much energy and when I danced it felt so calming and it gave me energy.
"Going Ko Ko Bop." The song finished, I fell onto the ground heavily breathing and saee Sehun hold up a thumbs up. But then I hear the sound of clapping ringing through the now quiet studio.
"So this is you crept off to (y/n)." I hear Yoon Hee chirp. I whip my head around to see Jimin and Yoon Hee standing at the door.
"I didn't know you could dance?" Jimin exclaimed in pure shock.
"You don't know a lot of things about me now," I mumbled.
"Pardon?"
"I said, yeah these guys wanted to give me some dance lessons and forced me to do it." I sighed, standing up to go and pick up my phone.
"Sure, because it's okay to say yes to them and not your best friend who you have to know for over ten years." He murmured.
"Haha did you notice I said forced." I laughed. He was jealous, I could just tell by the annoyed pout he made.
"No, now hurry up and film Yoon Hee and my duet." He said storming off with Yoon Hee.
"Geez, what's up his pants?" Kai muttered, taking a drink from his drink bottle.
"I don't know to be honest." I sighed before exited the door and entering the studio Jimin and Yoon Hee was in. As soon as I walked I see the most heart wrenching sight I have ever seen. He was holding her chin and looking deeply into her eyes in pure lust. I hold back the tears and cough awkwardly, gaining their attention.
"We gonna do this?" I spoke taking a seat in the corner of the studio, leaning my back on the wall.
"Yep." Yoon Hee said before running over to play the music. I took out my phone and filmed them as they danced. The dance they where doing was full of emotion, it was about one-sided love.
I watched as they dance looking deeply into each other's eyes and not breaking contact the while entire time and I remember the time when something happened to me like that.
FLASHBACK:
"OW ow!" I yelped whilst trying to stand up after falling over and grazing my leg. It was a warm spring day and Jimin's mum had brought him over for the afternoon for us to hang out. We were around about the age of ten.
"Are you okay (y/n)?" Jimin spoke in a worried tone as he ran over to me.
"Yeah, just fell and scrapped my knee." I reassured him but he just simply nodded his head and gestured me to stay put. I sat back down and waited a few second before he came rushing back out with a band-aid. He then crouched down and applied some ointment and then the band-aid, we didn't break eye contact the whole entire time.
FLASHBACK OVER:
A tear trickled down my face and I quickly whipped away the tear and focused on getting the best angle of their dance. At one point the camera fell on Jimin for a few seconds but I caught myself and positioned it back to both of them. The music faded out and they finished with their foreheads resting on each others. Yoon Hee was the first to break the skinship, walking up to me to check out the footage.
"I sent it to both of you on email, I'll see you guys tomorrow." I spoke walking out of the studio.
I walked out by myself to the front of the school until I realised it was raining. I sighed, the world is never on my side. I thought rummaging through my bag, looking for my umbrella. But just my luck, I didn't bring it. I silently cursed before walking out of the school shelter and into the rain. I guess the weather reflects my mood right now, I thought as I slowly made my way home. I felt each individual drop fall into my face, I smiled in defeat. "Have I run out of luck?" I inquired to no one specifically. I was nearly home until I felt my phone vibrate in my pocket. I brought it out and held the phone to my ear.
"Hello?"
"Hey (y/n), its Jimin's mum." I hear her speak through the phone.
"Oh hello, Mrs Park."
"Your mum called and said she will be home late and that you forgot your keys, she asked if you could stay at ours until she came and picked you up."
"Okay, thank you."
"Wait before you go, are you with Jimin? Because I told him to give you an umbrella and~."
"No, I'll see you in a bit." I quickly replied before hanging up.
I slowly made my way to Jimin's house, knowing he might not be home since he was with Yoon Hee but when was he home now adays?
After a few more minutes of walking, I reached Jimin's. Seeing Mrs Park standing at the front door with a worried expression. She quickly ran out and rushed me inside whilst wrapping a towel around me.
"Thank you." I spoke before bowing.
"No problem, I thought Jimin would at least give you an umbrella or something, speaking of which where is he?" She inquired looking at the time on her watch.
"He is probably with Yoon Hee." But as soon as those words escaped my mouth the door opened, revealing Jimin.
"I stand corrected," I mutter. He looked up, shocked to see me soaking from head to toe.
"(Y/n), did you walk here in the rain?" Jimin asked with a worried tone, After stepping into the house.
"Please don't asking." I muttered before I walked away, disappearing into the bathroom. I closed the door behind myself and sighed, leaning my back again the wall. I was shivering due to my wet cloths.
"(Y/n), take a warm shower, I have left you a spare change of cloths and a towel for you outside when you're ready." I hear Mrs Park's voice through the door.
"T-Thank you." I managed to say, I quickly open the door and grab the cloths and disappear back into the bathroom. I take a nice warm shower and quickly get changed into the cloths Mrs Park had left for me. They were just some cloths I had left here previously which was an oversized jumper and a spare pair of jeans. I put my soaking wet cloths in a plastic bag and into my school bag and walk out of the bathroom.
"Thank you, Mrs Park, do you know when my mother will be back?" I inquire as I walked out to the kitchen area to thank her once again.
"She will be an hour or two so just go up and relax, Jimin is upstairs." She spoke. I simply just nod and make my way up to Jimin's room.
"Jimin?" I ask cautiously, making sure to knock on the door first.
"Yeah?" I hear him reply before opening the door for me.
"Have you seen the video, was it good?" I asked, trying to escape an awkward atmosphere.
"Yeah, thanks for that." He replied. I walk in and take a seat on the floor. I watch as he takes a seat next to me.
"How's that crush of yours?" Jimin teased, knock me in the ribs playfully. I remained silent as he chuckled to himself. "Not good ha?" His laughter died down after he realised my lack of energy.
"He doesn't really talk to me anymore." I sighed. It was true, even if Jungkook, Seulgi and I haven't necessarily been hanging out with the normal group, Jimin has been talking to me less and less during these past few weeks, let alone text me.
"So this is what's been bring my energetic best friend down?" He spoke softly whilst looking at me. "I want the crazy, funny and always teases me best friend back!" He whined, send him a sad pout.
"Well, she might not come back for a while." I sighed. He looked at me with a serious expression and suddenly stood up. "What?" I asked as I watched him hold out his hand in front of us.
"If this guy is bothering you this much, you and I are going to confront him right now." He spoke sternly.
"What no, you can't!" I exclaimed, quickly getting up from the floor.
"Why not?" He inquired with a suspicious expression.
"He...H-He." I stuttered, what am I supposed to do? Do I tell him that it's him or what?
"He what?" He asked once again, raising an eyebrow.
"You can't because he doesn't live in Korean!" I quickly made up.
"Okay then, we can skype him." He announced, walking over to my bag to get my laptop.
"What, no!" I exclaimed, rushing over to him. Using all my might trying to try and stop him from getting my laptop. "Please Jimin you can't, he probably sleeping right now and we don't want to wake him, he could be with his girlfriend or worse he could think you are my boyfriend and give him the wrong idea, just please STOP!" I shouted, trying to convince him to not skype call him.
"Hahahahha, here we go." I hear him say between his chuckles.
"Huh?" I said, looking at him with a puzzled expression.
"Welcome back, best friend." What he said made me chuckle and him laughed as well.
"Smile, you look prettier like that." Jimin spoke softly, grabbing my cheeks, forming a smile with them. We looked into each other's eyes for a few seconds before he broke it. "Don't let this guy hold you back."
I wish I could get over the 'guy' so easily, but I'm sorry Jimin, I can't. Because everything is happening right in front of my eyes and every time I see you smile it breaks my heart to know that I am not the one that is making you smile like that. Yes, over these three weeks you and I have drifted apart, but I reckon it's only for the best. After all, what's going to happen to me when you well and truely, leave me behind?
-TBC-
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