Today was Saturday, one day after prom. I lay on my bed with mixed emotions, trying to get the image of Yoon Hee and Jimin out of my head. But I just couldn't. No matter what I tried and trust me I tried a lot of things. From gaming to actually doing my homework and it was only nine in the morning. I slowly made my way downstairs and towards the kitchen and see my mum preparing breakfast.

"Has dad already left?" I voiced. I hear a hum in response from her as she continues to cook breakfast.

"Good morning sweetheart, breakfast will be ready in a minute."

"Good morning and thanks, mum." I simply replied taking a seat at the kitchen table. Soon afterwards my mum took a seat next to me with her plate of food.

"Is there something troubling you?" I hear my mum inquire after witnessing me play with my food a little.

"I don't feel right in this school." I spoke suddenly.

"What do you mean sweetie, you seem to be enjoying school last year, why did something happen, are you getting bullied, tell me who it is?" My mum inquired with a concerned tone.

"No it's nothing like that, its just I don't feel like I fit in." I tried to explain. It might have sounded like I was lying but I wasn't. Apart of me felt like the outcast of the group now all attention had turned to Jimin and Yoon Hee, of course, Jungkook and Seulgi always thought I was overeating but they soon realised that I hadn't been as engaged with the group recently. Especially with my participation.

"Have you ever thought of studying internationally, you know your father always wanted you to study in Amercian as there are more career options for you and your art skills."

"No, I haven't." I admitted, to me, it sounded like a pretty good idea since it might open more options for me and my future.

"I'm not saying that you should decide now but think about it." My mum said before standing up and taking her dishes to the sink to wash them. "Well will support you either way." My mum finished cleaning her plate before walking over to kiss me on the head.

"Maybe" I mumbled. I finished my breakfast a few minutes after my mum and went to wash my cutlery and plate. Afterward, I went back up to my room to search around only for some school courses internationally.

-TBC-

.

A kinda shorter chapter sorry, but I am now updating twice a week! So that means updates everyone Tuesday and Saturday. I had just finished exams and have a lot of free time to write and that's exactly what I plan to do. Until the next chapter...bye.