today was a bad day boii but it's night and hopefully tomorrow will be ok

idk man i felt super insecure about a lot of things like my weight and my procrastination and the fricking fact that my parents passed on the hairy gene to me and my brother makes fun of it whenever he can

then my dad keeps on scolding me and doesn't even see that I'm getting more and more done and stressed with him smh

at least i made notes today out of spite

then I got reminded of this passage in english that compared gifted kids to cheetahs --

idk im just not feeling happy vibes today. as i said, I'll go to sleep and see how tomorrow goes ;;