Chapter 18
(Genos POV)
Peeping around the corner reaper was humming a tune, knocking quietly. He stopped imdiently and looked at me, padding over and sitting down I smuggled in to him, I didn't have the energy to be my usual self so I decided to give in to my affection wanting self.
I could feel Reapers smirk bore in to me and he petted my skull, turning I wrote on a piece of paper,
'Do you ever just want to leave reality?' He read it over before letting out a sigh, "I think of it some times, like sometimes I wish we lived in a world where Their was no soulmates, and we could love who ever we want with out consequences."
It was a nice world the idea of it at least. "Then I could love you forever and we wouldn't have to loose each other."
Yawning I buried my face in to his shirt inhaling the clean crisp minty smell. He smelt like mint tea and coffee two of my favourite drinks. He always smells like that, I hadn't realized how tired I was until I was incredibly comfortable and reaper resumed his humming.
Running my hand on his bare arm it made me wonder, what if.. no it's just wishful thinking even if he was I couldn't say I loved him closing my eyes I fell Asleep the the relaxing aroma and gentle humming.
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(Reapers POV)
Work was a drag, it ended up being long and boring, Geno went up to meet with the gang for lunch while I was Away so I came back to a empty house.
Walking to my old room a lot of my things I hadn't bothered to move over to Genos room. Noticing my picture with toriel I picked it up and studied it, smiling slightly I decided to give her a call to meet up.
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"Reaper!!!" She squealed throwing me in to a death grip of a hug, "y-Your ACK Killing me!" She let go "oh I'm so sorry! How have things been, last time I heard from you, you where dating Geno" I nodded taking in a deep breath. "Yeah, about that.." she frowned "I swear if he broke your heart I will whip out my heel and bea-" "No! No! Don't worry! I mean kind of but not that way!" I said quickly her face went confused.
"G-Genos getting sick... a-and I don't know what to do I don't want to leave him but I'm afraid staying might kill him and...." She gasped putting a hand to her mouth, "Reaper why didn't you say anything??" I felt tears start creeping in to my eye sockets looking down I tried so hard to remain calm and put of a brave face for Geno but now I felt like a little kid.
She pulled me in to a hug surprising me that's when tears flowed freely from my eyes now as I finally broke down. "I cant loose him tori, I just can't he's the first one who actually u-understands and h-he-" "shhh it's okay reaper. your not going to loose him. He loves you and you love him, when the time comes I'm sure you will come to a decision but for now do what you can to be their for him. Make your moments together last make it somthing to remember. And then... perhaps he will find his soulmate."
This made me cry harder and I took in deep raged breaths. Trying to calm my self down it eventually worked and I took a step back "o-okay." Hearing my phone buzz I noticed it was Geno'come homeee' Sighing she understood Remember what I said reaper. But I wish you the best of luck and if either lf you need anything. Anything at all you can always call me. I nodded thanking her and headed home.
Parking the car I sat their for a moment trying to compose my self staring blankly my phone buzzed again, ignoring it I took a deep breath and head inside I honestly just wanted to sit and go to sleep.
Walking in that was unfortunately not the case as Geno had brought the party to the house,"finally!" Cried blue, locking eyes with Geno he seemed quite happy.
Forcing a smile I chuckled "well sorry I was visiting a old friend" this piked Genos attention. Walking over I sat next to Geno on the couch as the other sat down too.
It was maybe half way through when I was just utterly exhausted, standing up I kissed Geno on the cheek who gave me a confused look, "I'm going to sleep don't worry about me just keep enjoying your self okay?" I said quietly so only he could hear.
He gave me a concerned look, 'are you sure' he mouthed I nodded giving his hand a gentle squeeze.
(Genos POV)
Once the movie was over I headed to mine and Reapers now shared room, creeping in to the dark room I got in to bed, silently waiting I then proded at reaper who was quite then eventually said "what?" He was met by my silence before chuckling slightly but it seemed more dull. And rolled over wrapping his sturdy arms around me. Sighing happily I leaned in to him more.
Peppering my cheek and jaw with kisses he muttered with "love you" before going quite.
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I woke up before reaper so I lazily plucked at a loose string on the comfort as reaper slept soundly, finally he seemed to stir letting out a low grumble, I giggled silently resting a hand on his chest I pushed him slightly, he groaned again rolling on his side so his back was to me while he started mumbling somthing.
Rolling my eyes I smiled widely pushing my self over top of him before rolling on to his other side meeting face to face with him.
He opened his eyes slightly his mouth pulling in to a smile "face of a angel~" he cooed pushing him I grinned stupidly getting up.
I looked over my shoulder sticking my tounge out at him. He chuckled stretching out, I smiled before coughing loudly putting a hand over my mouth I looked at reaper who had a unreadable look on his face.
I frowned sitting back down on the bed pulling my knees up to my chest, "doing okay love?" He said rubbing my arm I nodded resting my back against him.
"Is it any worse?" I shook my head slightly "better not be lying to me" he grumbled I looked over my shoulder at him searching his gaze, he looked up meeting my eyes.
We silently stared at each other, smirking he gave a short laugh. Shaking his head sitting up right he nuzzled his face in to my neck. Saying away I laughed silently batting him away playfully.
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(Reapers POV)
Watching Geno sway as he cooked breakfast was entrancing. His shirt was all twisted but eh so was mine, "Geno. Have you ever thought about actually finding your soulmate?" I said the thought that had been nagging at me all night,He froze making me almost feel bad for ruining his good mood.Dropping the spatula he grabbed a note pad and jotted down words before handing it to me.
'Yes of course I have. But even if I do find my soulmate I'm screwed either way I can't tell them I love them. And I don't even think I can after you'
He was right, "but what if it only takes one person to say it? What if they say it and you'll be fine???" I questioned. He shrugged writing some more 'either way I don't care, id rather stay with you then stay unhappy with another person. I'm doomed for death, or become a person who grows to hate their soulmate it can do more harm then good and I'll only resent them.'
Sighing he was right once again. It felt like my soul was twisting its self apart. He saw my expression and wrote some more 'have you ever looked for your soulmate?' Reading it I laughed a little "no. Theirs no one to look for, dying as only been a matter of when not if." I said refusing to look at him.
I felt his hand grasp mine. 'Then we will go down with each other' I smirked bitterly at that. Shaking my head I stood up "I have to go to work. I'm sorry Geno, we will talk about this later"
(Genos POV)
Those words. Why do they sound so familiar...?
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