After I woke up I had a lot of bruises ....he is right I'm worthless and I should be dead. I want to kill everyone who gave me pain it only made me feel worser than i already did..I remembered when I was 11 I almost got raped from my step dad . That's what started my depression, not only that but ever since that day I heard a voice call out to me it said

' my sweetly sky, I will after you a deal. If you kill your step dad and mom between now and 7 years ill let you escape to my ... Side.' 

And I never forgot that . Never.