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"That skirt is a little too short." His mother immediately commented as soon as I sat by Blaine.

I sighed and nodded like a little bitch. Go fuck yourself you dumb fuck ass cunt. "I will go change," I tried to get but Blaine stopped me, forcing me back down. 

"She is wearing whatever she likes." 

I didn't know what his father thought because I didn't want to look at him and have him blast my head off. I knew his mother was surprised.

That bitch.

I yanked my hand away from Blaine secretly and I watched him furrow his brows. 

"You let this stripper dress however she wants."

"Maeve." His father spoke up. 

"Darling we must be portrayed with the utmost respect."

"Are you not the one who arranged this marriage?" Blaine asked boredly as the food came in. 

"You said yes." His father spoke again. 

Blaine shrugged. "I did not care. I was not paying attention to that woman. I never do." 

His mother glared at him. "I am your mother."

Blaine stared indifferently. "Ok."

I almost laughed, but instead I decided to dig in my food. 

"Maybe this girl needs to be punished." 

I looked up, looking for the maid I had to save when I realized she was talking about me. "Bi—E—excuse me? I didn't do anything." 

"You don't just start eating. It's rude."

I sighed and put my food down. "Ok then."

His mother stared at me in disgust. "I am terribly sorry but I've never seen such an ugly woman in my life."

My eyes widened as none of the men spoke a word. Blaine's father began to eat his food, uncaring to what his wife said. Blaine just sat there boredly. 

"Th—that is not true." 

"I guess that's why your father needed to sell you into marriage. I can't believe you had anyone that wanted you. Such a shame, to have an ugly face on a pretty body." his mother giggled while slowly ripping my self-esteem that wasn't high to begin with. 

I don't know why my head becomes so empty whenever someone does this to me. I always look so pathetic. "I—i—"

"I bet you're lonely. That's why you became a stripper to get male attention—"

"Darting using your tongue as a target has always been so amusing to me. Speak against my wife again and I will fulfill it." Blaine spoke, taking a sip of his cognac. 

"You will not disrespect me, Blaine."

Blaine sighed. "This is my house. This is my wife and this is also her house."

He's still not forgiven.

His father chuckled coldly. I thought this was it, but instead, a big ass fucking hand slammed against my back. "Welcome to the family, lass. My son has taken a liking toward you. You can raise your head."

You know what's crazy. Both these niggas got reddish orangish hair. Blaine's father's hair is a dark red and Blaine's mother has more orangish than red. I look over at Blaine and his hair is black like me. 

Wait, maybe he dyed his hair.

I would too if I looked like Blaine. I'm not about to be looking goofy. The hair suits his mom and dad well, but on Blaine. Yikes. Black suits Blaine much better.

I smiled nervously, my back throbbing from the slap he gave me, like damn. I'm a woman, I'm fragile the fuck? "Thank you, Mr. Murphy."

His mother was not too happy about his father's acceptance, but she don't look like she goes against his father too much. 

His father was...wow. I mean I've only heard him through calls threatening to kill me if I ran away, but this man was a giant. A viking. Blaine had his father's height, but definitely not the width. This nigga reminds me of Merida's father except they ain't scottish. 

His beard was long enough to be braided and so was his hair. He had a long scar running down his eye and the greenish color in that eye has faded to blue, so I think he only has one working eye.

I am scared.

Why did my dad do this to me? Why did I let him? Fuck!

His mom took little jabs at me the whole dinner, I wanted to cry but I refused to let her bring me to tears. It seemed like the more I ignored her the more Blaine's father was impressed. 

My name to Blaine's father was lass. It was so annoying. 

After the dinner Blaine's parents left, finally and I went straight to the room.

Blaine's mother broke down my spirit so much I didn't even want to tell him about my story. 

Maybe I get attached too easily and want to make connections too quickly but I've been near suicidal and that is a place I can never go again. I will do anything to stay afloat. 

I was about to undress myself, sighing as Blaine walked into the room. He didn't say anything, he just watched me and I watched him through the mirror. "I'm going to tell you something because I offended you and I didn't mean to so I'll fucking fix it."

I took off my jewelry first. "I stayed with my dad even though I was an adult because I still remember when we were a family and he would spoil me rotten. Because if I left I'd have no one. I don't know where any of my family are. When I was twelve I tried to kill myself because I was alone. I was scared and empty and alone. My dad couldn't even hear me past his delusions and my siblings were banned from seeing me."

I slowly peeled off my gloves, unwavering, I didn't look at Blaine, I kept focus on my gloves. "There was something wrong with me and I felt so wrong. I was in my room every single day by myself. My brothers didn't come and offer to play video games, my sister didn't drag me into the kitchen. Mom and dad didn't help me with homework anymore. So I took dad's expired meds and took every single last one."

I took off my earrings. "When I woke up in the hospital I was so mad. I wanted to die so badly. I wanted to go. My dad had to put me in therapy and they told him that I had autophobia. Which means I fear being abandoned and being alone so much that I'd go crazy and when my dad told me I would no longer go to therapy. I got so mad and I–"

My voice wavered, but I kept my tears in, grabbing my makeup wipes. "I ran away, not too far though. I met a man after a while, he asked me why I was crying and I was so happy that he was talking to me so I spilled everything. Jesse Coleman. He told me he'd be my friend and he'd meet me there everyday, so I went back home and came back everyday. At one point he took me to his house. He kept kissing me and trying to get me naked and at first I told him no."

I took off my lipstick. "Jesse told me that he'd leave me and that no one would want me because I'm mentally insane like my father. That no one wanted a girl who tried to kill herself and I'd be all alone again because he would tell everyone I tried to do so. I allowed him to do whatever he wanted with me. It hurt," 

I finally let my tears fall but I wiped it away with the makeup wipes.  "It hurt so much but I kept quiet because I didn't want to be abandoned again. Then his friends joined in and I wanted to leave, but he told me that no one wanted a used bitch, but I was at my breaking point. I had just turned thirteen and everything they did to me hurt so much. I never told anyone. I continued on having people use me and mistreat me in school, even in college. Sometimes I mixed my dad's drinks with his meds and he would be normal and it would give me so much hope."

I unzipped my skirt. "I don't know if Manny really liked me or maybe it was just like your mother said. Ugly face, pretty body. I didn't care what they did, I'd be hurt and angry but as soon as they showed a little love I'd forgive them. After everything I've seen you done, I shouldn't have slept with you or even touched you. I want to connect and have a relationship. I don't think I could live without one. So Blaine when I'm concerned about you it's because I actually care and I have been through a lot like you. I wasn't trying to be in your business. I was trying to be your wife and I apologize if I was moving too quickly."

Blaine didn't say anything and I didn't look up at him. Too afraid of what he'd think of me after that. But he said nothing, I only heard the door slam closed and I broke down in tears.

I should probably start packing tomorrow. 

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