CHAPTER 6- Anger

Demi's POV 

 Anger is a very tedious thing. There can be good anger and bad anger. Good anger is when you stand up for something you believe in. Bad anger, is when you act out, and do things without thinking that can hurt other people. Many people struggle with their anger, many people try and run away from it. However, running away never really works out. If you avoid your anger long enough, something little could tick you off and it's like setting off a bomb, destroying everything in it's path. 

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             I woke up with Mac snuggled into me. Memories of last night surfaced and I sighed when I looked down at her innocent, sleeping face. How could she ever think I'd not want her in my life every second of everyday? I pulled away with a sigh, deciding to let my little angel sleep. Walking downstairs, I saw Nick in the kitchen with his back to me. "Hi." I said nervously, walking into the room. Something about being alone with Nick makes me completely giddy inside. "Hey baby." He reached for me and I felt butterflies explode in my chest at his touch as he hugged me. Pulling away slightly, I attached my mouth to his, smiling into the kiss as his arms tightened around me. "I love you." The words rolled off of my tongue effortlessly and the lazy grin that spread across his face make my insides turn to mush. "I love you too Demi, it feels to good to hear you say that." I giggled, the pecked his lips again before getting distracted by the mess behind him. "What are you making?" Nick's ears went red as he glanced behind him, "Uhm... cookies. We ran out of flour though." I smiled, "I'll run to the store, I need to pick up a few things anyway." He looked at the mess again and sighed, "You sure? I could go instead..." I giggled, "You wanna pick me up some tampons too?" Nick rolled his eyes, "Dems I don't give a shit about losing my 'man card' or anything. If you need tampons, I'll get you tampons." I cut him off by kissing him quickly. "I was kidding... but i'll remember that for next month." 

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                 I strolled through the supermarket, sunglasses on and my hood up so no one could recognize me. Quickly, grabbing deodorant, and a few other things that Mac was running low on, I walked into the baking needs isle and - "OOF." I looked up after colliding with a solid body. "Oh my God i'm so sorr- Wilmer?" The tanned Latino in front of me flashed a full set of white teeth, "Hola Hermosa." 

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I walked into Wilmer's apartment in tears. He's in New York and I miss him more than anything so I decided to stop by and grab one of his sweatshirts to sleep in. A groan stopped me as I walked through the door. "Mm baby just like that." I could feel my heart shattering at every moan as I walked into the living room. "WILMER WHAT THE FUCK?!" Wilmer's head snapped up, guilt and surprise all over his face. "Demi! I..." He trailed off as I held up my hand, "You come near me again, you try to talk to me or my family or friends, ever again, I will fucking ruin you." His face twisted in pain and his head bowed, "I'm sorry." The girl poked her head out from under the couch, "Who's this Willie?" 
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             I shook my head and glared at him, "I take that back, I'm not sorry." Wilmer smirked, "Feisty, I like feisty." My face showed disgust as he moved closer to me, "You made the wrong choice Demi." 

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My head was pounding as Wilmer acted so casual about getting me drunk to have sex. "Relax Dems, we've had sex before. And you used to stay over here all the time." He got up and I chucked a book at his head, "IN CASE YOU DIDN'T REALIZE, THE REASON I DON'T STAY OUT ALL NIGHT IS BECAUSE I HAVE A FUCKING DAUGHTER AND I'M NOT SUPPOSED TO DO SHIT LIKE THIS." Wilmer chuckled, infuriating me even more. "Demi don't even get me started on that daughter of yours." My eyes widened, "WHAT'S THAT SUPPOSED TO MEAN?!" He stood up, my anger blocking out anything he was saying but only one sentence stood out, "I think it's time to make a choice. Me, or Mac." 
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         I stared up into his eyes with even more hatred than before. "You're right. I made the wrong choice in letting you have a second chance. But I made the right choice in picking Mac. There's nothing you can do or say that would ever change my mind." He smiled sickly, "Not even this?" My eyes widened as Wilmer pressed his lips to mine, a memory his feeling comforted by these kisses and wanting more of them surfaced, but was quickly overtaken by another one. 

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"Hola Hermosa." I turned around, "Get away from me." Wilmer walked forward. "C'mon Demi, Nick cheated, you know it. Just give me another chance." I shook my head, "Nick didn't cheat." He barked a laugh, "Is that what he told you? And you believe him?" One more step and I hit the wall, Wilmer pressed against me, blocking my escape. "Wilmer don't come near me." He just smiled, "Demi baby you know you want me more than you could ever want that kid." I snorted, "That kid broke your fucking face, and would have no problem doing it again." Anger flashed in Wilmer's eyes and he grabbed my chin, "You're lucky I don't wanna bruise that pretty face of yours." With that, he smashed his lips on mine. I tried to push him off, but he was too heavy, I reach up to pull in hair in hopes of getting the upper hand but the door opened then slammed, Nick. 
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             I pushed Wilmer away and slapped him across the face as hard as I could making him stumble backwards. "Demi? What the fuck?!" I saw his hand move so I took off running, dropping my basket of food and running out of the store and across the parking lot until I finally made it to my car. That's when I lost it. Kissing Wilmer was bringing back tons of memories of us being happy together. A part of me liked the kiss and wanted to stay wrapped in his arms, and a part of me remembered Nick at home with my daughter. "Fuck you Wilmer." I muttered, and drove off to find another store. 

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           I walked into the hour two hours after I left. Nick immediately walked into the foir with a worried expression that quickly turned to relief. "Demi! Thank God I was getting so worried! Where were you?" I forced a smile, "Just traffic, I kinda got lost too." He nodded and hugged me before leaning down to kiss me. Images of Wilmer flashed through my head and I abruptly pulled away. "Are you okay?" I nodded and pushed past him, "Where's Mac?" Form the depths of the house, I heard running feet. "Demi did something happen at the store?" I shook my head and avoided his gaze as Mac ran into the entrance way. "Mommy!" I giggled and swung her through the air before settling her weight on my hip. "Hey babygirl!" She smiled, her tooth had finally grown in. "Dada and I are gonna make cookies with you right!" I nodded, "Heck yeah! They're gonna be the best cookies ever!" Nick smiled, "Why don't you go wash up sweetie? Me and Mommy have to talk." Cursing I put her down and she ran away. Nick gently pressed me against the wall and leaned against me, intertwining our hands and staring into my eyes. His face flashed as Wilmer's and back to being Nick again and I looked away. "Demi-" "Nick stop, i'm fine." He sighed, "I know you're not, and I don't know what I did for you not to tell me, but i'm not gonna push you. Just please.... let me kiss you?" He leaned in, and I turned my head causiong his lips to hit my cheek. Nick's yes showed hurt and confusion at the rejection. "Mommy i'm done!" I pulled away from Nick and picked her up, "Okay! Let's go make those cookies!" 

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             For the rest of the day I avoided meeting Nick's eyes, ignoring the confusion filling them. When I came down from putting Mac to bed it was no surprise he was waiting for me in the living room. "Demi?" I sighed and turned around. Nick was sitting on the couch, "Can you just tell me what I did? It's killing me baby." I closed my eyes, "You didn't do anything." He stood up abruptly, "Okay so cut the shit and tell me what happened at the store." I flinched at his eyes didn't soften. "Wilmer." Anger filled Nick's eyes. "What did he do." Nick growled. "Kissed me." My voice was calm, neutral. "HE WHAT?! THAT FUCKING DICK." I stayed silent and his wrath turned on me, "Why aren't you more upset about  this?" I sighed and the realization dawned on him, "Did you like it?" He took my silence as an answer, "DEMI WHAT THE FUCK? AFTER ALL THAT ASSHOLE HAS DONE TO YOU? I CAN'T BELIEVE THIS!" Mac appeared in the stairway, "Dada?" He turned and snapped, "Go away Mackenzie." Fear flashed in her eyes and she shot up the stairs. "NICK!" I yelled. His eyes widened and he turned to the steps but I pushed past him, growling, "Stay here." As I ran up the stairs two at a time to Mac's room where I could hear sobs. 

             "Mac?" I called, knocking on the door. "Mac it's mommy baby, let me in." A few seconds later, the door opened to reveal a tear-faced Mac. "C'mere baby." I picked her up and walked over to the bed, kicking the door shut behind me. Mac snuggled into me and I laid down and sobbed into my chest. "Shhh babygirl it's okay, it's okay. He didn't mean it. Dada was mad at me, not you. He's really sorry." Mac continued to cling to me, "That was really scary." I nodded, "I know it was scary but Dada will never hurt you or me, and he will never let anyone hurt us either okay?" She nodded and sighed, he crying ceased. "Okay." I kissed her forehead, "I'm gonna go talk to daddy for a second. I'll be back though." She gave me a small nod and it took all of willpower to be able to leave that room. 

             Nick was sitting on the couch with his head in his hands. When I walked in he looked up and tears shone in his eyes. "ls she okay?" I sighed and sat across from him, rubbing my face. "She will be." Nick nodded and stared at his hands, "I'm so sorry for yelling at you baby, it's just... Wilmer does something to me. He just gets under my skin and I can't help it. Everytime I hear his name come from your mouth I want to kill him. But I  just can't wrap my head around it." I nodded, I can't either... it's not that i'm leaving you for him because I would never do that. it's just... I could remember being happy with him. And when he kissed me ti brought back those memories along with bad ones of him so I was just really confused, and still am." Nick nodded, "So.... why wouldn't you kiss me?" I sighed, "I would see his face. I don't know how to explain it but I would." Nick nodded and reached for my hands, pulling me off of the couch so I was straddling him. "Then I guess I'll have to make you forget about him." I giggled and shook my head, "Go talk to Mac first." Nick pouted, "One kiss?" With a roll of my eyes I pressed my lips to his, yelping when Nick flipped us so he was hovering over me and kissed me passionately. His hunger made my head go foggy and butterflies explode in my stomach. In that moment, I knew I would never want anyone other than Nick for the rest of my life. 

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