CHAPTER 47 

   Demi's POV 

     It's been a couple of weeks since the disaster at the TCA's. Niall has been traveling a lot, to the U.K and New York, He visits sometimes. But today is the last time I will see him for a while. We've gotten super close, Mac and I skype him almost everynight and then we text until one of us (usually me), falls asleep. Things are so easy with Niall. I never have to worry about my hair or my makeup because he's seen me at my worst. I'm scared though, I don't want to develop feelings for him. I feel like it might ruin out friendship. Marissa and Dallas keep telling me that he's head over heels for me, but I don't think that's true. I want to try and stay single for as long as I can and Niall knows that. Yet he's always there for me whenever I need him, taking red eye flights back and forth from New York, where him and the other boys are doing a ton of promo. I really scared of losing him, and long distance friendship sucks so I don't know how I could deal with a relationship. I just wish I could hug him everyday, and hear his huge laugh. I guess I should get out of bed, He said he would be here early so I set my alarm for 8, and it went off ten minutes ago. 

        When I walked sleepily downstairs, with sweats and a sports bra with my hair in a loose bun I saw the weirdest and cutest thing. Niall and Mac laying on the couch with the t.v on Disney channel, sleeping. I squealed in excitement, which woke up Niall, he jumped off the couch and ran towards me, picking me up in a hug. His face broke out into a huge grin as I wrapped my legs around his waist to keep me form falling. He chuckled, before setting me down. When we pulled away his eyes widened at my attire. "Shit. I'll be right back." He laughed again, and his ears turned bright red. I ran back to my bedroom, threw on a band tee and stopped at the bathroom to brush my teeth. I didn't bother doing anything else because it was well... Niall. He just didn't care what I looked like. 

       As I padded barefoot back to the living room, I heard Mac squealing with laughter. I rounded the corner and saw Niall leaning over her and tickling her. Mac turned her head and her face lit up, "Mommy! Unca Ni's here!" I laughed, she had nicknames for everyone. "Yeah babygirl." I replied, smiling. Niall turned back to Mac, "Now just because Demi is here does not mean that you escape the tickle monster!" He said evilly. "Noooo!" Mac screamed and squirmed. "Momma helppp!" She yelled, I ran over and shoved Niall off of her and began to tickle him. "You traitor!" He yelled as we play fought. Mac took the opportunity to run off down the hallway, I heard the door to her room slam. Niall flipped me over easily and then began to tickle me, "Nooo Niall." I said, laughing. Then, he stopped suddenly. Our gazes locked, brown meeting blue. The seconds seemed to tick by slowly. Niall began to lean in, giving me time to stop him if I wanted to. The thing was, I didn't know if I did want to or not. His soft gentle lips pressed against mine, and he kissed me, delicately. He deepened it, and I went along with it, my tongue traced his bottom lip. It felt so good to be loved and touched, but at the same time, I didn't feel the fireworks. Niall pulled back, and did the last thing I would have ever expected.... He giggled. He just fucking giggled. He looked at me breathlessly. 

   "Friends?" 

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        I don't want you to leave. I whispered against his neck as Niall and I hugged goodbye. We had spent the day watching Disney movies with Mac, who was now fast asleep on the couch. "I know, you don't know how bad I want to stay." He said softly. Then he pulled away and cradled my face in his hands, his thumbs swept over my cheeks wiping away my tears. It had become somewhat routine for us. He gave me a sad smile and pressed his lips against mine. I wanted ti to work so badly, to feel those sparks, and I know he did too. He sighed, and pulled back. "Just checking." I smiled, but it faltered as another wave of tears came. Niall chuckled and pulled me into another hug. "Take care of Mac." I nodded, but gripped him tighter. "And Demi?" I pulled back and looked into his eyes. "I want you to call me if anything happens or if you need me. Especially if he comes back." I nodded, we hadn't spoken about that day but I knew who he was talking about. We both remembered his words, "This isn't over." While I was lost in my thoughts, I felt Niall kiss me one last time. It was sweet, and full of emotion. But... "Dammit." He growled into the kiss, and I smiled against his lips. 

 :OOOOOOOOO 

bahahaha sorry Diall shippers! I did give you some cuteness though(; 

Comment what you think! I thought of an idea for Mac's birthday partyy and I'm excited to write it! 

After that, it's Demi's birthdaaay! 

Next update: 175k?! 

Comment:

1. Idea's for Demi's birthday

2. Idea's for cute moments.

3. Some of you guys want Mac to get in trouble, Can ya'll give me a scenario, because I don't know what five year olds get in trouble for. Mac doesn't seem like the kid to throw a temper tantrum in the middle of the super market? 

4. What drama should happen? 

-Nothing with Mac's father is going to happen until later, 

-Mac is NOT going to 

      a. get kidnapped. 

      b. Start self-harming.