man

   i miss what fleeting moments used to be.

   idec about the views, i care about how lively and full of life it was

   now it's just empty. i don't have any motivation to write more, and all i can do is reread it until i somehow have motivation again

   people commenting on it making decisions, interacting and reacting, that made my absolute day. i don't give a damn about the fame, i just miss it all.

   i want people to care about my stories like they used to. i wish FM never got deleted.

   but, that's the past now. all i can do is wait to see if people read my stories.

   it's not a good feeling to wake up to nothing. but, that's what it takes to be a writer. some days you'll have more interactions then others.

   i mean, my account has really shrunk since i last actually wrote. nothing has really happened.

   and like i said, fuck fame. i just want to know that im appreciated.

   does that sound selfish and guilt-trippy? absolutely.

   but one day in the far future, im some famous author that people love and look up to.

   that's my dream.