This was written just a bit ago, because of personal issues. This is not meant for any of you, it's someone that doesn't have a Wattpad that this is meant for but I won't let them see. Not yet at least.

This is my note for you
The one that made my life askew
The one that claimed they didn't care
I'm so selfish because I claimed it wasn't fair
I guess the memories mean nothing
The tears showed my fears
But you yelled at my fallen form
I crumpled and I fell wishing it to storm
You're coming I can hear you
I refuse to hum living my life in fear
You were my everything
Turns out I meaned nothing
Fights didn't start til right before your flight
How do you feel knowing your final words
Might just be, 'you idiotic bitch'
Knowing I think that you don't care
I try not to pull out my hair
As you have pulled me from your life
People hear the pitter patter and assume it's my drain
Others assume it's the rain
But I know as I let my tears fall freely
Brimming eyes knowing only you can make me cry
This is the note that makes my final deal
So listen to my deal
Now that you've removed me in every way
I can stay where I please doing so with ease
But you can't make me feel searing pain
I distance myself from emotions
But you won't cause my heart any more comotions
If you leave don't walk through that door again
This marks day four and you've just returned
I wonder if the tears will stop falling
For they're still dropping as I write this
I am avoiding all emotions for they make me weak
We needed you here I would always seek for you
But yet you decided to sneak around
Unintentionally you decided we weren't needed
This the note that decides what I do
I'm not doing this just because of you
I'm doing this for you and for me
It'll help you remove a pain in your side
But most importantly it'll help me end my life
Answer the riddle in time and you'll see
This was also for me in code quick enough
And we might get to do some fun stuff
Go on rolarcoasters, laugh at silly faces
I'll walk gracefully away ignoring the nagging pain
I'm doing this for me too
This is poem number 32 I wonder if I'll see 33.