Help me I scream
I look around again
My family all dead
Staring at me lifelessly
Then one by one they rise
This is your fault they scream
You killed me they heave
You are useless they yell
I don't know why I smile if my
Only friends are the demons in my head
I'm told that this is only hearing my fears
Yielding to their every order
But what can I say I only have a few fears
Losing friends and family, fear itself, ECT.
It's pointless but I can't seem to stop
'Push a comb into your thigh'
It doesn't leave a mark, just a small pain
'You're to fat loose some weight'
Guess I'll have to stop eating (again)
But I comply so my friends don't hate me
I comply so my family doesn't leave me
I comply in hope to be saved again
But I won't be I'm only to be hurt
Again and again I'll just continue to fall
But that's actually okay cause soon I'll die.